ColdBracelet

kill me. so I don't have to.

sleye❤️

Soft & hail & emptiness.

Sleye

Bad music

❗️‼️

Spyro <3 PS2 (Prod by Foxwedding)

Never Know (prod. Sleye)

i get so hopeless 
i cant control this
we cant let go yet
collar bones showing

Collar Bones (prod by Mahoney)

VIDEO OUT NOW
youtu.be/bhM_HMk36zE

and if i said
you were all i ever wanted and
could you relate or am i all on my own now
i know it's late still i might just ring the number you gave
and i see your hand but i just put all of my cards down

and if i can't
hold up my end of all i ever meant
is it too late to say i'm better off all alone
is that the same or am i just weighing the choice that i made?
still i need a sec cause i just let all of my lungs out

and what a waste
I sat around another day
i'm not afraid
It's no more time for me to wait
no we're not the same
i'm sorry i can never relate
i don't wanna say no more
I'ma take all of the blame

i don't really wanna cave in
everybody wanna fake it
i just cannot really place it
when i think of why they hate me
yeah
uh
same one getting wasted
still waiting for the payment
i'm getting sick of all the same shit
it's alot i gotta take in
i can't wait too impatient
face it
i ain't want nothing basic
i'm going straight for the greatness
fuck 'em all i see their faces
they ain't even really say shit
(all of y'all snaking)
break shit when i'm angry
never said that i would change it
it's a lesson i get a's in
i ain't playing when i say this
i don't really wanna be graded
hate this

and i can see it in your eyes now
i won't pretend that i'm surprised nah
nothing to say they asking why now
yeah

Pretend (prod. Sleye)

https://soundcloud.com/613ninja


and it hurts still when you cut slowly
and my heart still beating when it's broken
getting harder now to breathe when i'm choking
i don't wanna feel the heat nah i'm frozen

and i'm fucked up reason why i'm lonely
i'm a lost cause ain't no point in knowing me
i'm a ghost now ain't nobody saw me
and i'm gone now i don't know where i'm going

[District]
i know you don’t understand, I
don’t see you reaching your hand out, no
don’t try to call me again
ayy
fuck all these feels, it’s just chemicals
now where have you been?
wondering when,
will she ever get the fuck out my head?
still don’t understand, how could u....
shit, I saw the hurt from the cuts on her skin

[Ja¥en]
i can’t feel anything inside my body
numbing everything, need escape from pain.
dead, now I’m a ghost
wonder if you even saw me
my heart falling apart
i’m the one to blame 

[Ja¥en x District]

i’m a ghost u can’t see me, yeah I’m gone now
floating off into space, where the stars are
in the Phantom windows tinted, music so loud
i don’t know where I’m going, but it’s so far
x2

Hurt w/ Ja¥en x District (prod. Sleye)

i recorded this with a fever

its 2 in the morning I’m racing down the block now
n I’m screaming out ur name hoping that u wanna come out
cuz i got two henny bottles 
and I’m riding in that benz truck
good white shawty and i do it for my lil bruv
and they won’t  understand this aint what we had planned
we don’t ever make plans
we jus fuck and hold hands

bitches on me but i do not pay attention
I’m staying late like u got me in detention
and there shit aint to do in this little hell
so won’t u make my night and get high as hell
with me 
with me
cuz i cant sleep
they don’t believe in me
but u do for some reason  

i swear that i just can’t hide it
but everytime i talk its silence
on ur carpet floors we get so violent
til ur legs get sore and u can’t stay silent 

and if my brothers need me then I’m sliding
diamonds wet feel like poseidon
and i don’t feel right when u not beside me
so if i  go seek then girl stop hiding  

cuz its 2 in the morning..

