low 4

Related tracks: ny2la w/ kennedyxoxo (jolst x remghost)

Mix for mia<3

songs for broken people

produced by: dercept



when i wake up, she goin to sleep
fuck all of this distance, yeah it’s poison on the leaves, i pray
every night that tomorrow you won’t leave
tomorrow u won’t leave yea yea 

lil baby just stay here with me 
you never fuckin listen, there’s no point in saying please 
i say
fool me once, you can’t put the blame on me 
fool me once you can’t put the shame on me 

cus i’m a placeholder,
it’s gettin harder to just stay sober,
paranoia breathes on my neck,
can feel the hate growing 

they told her,
she should leave me,
think she listening,
ignoring all my texts
i can feel that girl she’s distancing 
x2

but i’ll blow up, and call it quits!
one day you’ll be callin, i’ll tell you to get a grip
oh shit,
shoulda held my hand,
not cared about the wrist,
all this fuckin jewellery 
but u still don’t give a shit 
i quit
i’m sleeping on a couch,
it’s feelin like the ritz,
 i was fuckin homeless and they didn’t give a shit, she did
i’m alone with all this shit, i’m gonna switch
see me on the news, one more bad day then i’ll flip, like this 

(don’t tell me i’ll be fine
i’m so sick of hoping youre right 
i guess i’ll be fine)

listening to candour every night 
every night (shout out neck deep) 

i’ll 
move out of this apartment
sleepin outside, watch me fall into the darkness,
harness
around my chest it’s crushing on my heart, shit 
& i’m used to this pain, he getting photos of her topless
i wanna stay home, guess im introverted
all these sleepless nights yea they got my brain hurting
i wish i was the one you were concerned with 
rib cage empty, took my heart guess i deserved it 

deserved it.

—-

shoutout to wubz for inspiring this song. 💕

placeholder (dercept)

@joshuasageart @uhohkawasaki
prod. by @deadat18
curated by @shameitried

Clarity (ft. JoshuaSageArt & Saki!)

ny2la w/ kennedyxoxo (jolst x remghost)

daisy chain noose!



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner



ive been seeing pretty ghosts again these days

filling me with potions- to keep me awake

i remember i got bullied on the playground

now you tryna pull up in my dms saying "hey now"



wait now!

im not tryna play now

if you tryna hop on me, then stay down

go back to the circus, look like a clown

i rose to the surface, ma looks so proud



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner



choking-

on my own breath

i feel so sick

struggles-

i been having 

helped me write this



choking-

on my own breath

think i like it

struggles-

i been having

i think i like this



i've tried practicing sobriety

i guess

2nd week-

my anxiety- kicks in

light a spliff and i take another hit

oh shit

my anxiety kicked in



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner

daisy chain noose! (prod. sorrow bringer)

go follow https://soundcloud.com/mxb617 we making a lotta music

Heard it once too many times,
hard to believe through all the lies,
you think you're cute, so do your friends do,
I'm such a fool for doing what I do,

I keep running away right from the past,
someone save me im darting for the end,
i keep on believing, someones coming for me,
Its like im dreaming..

can they all see through me?

one too many times again, you can say they're just a friend,
when you get home get in our bed, and we'll pretend we're fine again.

Monster ft. MXB (OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS)

New single "Nothing Left To Lose" Featuring Flowers For You !
Produced by Immortal

(Lyrics)
(Pre-Chorus)
Like damn you made my head hurt 
Pushed my feelings aside put you first 
But I always end up feeling the worst
The worst

(Chorus)
I’ve been tryna get closer to you
But you push away 
Now there’s nothing left to do
Like why should I fight 
When I know I’ll lose 
I’ll give you time 
But I know you’ll chose 
Anybody else but me 
I’ve been looking back on our history 
It’s like a broken record on repeat 
I say I love you, then you leave 

(Verse)
Like who leaves in a paragraph 
Always send a txt don’t get a txt back 
Everything keeps saying that it’s pending
But you can’t put pending on these feelings 
Like, why do you keep posting to your story
Don’t you know I can still see that shit
Its like your tryna play with my feelings
And I’ve finally had enough of it 
Would you just say something 
Before its all nothing 
Would you just say something
I feel like I’m fucking crazy 
Can’t stop checking your page lately 
All our time is just wasting
All our time is just wasting

(Flowers For You)
I can’t get over you
I gave you everything you wanted too
I guess I was just wasting my time breaking my back for you
Theres nothing else I could do
Except waste time thinkin you were mine
I don’t wanna dwell on past times
Brain is telling lies
Now every time I’m online
I see you with that new guy
Try my best to pass by
Thoughts of all the good times
Do you think about me when you lay your head at night
Cuz i been thinking bout the past it didn’t end right
I’m left with all this guilt it eats me from the inside 
Im left with all this guilt I never wanna see the light 
I’m never getting over you
Even though I really wanted to
Admitting that the best part of me
It was always you

(Outro)
Say I love you then you leave
It’s like a broken record on repeat
Don’t you know what you’ve been doing to me 
Don’t you know what you’re doing to me 

Mix-  Yago/Flowers For You
Master- Flowers For You

Stream on Spotify!

