lyrics:
everynight i wanna 
run away
daydream 
thinking bout a better place
cant look me in the mirror
cuz i fucking hate my face
i bet if i died it would be 
a holiday
giving my all to be better
but whatever 
niggas want me to be lesser
everyday i feel
more pressure
to the lyric down to letters
insecurity
inside of me
im sober just
in spite of me
no human can inspire me
and i wanna retire please
i been doing all this shit
for years
just to fuck up my own 
life and spending nights
in drowning tears
everybody tryna hate me
but i made it a career
battle suicidal thoughts
and demons talking
in my ear

i 
am so tired

why
do we desire

i try
live life with liars

if i died
one more time ill get higher 

bitch im done from working all day
bitch i grind so i could get paid
you put on a front cuz you lame
all you got a pussy ass brain
i cant take it you are the same
i just wanna go learn a trade
get off the mic and go run a fade
hate yo life cuz everything fake

i thought music was so fun
flexing bitches totin guns
should known
from the day i started 
doing it won
but 
now im getting older
and one day ill have a son
and before i die like you
i wanna win and then be done
i cannot be a statistic
younging was a misfit
lost a lotta friends
’17 yeah i miss it
they could never do 
it how i do while doing dishes
been sold out shows
go and buy a ticket

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IM SCARED TO BE 30 AND STILL RAPPING LIKE YOU NIGGAS(PROD. JAMES GORCZYCA)

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IM SCARED TO BE 30 AND STILL RAPPING LIKE YOU NIGGAS(PROD. JAMES GORCZYCA)

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