2am (Prod By Jayyeah)

it's a misunderstanding
and we are the same more than you would like to think
i'm sure it's not worth ending
but i know it had to be this way
why has it led us to this

i see my chance to get away don't let it slip from my hold
i keep my hands around it clenched as if i can't let go
and i see it's not what i had hoped but i won't give it up
and it's getting hard for me to breathe without these chemicals

i keep on questioning myself
what do you take me for?
i watch the clock when it moves
and i can't replace the thought
it's going faster than before
why can't we make it stop
and i can't get back the way it was
i'm not the same at all

i don't wanna put myself in situations where i'm standing alone
i'm barely hanging on just let me go
i dug this hole and now i'm laying down
it's all that i know
and i let you bury me slow
is this how you wanted it?
and i can't go back to the way that it was
there's a hole from the past in my chest and it's locked
i'm a mess 
let me rot
i won't ever come home
i'm obsessed 
i'm a wreck
and i'm broken down

i keep on questioning myself
what do you take me for?
i watch the clock when it moves
and i can't replace the thought
it's going faster than before
why can't we make it stop
and i can't get back the way it was
i'm not the same at all

Make It Stop (prod. Sleye)

https://soundcloud.com/jung-mic

i've drained myself so deep in every single way that i can stand
and i've seen my friends all leave it's left me in the mess that i'd made
and i just cant help but think that maybe i deserve what i get
i tell myself i don't really care ignoring all the evidence

so give me one more shot and i'ma let go all that i can take
i feel my pain fade away
as i lose my head and i escape
and i said

i get so scared i feel my legs begin to shake and i can't
forget where i first had seen your face and i heard you saying my name
i see your hands cover up your head you don't wanna hear what i say
i 'd stretch my breath more than i could take if it meant you'd see it my way

these memories will fade away when i fall asleep
the time that we keep together is all we keep
never hold you outside of my dreams
that's okay
wasn't meant to be

never showing love to myself now
never came back for my best pal
always getting stoned in my basement
always alone in a packed house
can you feel me standing here?
i'm right beside you
i know these memories are all i keep
all i keep for you

so give me one more shot and i'ma let go all that i can take
i feel my pain fade away
as i lose my head and i escape
and I said
I'm feeling so the same
it's every day that i'm awake
i'm making every same mistake
i feel my age and I'm afraid

Follow Jung Micheal

Memories w/ jung micheal (prod. Sleye)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Udpu_pYPZ2Y

i wish i knew what i was doing 
i would do you right
i still remember what it's like
wish that you would try
and every time i close my eyes 
picture you and i
i get to wishing i would die if you weren't near my side

and i don't mean to sing a sad song
wasn't what you asked for
guess i wear my feelings like a patch sewn
i knew this shit would never last long 
bet i could make it happen if you wasn't on your last straw yeah

i get to thinking i should be on medication
i can't take it
i hate when you make it out like I'm crazy
it start to get to me lately
i'm feeling sick 
i'm afraid that i won't be able to fake anymore
you see i'm insane

i got a habit or two i might not be able to break
and i saw the look on your face when i let it show i won't change
i won't be able to make it the way you want
i'd rather be alone
i thought you said that you were done
why you on my phone

i wish I knew what i was doing 
i would do you right
i still remember what it's like
wish that you would try
and every time i close my eyes 
picture you and i
i get to wishing i would die if you weren't near my side

and i been sleeping off the xans for a while now
yeah i been scheming up the plans when i'm hiding out
and i been keeping up my head i'm getting tired now
i think i need a little space i'm getting high now

and i don't mean to sing a sad song
wasn't what you asked for
guess i wear my feelings like a patch sewn
i knew this shit would never last long 
bet i could make it happen if you wasn't on your last straw 
(yeah)

and i been sleeping off the xans for a while now
yeah i been scheming up the plans when i'm hiding out
and i been keeping up my head i'm getting tired now
i think i need a little space i'm getting high now

i'm getting high now

You and I (prod. Sleye)(VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

Pretty girls drive fast
good boys die last
i dont care about ya past
blow a kiss as i past

ima ride shawty ima slide

pretty boys count cash
while the lames get left
players only live once
ima make her second guess, her life
shawty dont lie
dont lie to me
bad white bitch like ivory
make her wait forever like finally
young tourist i got sights to see
aye i do, so dont wait on me lil bae
cus i might keep u up too late
ur too late ya...