Nothing Left To Lose (feat. Flowers for You)

@rouri404
@luvhoepless
@dercept
#hyperpop
#hyperpunk
#bi0wrld

home ft. rouri404

Elixir (prod. JOJO)

you saw me on the bus

Snow

The Last Thing You Forget

Symmetry

BODYBAG EP(Prod. Nedarb)

Ft:
https://soundcloud.com/coldhart
https://twitter.com/Coldh4rt
https://www.instagram.com/coldhart_/

Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/nedarbnagrom
twitter.com/NEDARBNAGROM
www.instagram.com/nedarbnagrom/

Art: 
roelun.co
twitter.com/roelun
www.instagram.com/roelun/

Bodybag Ft. Coldhart (Prod. nedarb)

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/gDlJSccheGg

i cant handle bein sober...

share this w/ your friends so I can keep making music <3
IG: https://www.instagram.com/alecneversad/
Twitter: https://twitter.com/alecneversad
Guitar/Vocals/Bass/Drums/Mix/Master: Alec Jackson

LYRICS:

I can't handle being sober
I never thought it be like this but now that it's over
I can't believe you trust me every time that I told you
I'm never gonna leave 'cuz I was already goin
I'm a waste of time, yeah
You're a waste of mine, yeah
But I cant deny that I'm feeling kinda right, yeah
We can say we ain't the same, but we never change

I can't breathe, without you next to me, & textin' me have sex with me, connect with me, yeah
If I'm being honest, I miss you.
I'm lost without you

Every single day I've been goin' out my way 
Tryna find a way to say everything that we been thinking
Shoulda never left,
Had to clear my head,
Day that I departed, I was so retarded
Now I'm broken-hearted, finish what we started
Tell me what you see at night,
When the feeling's right & you're all alone in bed, and the moon is shining bright

I can't breathe, without you next to me, & textin' me have sex with me, connect with me, yeah
I can't handle being sober
I never thought it be like this but now that it's over
I can't believe you trust me every time that I told you
I'm never gonna leave 'cuz I was already goin
I'm a waste of time, yeah
You're a waste of mine, yeah
But I cant deny that I'm feeling kinda right, yeah
We can say we ain't the same, but we never change

About A Girl EP

Sober

listen on Spotify<3

SOBER

no samples
prod mix master @93feetofsmoke

video: https://youtu.be/La0kW8IDOa8

lyrics:

nowadays
headache
cold shoulder
getting colder
guess I'm growing older

imma loner
lie and say 
i love her
u dont come over
when your sober

x2

i don't wanna tell you
what I think I about
drugs are longer now
i never leave the house
don't look at me for help
i hate to watch u drown
still tried my best no doubt
like fuck u talking bout??

lie & say i love her

I know you talk to other guys :(

guitar/prod./mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
IG: https://www.instagram.com/alecneversad/
Twitter: https://twitter.com/alecneversad

thank you all for supporting me thru all this... lots of new music on the way. 3 song EP next month <3
***
LYRICS:
You fell asleep on the phone, but I could still hear your breath
I know you didn't hear a single word I said
I said I'd sell my soul for just a moment with you,
I'd swim across the ocean if you told me to...
x2

I know that you've been tired come & rest your eyes
'cause nothing's gonna hurt you while you're by my side
I hate the way I felt when I was by myself
but I'd rather be alone than be with someone else

& just the thought of you could burn another hole in my head,
I'd rather talk to you than spend the night alone in my bed
& just the thought of you could burn another hole in my head,
I'd rather talk to you than spend the night alone in my bed

You fell asleep on the phone, but I could still hear your breath
I know you didn't hear a single word I said
I said I'd sell my soul for just a moment with you,
I'd swim across the ocean if you told me to...
x2

listen on Spotify <3

Sleep On The Phone

(prod. shattered, bangss & ryan medina) 

i think it's time to let go
drive with my eyes closed
baby i don't wanna die
tell me imma be all right
cocaine nose
driving real slow
i don't give a fuck if you cry tonight

hope i die slow
in a car crash far from home
you can't stop what you've created
i am everything you hated
i know i'm not the best at everything
i'm trying really hard just to get you to finally see
you're pulling on my lungs and you're making it hard to breath
i'm going over 90 right into this fucking tree

everything stops when you say that it's over
i never wanted this
i just wanted some closure
you just wanted my clothes off
i just wanted your heart, 
but i fell too deep and now you want us apart

falling down on my bedroom floor
i dream of days where i don't have to feel anymore
im overwhelmed with emotions that i can't explain
i think im dying slowly every day i mask my pain

i think it's time to let go
drive with my eyes closed
baby i don't wanna die
tell me imma be all right
cocaine nose
driving real slow
i don't give a fuck if you cry tonight

you can take the wheel i got my eyes closed
wonder what the fuck goes on when my eyes close
night-time see you when the blinds close
every other days like the same it doesnt change

fall out
fall out i can hear you call out
from a far like a fallen star
gone so far
off of it
so im stuntin hard
and you get lost in it

caution to the wind
and often i find
that all my friends are coffins
gone and lost again so toss it
all your effort is forgotten

i think it's time to let go
drive with my eyes closed
baby i don't wanna die
tell me imma be all right
cocaine nose
driving real slow
i don't give a fuck if you cry tonight

driving with my eyes closed (ft. dylon bangss)

vomit! (prod. xmichaelwarren)

I CANT HANDLE ANYTHINGGGG

thanks 

vocals- feelnum and bedhead
prod- xmichaelwarren 
mix/master- bedhead

CLOUD CABIN!!!

Elixir (prod. JOJO)

Sleye