they tryna copy what im on (mandem)

soundcloud.com/sunrisess
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grave ft.eczotic (sunrisess)

prod @neohnq

pop another tab wassup w u ??
ion feel alive but drugs will do 
forgot how2feel i didnt choose
im hearin lies from ur breath guess im the fool

i cant tell u x3 how it shoulda been
like u evr gave af , how it rly endz''
im off xans x3 n klonopin
ik yall tired of this sht , its how it rly is

i cant do it by myself , think that ima need u back
dope replenish all my health , call that sht a stimpak
i been missin all my dogs wish i didnt relapse
if u h8 me ima die soon chill relax

can i go now can i go now
got a lot2say , but im slowed out
ion feel the same , unless im smoked out
pray4shit 2change, where is god now>?

burberry on ,my jacket bitch i feel like @6dogsgnarly
made2 many plays , pigs think dat ima ball hog
evrything the same , which day is it ? i forgot
ima pessimist but i love the dope a lot //

stimpak demo freestyle [neohn]

prod @yourvalentin3 @sethoitae 
sfx @s0lemn

i js had a vision tht i'll die .. , 
would u help me < ? ; [ /
do u even love me ?? > ,;
do i want u 2tell me .. ? ; /.,
anytime i try i js kno tht im failing . .., 
feelin suicide .. im so sry dat im bailing .. =( 

wat am i 2do ,, i think im losin u ...
dope got me numb girl ,, 
i wish dat i waz seein u : /..  ,
seeing u.
b wit u , ,, 
omg i wna die : / .. , ,
idc how i feel ..
if its u&i . ..

ik im poppin drugz i js wna b ok ,,
do u gota go , ? cuz im wantin u 2stay : [/ / .
i cant b witout u .. bb ur my <3 . .
u said we was close .
so y is we apart ??

droppin xanx in my powerade©️ .. .
dats a potion ima mix until im in tha grave ,, l;
ik 4 a fact dat u love2h8  .. ,
is tht a tear ? idk im cryin in tha rain .. .

tha pain ,, is alwayz there 4me .. .
away . , , from wat i want 2be
& i want 2b wat u desire .. .
n i will nvr b .. 
im gettn higher , , : p


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if its u&i [valens + sethoitae]

prod @bloodcryy + @ssj5-junk
sfx @bloodcryy + @ssj5-junk

@s0lemn
ion wna stop i got 2much dope ,, : p/ //
got another sack 2day i hope i croak. . /. : ['/
bby i done smoked2 much i js got paranoid .. ..
idgaf least i feel ,, i can fill a void. . .

save tht x2 ,, ion wna hear shit . ,,  ;_
dis is payback : {{ wen i cut my wrist . ,, ;+
dont say tht : // . .  u dont wna feel me . . ,l;
dont play tht . ,, cuz ik u h8 me .. .

btch ik u h8 me . . : | ion wna think rn cuz i took 2. . .
 all i evr want but u alr knew ,, 
all i ever think is2 take ,, consume .. . 

i cant even move btch im spun .. .
alone in my room it aint fun ,; l
wats coo is u h8 me ,, i cant rly change dat. . .
ion wna face it but ik i cant h8 that ..: [[

@bloodcryy
u kno i rly hate that .. .: /
got red marks from the leash dat u put me on .. /: p
no matter wat u told me}[ =
ull always b the one . ., , ,
still get sick from the fact dat u said dat / /. . ,
thought u was the 1+ =[
but ur rly just a setback ./ /. ';[
dont wana falsify // . ..
u kno wat happened ,, ,
yea u kno im not cappin. . ./ /.} [
memory saddened .. .: (


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fill a void w/ bloodcryY [bloodcryY + ssj5]

nothing but negligence [flojy]

@1darko

all this shit i cannot take it
so I started selling drugs I lost my patience
yeah stacking all this cash all the payments
yeah you get really mad trap you in the basement
wrap you up in plastic leave you in containment
put you in a casket leave your body vacant
EOTech aim the sights in
he's gonna die in bout 3 watch the timing
its a daily life thing
xans in my backpack I take it as a light snack
guess I ODed cause I got a fucking heart attack
why you hiding in the dark? bro I always keep a nitecore
blood dripping on the tiles I think that its an eyesore
sharp needles enter my brain
we are different not the same
yeah I dont come unequipped i always keep a switchblade
these niggas always on my dick like can I get some peace made

if I started smoking blunts would you hate me?
yeah i do it every day its a lame thing
yeah you look me in my eyes you think I'm crazy
yeah well I never really cared I think I'm lazy
yeah you go put in all In my head, am I insane?
why the hell are you still trying please give it a break
and I think that shes a tyrant, she governs me
I don't like the way she lying think that shes a fake
your gonna die in a minute just wait and give or take
why the fuck are you so ignorant just p-p-push it in your brain
yeah I got this laceration from cutting up my skin
yeah remove these altercations I put em in the bin

containment (darko)

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥𝒹𝒾𝑔𝒾𝓉𝒶𝓁 𝓇𝑜𝓈𝑒𝓈˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳

prod @flojy + @ripwarheart
sfx @s0lemn
w/ @counterxo

@s0lemn
do u even care how i feel 4u .., ?
ima b myself , . do u h8 me 2 ? ., 
xanax 4 my health , dats tha way i choose  . ., + 
bettr off alone  ,, / dats tha way i move .. ,,

way i do  ,, u would nevr get  ] [ //
tear monsoon  -  ,, all my clothes r wet  .. ,)
false haiku ,,  all ur wordz r torturous
snake in the grass  . . i can tell ur poisonous . ,l

do i quit  + 00 where i am rn . . ."
laugh it off , ,. hilarious . . but i frown . ,<
bury it .. put my <3 in the ground . .{
cherish this .. wen ur not around . }}

stay close by me so i dont feel . .,<
do u fake who u r ?? . ,ya, so real ..: {
fell asleep ona bar  . ,, _ hope my cutz heal >> 
k-pin ,, tramadol ,, dats my whole meal . ..

tell me how2feel cuz u tell it right >_ < ,,
i been up 4days ,, ) havent seen the light  .. 
only smokin dope .. im not even high : L
i js need a way out || \ thought of suicide .. .

@counterxo
I had to realize, I can’t ever see us just as friends
Can’t wait another night, hoping that you’d call me back again
Feels like I’m left to die. Lost it all and don’t know where it went
Don’t wanna see you cry, broken, but I’m here for your defense

It makes no sense making all this progress just to fall
You left a dent and put the needles through me like a doll 
there’s evidence, you can see my poems on the wall
I never meant to keep the phone on silent when you call

You let my hand go then my heart shattered like glass
(like glass, like glass)
Now you’re dancing all alone, so much time passed
It goes so fast