Pretty Girls (Prod Hellasketchy)

https://soundcloud.com/weepingwolf
https://soundcloud.com/prodreaper

[Sleye]

just give me something to rely on
something i could die for
something i could put my fucking life on

i got this drug you wanna try some
got me feeling empty it's the shit i really strive for

i be on it lifelong
probably end up mind fucked
throw me in a jacket with some white and keep the lights off
i could treat you nice though
only for a night though
it's obvious i try but i can't help it i'm a psycho

girl just tell me what you want
i could give you anything
tell me how you want it now
i make it a reality
i don't really cover up that
nothing really shit to me
think i only want you cause
to me you're still a mystery
you don't really care nah i can see it through your smile
i can read between the lines
just like the print you know you're fine
yea i been seeing every sign
synchronicity in life
it never caught me by surprise
i saw your soul right through your eyes

[weepingwolf]

you said that you love me but i know that you lying like
every time i call your phone i swear you been crying
i seen all the drugs but you keep on denying
i read between these lines no there's no point in trying

why you tryna hide it from it me
my paranoia it drives me crazy
i know you don't want hurt me
can't you tell me like please just maybe

tell me i'll save your soul
i know that you can take control
tell me i'll save your soul
i know that you can take control

and when you do everything will be fine
we gotta go forward if you want this all behind
cause nothing's more important than how we spend our time
fuck it you ain't gotta tell me i can read between the lines

Between The Lines w/ weepingwolf (prod. reaper)

[prod. Dee B]

Hey im doing fine 
Thanks for writing to me
And ill do another line
If It helps forget you

So I feel blue
U do too
Got me spinning like a hula hoop
Toodle-oo

Think im brittney back in 99
No rules
Only happy when im high as hell
No doom

Burning all the messages you sent to me
Never realized how much you even meant to me
Wish i wasnt such a fuck up at everyhing
Rage and jealousy thats all i bleed

Moving on would be the best thingf
x2
Moving on from me is the best thing
Moving on woudl be the best thing
Hey im doing fine 
Thanks for writing to me
And ill do another line
If It helps forget you

 x2

Подожди моя я никогда тебя не вижу
Если ты моя я навсегда тебя и слышу 
И Если ты моя я навсегда твоя и буду
А если ты не мой тогда я здесь сижу и я жду

im doing fine, thanks

@ihateshinigami

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

hands shaky like my life
its fucking hard just to type
none of my friends are alright
just hiding tears in our eyes

trust me i wish i could stop caring
i swear to god i'm fucking trying
my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

i have this this hole in my chest
it hurts so bad i can't rest
waking up from all this stress
i'm fucking trying my best
to live a life on my own
i always stare at my phone
waiting for you to hit me back
because i always feel alone

im the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

leave me in the past
i bet no one will even notice

shinigami x 93feetofsmoke - it never rains anymore

https://soundcloud.com/prodreaper
https://soundcloud.com/safehold

[Sleye]
i'm looking back i see the way you always set me off
i always knew you would
crawl to me like you were young
and i won't put up with no one
leave me on my own
turn off my phone
i been ignoring every call 
yea

i'd say i'm getting through it's fine
i know i'm lying through my teeth
recite this shit so many times
forget my lines i hear you speak

do you remember when i said
i want you right here next to me
i cannot say i feel the same
the way it was it never be 

i watch you when you walk away
i wish it were okay
i sleep in late most every day
you do the same 
you know the way
you get me right where i can feel it
cut me right down to my vein
i see the blood the way it's spilling
no expression on your face

i'm sorry I just let you down
you know it's all i ever did 
i run away from every issue
it's the way i always been
i can't relate you say you miss it
i can't help but look ahead
cause all the shit that's in my memories
i wish i would forget yea

