baby don’t break me
god i’m really feeling fine please don’t burn me now

please don’t let me bleed
am i everything you wanted baby tell me now 

god i know i got some issues but i’m really fucking trying 
i can’t even love myself and i don’t wanna see you crying  

cause i can’t save myself 

down bad when i’m blowing up your snapchat 

bite my nails till i get a fucking snap back

god you’re such a pretty face won’t get out of my head 
i’m so fucking toxic think i’m better off dead 

hold my hand baby kiss my head

tell me how you love me see your face turn red 

i know that we could make it healthy 
but i don’t think you could fucking save me

i’m a mess i’m a mess now

expectations on my chest and it weighs down 

i just wanna runaway and find a new town

i can’t breathe god it’s really getting bad now

i'm so scared

change (fxckyeahako)

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lyrics:

Honestly, I'm over all the shit you said
I'm off the leash, but you still shot me in the leg
I'm gone get round on the backroads
I'm in town but I'm not coming back home
Long walk, But I'm missing my backbone
Wockhardt, baby I'm such an asshole
I've been writing these sad songs
Just to tell you I don't give a fuck and you ain't worth a
And I don't want a war, but if you want a war then my glock got a dick
Said your heart made of stone, But my heart made of chrome just to match with my kicks
Said your homies don't know me, they stop in the road just to ask me for pics
I'm over it
If I get one more text I'm gone load the
Honestly, I don't give a fuck about you and your friends
I don't wanna talk, no baby I don't wanna make no amends
You are not gonna leave with your back blown
I'm not gone let you back when the cash flow
I'm not gone be your first, or your last hope
For a minute had me on a lasso
'Till I met my new girl, you my last hoe
Castleboyz, Bitch I'm burning the castle
Better like this, that shit was a hassle
You ain't getting no tears, just a hats off

Honestly, I'm over all the shit you said
I'm off the leash, but you still shot me in the leg
I'm gone get round on the backroads
I'm in town but I'm not coming back home
Long walk, But I'm missing my backbone
Wockhardt, baby I'm such an asshole
I've been writing these sad songs
Just to tell you I don't give a fuck and you ain't worth a
Honestly, I'm over all the shit you said
I'm off the leash, but you still shot me in the leg
I'm gone get round on the backroads
I'm in town but I'm not coming back home
Long walk, But I'm missing my backbone
Wockhardt, baby I'm such an asshole
I've been writing these sad songs
Just to tell you I don't give a fuck and you ain't worth a
Honestly, I'm over all the shit you said
I'm off the leash, but you still shot me in the leg
I'm gone get round on the backroads
I'm in town but I'm not coming back home
Long walk, But I'm missing my backbone
Wockhardt, baby I'm such an asshole
I've been writing these sad songs
Just to tell you I don't give a fuck and you ain't worth a

let's burn this castle down (guda)

i was stuck inside my head, should be stuck inside my bag p-p

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/album/1C6fK1WlNyx8kptlDhV5QO?si=e13461ea861442b7

new year, new-ish song xd new chapter for sure tho

lyrics:
talk abt a pain washing the dirt from my hands 
from ppl walking over me again and again and 
honestly what can i reccomend 
its all the same in the end 

at least i got what my moneys worth 
love was never free 
u put ur phone in dnd 
acting out of reach 
but when its cold telle me was it worth 
id rather freeze than keep u close to be fucking hurt 
i wont sit and weep
at least i got what my moneys worth 
love was never free 
u put ur phone in dnd 
acting out of reach 
but when its cold telle me was it worth 
id rather freeze than keep u close to be fucking hurt 
i wont sit and weep anymore 

i shouldve listened to my friends i deserve better
u showing teeth outta defense aint no laughing matter 
keep watching me from a distance with ur strings tethered 
if u ever wanted to keep that as a fucking backup
but baby now way 
used me for ur benefit and spit me out like colgate 
i wont pass ur circles just to end up at the gold gates 
i cant keep refelcting i dont recognize my own face
talk abt a soulmate
like cant u feel that?
somwhere in the layers that u peeled back 
i could see u struggle holding tears back 
i could see right through u and u deared that 
i couldnt reach that 

at least i got what my moneys worth 
love was never free 
u put ur phone in dnd 
acting out of reach 
but when its cold telle me was it worth 
id rather freeze than keep u close to be fucking hurt 
i wont sit and weep
at least i got what my moneys worth 
love was never free 
u put ur phone in dnd 
acting out of reach 
but when its cold telle me was it worth 
id rather freeze than keep u close to be fucking hurt 
i wont sit and weep anymore

money's worth | prod. drma x nihil2free x 80root

Frankenstein

mania (ft. branwen)

I DONT EVEN FEEL ALIVE

★ I hope you all have been doing good, I am now finished with my studies and I will focus on music more and I will even stream on twitch more often, thank you all for listening!!! <3 ★

cover by @qswoaosefg0b (https://vk.com/eraeraryo)
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/258eQZ2TNM01Zzb61HC9KF?si=2514b55885784d7b

lyrics
⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯
(verse 1)
And this fire in my heart it burns
I have nowhere to turn
Now the darkness closes in
I'm lost inside my sins
Losing all my vision
While the shadows creeping in
Oh babe you did this all to me
Cos u let me fall down to my worst
I feel me break, I feel my emotions burst
Great, I dont feel great, I feel horrible
All my friends were terrible

(bridge)
While I tried my best
No no no
I hate myself
Can you leave me alone

(pre-chorus)
Thinking bout myself (2x)
Put a gun to my face
Could u put me out my misery
Cos I lost everything that I loved
Was it all caused cos of my lust?

(chorus)
Now what will they say
when I'm just a memory?
Will they cry, will they pray?
Or reflect on who I used to be?
On the day that I die,
I want u to remember me
Because I know its very soon
I know how it feels right in hell
My life feels like a cartoon
And I'm hoping you are well
I am self destructing me
To end up protecting you
Even though u make me feel so blue

(verse 2)
I know you make me feel like shit
You hated everything in me
Maybe let me be

While you chase dreams and say goodbye
forget about me don't even try
just live your life and let me die
that's the only thing I strive
cos I don't even feel alive (alive!!!)

Now I am trying to find a way to heal 
from a love that wasn't real
I tried to be the one you need
But you left me here to bleed
Wondering if you ever cared
All the truth been never shared

(bridge)
[Serial Experiment Lain]

(pre-chorus)
Thinking bout myself (2x)
Put a gun to my face
Could u put me out my misery
Cos I lost everything that I loved
Was it all caused cos of my lust?

(chorus)
Now what will they say
when I'm just a memory?
Will they cry, will they pray?
Or reflect on who I used to be?
On the day that I die,
I want u to remember me
Because I know its very soon
I know how it feels right in hell
My life feels like a cartoon
And I'm hoping you are well
I am self destructing me
To end up protecting you
Even though u make me feel so blue
⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯

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Staggy