baby blow my phone up//killmesumday

@scoobisalright
@joshuasageart
@ddertbag

https://open.spotify.com/album/6I6bvh9p9WA51qbmb7wCt8?si=loIaZYudRNmYwIZzK1O5YA

Spotify

Pull You Close//Fan-Girl (w/ ☆scøøb☆) [prod. ddertbag]

i wanna kiss you forever 
and hold u so close 
our heart beats in rhythm 
and nothing feels broke 
yea i’ll drive the distance 
idc where i go 
as long as i’m with you 
i’m always at home

let’s runaway 
runaway 
and never look back
we can count all the stars 
i just wanna leave sac 
the distance is haunting 
and ur making it worst 
i think i’ll just leave before i get myself hurt

idc idc
just leave me to die 
baby just tell me why we always fight 
u push me away 
can you just say goodnight?
and promise by the morning that we will be fine 
tattoos and scars and cold chapped lips 
i swear i’m in heaven whenever we kiss 
just bury me alive and leave me to die
and talk all ur shit with all these random guys

cold chapped lips (king theta)

In Her World & Her World Only

prod @neohnq

pop another tab wassup w u ??
ion feel alive but drugs will do 
forgot how2feel i didnt choose
im hearin lies from ur breath guess im the fool

i cant tell u x3 how it shoulda been
like u evr gave af , how it rly endz''
im off xans x3 n klonopin
ik yall tired of this sht , its how it rly is

i cant do it by myself , think that ima need u back
dope replenish all my health , call that sht a stimpak
i been missin all my dogs wish i didnt relapse
if u h8 me ima die soon chill relax

can i go now can i go now
got a lot2say , but im slowed out
ion feel the same , unless im smoked out
pray4shit 2change, where is god now>?

burberry on ,my jacket bitch i feel like @6dogsgnarly
made2 many plays , pigs think dat ima ball hog
evrything the same , which day is it ? i forgot
ima pessimist but i love the dope a lot //

stimpak demo freestyle [neohn]

prod neverforever

filled with broken promises n shit that i regret
hold me close im dyin soon i hope u dont 4get
tell me its ok cuz bae i bet u kno the best
problems will arise wen i js wana fuckin rest

xanax for my temper , my heaart u cut , dismembered
forgot to feel , remember . ts it wont get better
i cry n rip my sweater , i wrote this as a letter
ima fuckin loser,. but beggars cant be choosers

beggin tht my life will end, sry if u were my friend
death is alr spent
tell me im fucked up ik that
death is 2close for me to turn back

im writin all the same songs , u kno i wont b here long
i figured u would love me if i became something
i h8 ppl they h8 me
no1 feels the same thing
lyin is wat made me
u cant pretend u saved me ..

tearing at my sweater [neverforever]

evry1 sucks demo [irby]

track 10
took a big swing
drums by @ejcarrmusic
mastered by david kowalski

lyrics:
i’ve got this delicate thing in my hands, i might break it
i never know how to react so i fake
every motion intact though i know when to save it
i’ll bring it all back to ya, know i might hate it

‘cause all we do
is lie to ourselves
oh all we do
is lie to ourselves

my senses all impaired
you want what you know that you can’t share
the fruits of our labor left in air so cold
theres no one even there to hold you
love then lose, i swear
the cycle we push through isn’t fair
the weight of the world we hate to have to hold
the years of old come back to haunt you

is there more to life than brief dilapidation 
i’m just sick of all the chances that i’m wasting
if you’re here for me i’d rather you just say it
these relationships are never as explained
yet i know
if i want it back ill have to move a mountain
and twofold
there’s no going back to save me when i’m drowning

‘cause all we do
is lie to ourselves
oh all we do
is lie to ourselves

my senses all impaired
you want what you know that you can’t share
the fruits of our labor left in air so cold
theres no one even there to hold you
love then lose, i swear
the cycle we push through isn’t fair
the weight of the world we hate to have to hold
the years of old come back to haunt you

IMPAIRED

track 7
my favorite
melodies by @flesh
mastered by david kowalski

lyrics:
focus
nothing you’re saying is potent
winter white lake near the ocean
lately it feels like i’m going insane
notice
everything here has a purpose
i don’t think we are deserving
we can just wait until it goes our way
white walls don’t float around my head
i’d call the second you wanted
i needed less of an option
cuz if they wanted me dead, they would’ve said so

if they wanted me dead, they would’ve said so
if they wanted me dead, they would’ve said

i should cry in my sleep
i could die in my dreams
when you’re high, you’re between
all the love and disease
you’re the guide, bury me
in the stars, in the seas
you can try to be mean
but your heart disagrees, oh-ohhh

i wanna find it again, that burning feeling u said
was in the forest back then, you know the search came and went
we open fire to spend our waking moments as friends
is it so hard to pretend? this isn’t all that they said we’d get
vice grip my own intentions
malice fueled apprehension
i set my expectations
to be broken
waste of breath

i tried keeping far away
nothing building in its place
couldn’t find that shit forever
now im back, its just my fate
i’d try playing to your tastes
anything to hear your name
cuz i wanted this forever 
wish i wasnt in the way 

i tried keeping far away
nothing building in its place
couldn’t find that shit forever
now im back, its just my fate
i’d try playing to your tastes
anything to hear your name
cuz i wanted this forever 
wish i wasnt in the way 

i should cry in my sleep
i could die in my dreams
when you’re high, you’re between
all the love and disease
you’re the guide, bury me
in the stars, in the seas
you can try to be mean
but your heart disagrees

miserable as your hands are shaking now.

THE GUIDE

Produced by 333since & mynorth
Lyrics: “I love you 2k*”

I like the way that she dancing, shake it up, call her Zendaya.
Talking to me like I’m famous, I ain’t even say nothing major.
She think that we dating — fuck it, like this shit dated.
This shit like drumline, switch up the cadence.

Shawty stay callin’, I’m busy, I’m faded.
She want me to save her, I’m not Kim Possible.
Baby, this shit ain’t possible.
Think I need sedation, get lazy.

Woah, woah.
She want me to take it out, pull up, slide through —
she screaming my name out loud, oh.
Diary full of the shit that I’m talking ’bout now, oh.

She calling my phone, I don’t pick it up — I slide.
Baby, I’m gone, I can’t stay, can’t hide.
My feelings for you, they long gone.
Still hear your name when I close my eyes,
pages of my diary filled with lies.
You a demon in disguise.

Woah, woah.
She want me to take it out, pull up, slide through —
she screaming my name out loud, oh.
Woah, woah.

I like the way that she dancing, shake it up, call her Zendaya.
Talking to me like I’m famous, I ain’t even say nothing major.
She think that we dating — fuck it, like this shit dated.
This shit like drumline, switch up the cadence.

Shawty stay callin’, I’m busy, I’m faded.
She want me to save her, I’m not Kim Possible.
Baby, this shit ain’t possible.
Think I need sedation, get lazy.

Woah, woah.
She want me to take it out.

stimpak demo freestyle [neohn]

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