[Safehold]
how long can we keep this going on?
falsify information to get what you want
lie right to my face, it's all the same
tell me it's okay but you never change

tried to find some common ground
i fought to the end but our love just fell
and i tell myself to walk away
i'll just forget this reality

you never ask if i'm okay
(i never hear you say my name)
you always try to save your face
(i guess we're better off this way)

i know you hate to see this
your intentions so deceiving
I always hate this feeling
torn by the thought of you leaving

FREE DOWNLOAD

Walk Away w/ safehold (prod. reaper)

soundcloud.com/prodreaper


another night i would've wished that you were here 
i'm kinda high but still it never really stick
yeah i used to sit around just reminiscing
but now i'm tryna figure out a way to make a difference

turn around i see you standing in the sunlight
but i can't look cause everything around me so bright
sometimes 
i just wish i wouldn't be up all night 
and i don't ever really like it going outside

and if you love me why you treat me like you do
you always left me out the loop
and i got nothing left to lose

i ain't your trophy you can't put me in your room
with every heart that you collect 
you never really had me fooled
(i kinda knew)

i gotta pack up all my shit 
i'm on the move
i think i need another hit
don't feel a thing at all unless i'm taking two
still i can't forget it i be holding onto you
i got a pill to help me go and find some closure really soon

know you wouldn't answer 
if i ever tried to call
blow me off again
i know i'm not the one you want at all

you got me all tied down
now i'm strung up
i always felt that i was up against a lost love
i never said i wouldn't quit you should've saw
i wouldn't put up with your shit
don't you pretend you didn't know

i guess i'm not that right for you
i didn't ever really wanna have to fight for you
and i don't ever wanna lie to you
i think i left it where i should've least i tried to
(tried for you)

bury me with several little roses by the words
and write my eulogy in sentences that make me look the worst
i'll have dependency
addicted 'til i'm rotten with the worms
no i don't think i'll ever end it
got me caught up in a curse

If You Love Me (prod. reaper)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/tothegood

https://youtu.be/zKJHrOSRpQA


i'm searching for something it never compare
it's not really worth it
it's never the same
again and again in my head i'm a waste
i can hear what you said on that night clear as day

i broke every promise i made to myself
i severed my word but it's all for the best
i don't show any love cause they all were in bed
they were snoring so loud never heard what i said
and i swear to god if i ever am clean
i'll end up with nothing to love i'm a fiend
i'm a loner i'm toxic without much esteem
i could end up with no one not hard to believe

tell me what you want from me
i could be your anything if you'd let me
resent me 
blame for the things 
that we both had agreed 
were results we'd accepted
i don't wanna talk that long
let me get off the phone now
yelling at me i'm so wrong
i ain't really yours no more
doing better on my own
i don't gotta watch my tongue 
no
i don't really want no smoke
got enough for myself
yeah

baby do you love me
said i'm sorry
i'm being honest
need you with me always
i never call
you're hanging out with empty hallways
and now i'm never home i got the ends i wanna go make
wanna find a way to say this
i don't really know what to do
i ain't ever been so impatient
find a way to get over you
had a feeling i'd fuck it all up
knew it all would go down
didn't know i would fall into love
and it'd go in the ground
no

i would kill for the chance to go back and replay
but i'm better i swear
i can learn from mistakes
i'm searching for something it never compare
it's not really worth it
it's never the same
i'm telling myself that you meant what you said 
can't believe what you did
and you act innocent
give it up 
you're the saddest excuse for a friend 
you were all that i had and you left me for dead


mix/master by me

Clear As Day (prod. tothegood)(VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

i hate the way you caught me i wasn't at my best
i hate the way you talked to me wasn't cool with that
now i'm probably better off
can you see me where i'm at
yeah
i thought you were the one 
but it wouldn't ever  last
no
been a couple months 
and the times gone missing
yeah i'm moving on
and my life's so different
still i'm kinda wishing 
you would try to hit me
probably i'd fuck it up again
don't have a way to fix it

i don't wanna hear you i'm not listening 
i don't wanna see you it makes me sick
yeah
still i'm on the fence and my mind's so twisted
said i wasn't shit it's yourself that you're kidding

i don't wanna let go i'm not ready
thumbing through the last few lines you sent me
i'm in such a bad mood yeah it's so upsetting
idk why you try to lie you're so petty

i thought you were my only
i should've known better
you were always cold to me
like the winter weather
scent it's on my sweater
yeah i miss her i don't wanna tell her
i know we don't belong together 
no

running for my life
when the nightmares hit me
all i do try but my strikes still missing
fall asleep and i always fight my fears
and it's all in my head now i might not win this


mix/master by me

You Were Always Cold (prod. Sleye)

prod. soundcloud.com/cpt_sad

recount it back from the start
don't know what tore us apart
could be the way that you hold my heart so tight

you walked me back to my car
i wasn't scared of the dark
but you were saying it's alright you don't mind

was i just nothing to you
what else was there i could do to get through this now
when we've both been bruised
& i don't care if they knew
i'd scream it out from the roof
if you felt this too
yeah you felt this too
know you felt this

you're always far from me
so why'd you fall for me
you make it all just feel so incomplete

you make it hard to leave
i'm always down on my knees
can barely tell how to speak cause your kiss so sweet

i'd do anything
just keep it all the same
i spilled my guts onto the floor 
i made a mess of it
 
i'd do anything
don't want our love to change
i spilled my guts onto the floor won't get this surface clean

every time i see you now i'm losing my balance
the pressure always peaking till i blow up i had it
i'll pull my sleeves down on my arms so it'll cover the damage
you drink away the shit you bottle but i know that you felt this too

Damage (prod. yesterday)

PSYCHADELIC VAMPIRE DANCE PARTY

Danced without mercy
Drank myself blind 
Remember me 
As pure 
Remember her as mine 

I dreamt i was hurting 
But everything is fine 
Temporary smile 
The memories are mine 

I let my ego hit the floor 
Alexander and Dior 
Do u want it are u sure
I’m so confident it’s yours 
Exotic bags 
And trash motels
I watched the lights all by myself 
Exit boy I’m waiting at the end 
With me and u it’s never endin

temporary smile (prod Holt Stairs)

Lyrics:
heard you around, i wont call back
im my own self, not your fall back
i been living fine but yourself i know you got some problems all that

better tell me now what you wanna do
ima listen now then ill run it through
let it all come out while im in the booth
choking it all down what i mean to you

hitting my line like i been lost
where you been living with the cost
staying up late when panic calls
heard you been fine man not at all

now you know me with the fame, and the name, in the place, where im hiding an ace, cuz your fate, is the same, when im dead in the grave, youre displaced, a discrace, while im lost in the haze

marceline whyd you have to go and get me all fucked up
know youre seeing what im posting im just tryna push my luck
got me drowning in gin got a bottle drink it up
cuz you sick in the brain watch me dying from your lust
Marceline, you vampire queen
Drink my blood take my red sheen
Watch it drip from your sharp teeth
Take my life have all of me

you said toughen up why dont you be a man
got bruised on my body so i took a stand
been fighting these demons before it began
it piled up so high i could see all the lands

you know me im not one who lives up in their body
im always floating round i loiter in the lobby
of all the thoughts i run from cuz im getting sloppy
my mind is out of order and im really sorry

marceline pt 2

Ashley's Excape💔

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mmT9mlIUvis

heart shaped coffin (prod. ginseng)

637GODWIN - BURNT HEART

@joshuasageart
@d1vwv D1v
@prodspyder
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCqDfSCdipLfOGZKepMMOlVw

iTunes

Focus. (w/ d1v) 「+Spyder」

@joshuasageart
@servatus

Lyrics:

So long, I guess I waited too long
To tell you that I love you
But it’s so hard to trust you
X2
The sky is turning black and I’m fading into ash
And the summer seems gold but it never seems to last
Watch my shattered dream start to fade into the past
I know it’s a dream but I still feel like I’m trapped
And I still think about the day I first met you
You were all alone by the bleachers I would text you
I don’t think I’ll ever find a love quite like you
Now we’re grown up and I’m sorry that I stressed you
The wind is cold, I’m fading out, I think about
The way you loved me back when we were 18
And we were kids gone with the wind I lost my friends
I still hope you’re doing good though you hate me
X2

so long, dear friend... 「+servatus」

Worth It

break my heart again 
it’s just a little all it takes 
when i feel like this
so fake this just pretend
yea when i’m with you i just act like you’re all mine in my head 

so cross my heart like the t’s in your letter 
& i dot my i’s with how i’m doubting every sentence & i-
i can’t forgive you & i know you can feel it
i’m doing everything i can to finally make you remember

you know you stopped my lungs again
took away all that was left of my oxygen
you really let me down i guess
in the end 
it’s like you said
it’s better off if we could just be friends 

& i won’t let this go
i should’ve stopped before i let you in so close 
& i won’t hold my tongue
it’s forming words i shouldn’t say i’ll only make things worse 

so chase that high to make it feel a little better
when you waste my time
& yea i'd spend it all to get it
couldn't change your mind
but i can tell that i been in it
i been waiting for a sign to let me know that you’re with it

i’ll make you beg for me
like crawling on the floor i’ll make you pray for me
i’ll make you think that i was make believe
cause when you’re with somebody else is what i hate to see

deny this all once more 
you know it's all because of you i've been so cold
yeah i'm so sick of being overlooked
i've had enough

Oxygen (prod. Sleye)

@joshuasageart
Prod by Xtravulous
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FujrZFmjTJs
Lyrics
I’m so lost
And I’ve been stuck here for a minute
Meet your God
Then the room begins the spinning
Now you’re shocked
And the choice you made is winning
You are gone
In a night where there’s no sinning

I’m a God
I knew from the first beginning
It’s all my fault
I broke the chains that hold back living 
BUT WHATS THE COST
I saw the devil slowly grinning
And made my choice
Now I’m locked in eternity

I just saw my life flash in front of my eyes
And all the people that depend on me I push to the side
And all the problems that I’m facing seem to slowly arise
Is it too late to make things good before my time will arrive
I’ve been living in the dark for a couple of days
I’ve been wondering if there’s a way for me to make change
Feel the tension in the land and it’s all filled with hate
I just lay and close my eyes, disappear from this place

And the lights all around me
I’m a king they gon’ crown me
I know love it’s astounding
On my head there’s a bounty
I’m the ghost in the chapel
Make the walls start to rattle
If we go into battle
You’ll go down with your castle

#DigiCore

Spotify

Eternity.

Silence. (w/ Swoopy) 「+5v」

Don't Look At Me (Prod. Whethan)

art/mix/master by me
prod. @iofmusic

it wasn't how i had pictured
the way that it went was 
just a little bit more different than what i had in mind
i think i'll swallow my pride
& take one for all of us this time
remember when we were kids &
thought we were invincible
now all the bodies start to drop like flies
no i don't like to remind myself
that i knew what loss felt like 

so maybe we'll
hold
on to this for just tonight
& if you let go
baby we're all gonna die
reverberating color invade this sky
& maybe we could have it for more than just one life
is it what you had in mind ?

& this world
it's so wrong
& no one 
should deserve
this curse
there's no cure
& it hurts
what i've learned

i'm sleepless
i can't find the reason
i'm not healing
wounds have gotten deeper
i'll keep this solemnly between us
our secret 
we had an agreement

i don't wanna leave
i'll do what i can to cheat it
i wear a smile knowing 
you won't believe it
i thought that maybe you were just what i needed
but i know you're reciprocating none of my feelings