IT'S THE VIOLENTLY TWERKING MY ASS OFF ERA

somewhere in the layers that u peeled backkk

Lyrics:

Got my heart on my sleeves
I know this isn't smart of me
But you're meant to be
like a rat on a trap for me
Is it complicated? Overrated?
To be so in love so soon
I know its long awaited, instigated
That you would be immune
To me

Cause i'm an alcoholic for your blood
A stone cold addict for your drug
Need you around me, in my veins
My heart is yours, its locked in chains

When can we stop this madness? 
Put down this front?
You're spreading sadness
I won't stop the hunt
Cause i'm dedicated, educated
I know how your brain works
its anticipated , you're participating
In these games of who knows what's
For me 

Cause i'm an alcoholic for your blood
A stone cold addict for your drug
Need you around me, in my veins
My heart is yours, its locked in chains

(ahhh)
(ahhh)
(its locked in chains)

chains (prod. rafiki)

i love you all <3
Lyrics:
The beauty in uncertainty
I'll hold it close to me and see
The color, of your eyes, its tangled in the sky
My heart flying so high just thinking about you
Your kind heart, blue eyes, i miss all our good times

Cause when it's over
I miss it more and more and more
We met in october
Colored leaves scattered on the floor
Youre sweet
You made me believe
I didnt waste time
Not loving you constantly
Your beauty
Is that of a flower
I wasted my time
Now youre stuck in my mind

Stuck in my mind

…

There's daisies, they pool in the soil
They dance in the wind couldnt care bout a thing
I wish i was carefree i wish i was spring

Cause when it's over
I miss it more and more and more
We met in october
Colored leaves scattered on the floor
Youre sweet
You made me believe
I didnt waste time
Not loving you constantly
Your beauty
Is that of a flower
I wasted my time
Now you're stuck in my mind

you're stuck in my mind

In My Mind (prod. SHB)

In my head looking for a friend who looks like heaven sent 
Terrified of losing them 
But can’t go on with keeping them fit

Toxins, that I know are basically ruing your life 
Said that you would stop a couple hundred times 

You’re Dope sick, you ain’t worth it 
I can see it your eyes 
Wasn’t meant to make you cry 

Might dig you a grave I’m being honest 
Went to your parents for help, I’m uninvited 

Toxins fill your head I'm tired 
Recently I been uninspired 

These days the streets fill with violence 
Terrified but so inviting 

Smoke in the air 
I got thoughts in my head about what’s truly there 
Am I supposed to be here??

In my head looking for a friend who looks like heaven sent 
Terrified of losing them 
But can’t go on with keeping them fit

Toxins, that I know are basically ruing your life 
Said that you would stop a couple hundred times 

You’re Dope sick, you ain’t worth it 
I can see it your eyes 
Wasn’t meant to make you cry 

Might dig you a grave I’m being honest 
Went to your parents for help, I’m uninvited 

Toxins fill your head I'm tired 
Recently I been uninspired 

These days the streets fill with violence 
Terrified but so inviting

Dope Sick [+ Cimor x splashgvng]

hope older me can forgive me :c

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/6FcwHE5pd9tMiP9tPkkBAo?si=a24628ebf06b4958

this song kinda feels like a 2020 jora song and i like that alot :) if only he knew what the world had in store for him...

lyrics:
could u explain how it is palpable what u feel?
i get so jealous from the stories i hear 
im scared i might just be incapable to breach thru the fears 
or i just did and its not what i imagined 
what if im feeling like my stomach turns
but the world turns around my stomach?
and its unconcerned if its like anything i wanted?
u put someone first 
no knowing anything about them is it bad of an assumption 
thinking youll get something back in return?

i know its me i know im wrong but it hurts

could u explain how to make sense of it?
of it all 
would u just calm me down and fucking respond
am i too selfish or too desperate? just tell me whats wrong
is it too late for me? just tell me its not
yea i should know better 
the thought of stop trying it hit me dead center 
and hasnt gone quiet 
can i go forever?
and when i start flying the sun it melts feathers 
so whats it all matter?

its 2am im on the floor 
ive been in bed all day now
just tryna make it by 
tell younger me i broke our promise 
idk a way out 
tell older me its alright
ive gone too far to give it up now 
how am i still so far behind?
its 2am im on the floor 
ive been in bed all day now
ive got to make it by

it's 2am, i'm on the floor | prod. majora

who needs therapy right?? T-T

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/5p7PxyfUy6wdJ9ifc3zieu?si=13e1ec407de247f9

hiii u guysss last song of the year whatt?? its been a rough one but as yall can tell by this song maybe im delusional enough to get by 

lyrics:
i cant with this indecision i had to get closure 
bypassing my intuition might be fcking me over
miles way from the pit i miss the dried leaves of ur clover
high speed will increase the friction i said it i told ya 
it might be too hard to handle but i knew that 
when the thread i hold starta loosen
u keep ur hands close way to prove that 
when i helped u most u just used that
had to bottle it up 
weed smoke in my lungs
tried to keep u afloat
while i was under the raft 
so down on my luck 
double checked all my cards 
u said i was gold 
but that just wasnt enough 

dont u think that its fcked?
i knew it couldnt be right 
to be so high on a pedestal that my flaws couldnt show signs 
i tried to be who u needed but who u needed couldnt be kind 
told me to cut ya out of my life 
at that point id rather have died 
not now idc
i cant be harmed if im not there 
im not even me no more i cant feel at all 
im redeemed if im unaware
so i just block out whats inside 
and forget outside when im high 
i just dont see what for i should be ignored 
but be seated right by this shitty door like goddamn 

i cant with this indecision i had to get closure 
bypassing my intuition might be fcking me over
miles way from the pit i miss the dried leaves of ur clover
high speed will increase the friction i said it i told ya 
it might be too hard to handle but i knew that 
when the thread i hold starta loosen
u keep ur hands close way to prove that 
when i helped u most u just used that
had to bottle it up 
weed smoke in my lungs
tried to keep u afloat
while i was under the raft 
so down on my luck 
double checked all my cards 
u said i was gold 
but that just wasnt enough

defense mechanism | prod. uguwap

lord knows i tried to interfere 
but u dont decide who u get killed most the time
tho its never right, thats just the deal 
in his state of mind he couldnt shield u and i 
cus they say that ur too good and theyre afwul like its valid 
like all that u been thru came at the cost of circumstances 
that u couldve controled if u gave up and didnt care 
its all the same, it isnt fair 
cus u feel awful too, u swear 
lord knows i tried to interfere 
and so i guess my time has come 
ill change myself until im so far from the person who u want 
im scared of who i might become 
theres only so much left that 
white wine and cigarettes cant 
dull down to basically none 
oh im sick of hearing its not my fault 
i turn my back and turn to stone 
maybe this is what u want 
maybe this is what u want 
maybe this is what u want

just remember that i rly tried

i was stuck inside my head, should be stuck inside my bag p-p

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/album/1C6fK1WlNyx8kptlDhV5QO?si=e13461ea861442b7

new year, new-ish song xd new chapter for sure tho

lyrics:
talk abt a pain washing the dirt from my hands 
from ppl walking over me again and again and 
honestly what can i reccomend 
its all the same in the end 

at least i got what my moneys worth 
love was never free 
u put ur phone in dnd 
acting out of reach 
but when its cold telle me was it worth 
id rather freeze than keep u close to be fucking hurt 
i wont sit and weep
at least i got what my moneys worth 
love was never free 
u put ur phone in dnd 
acting out of reach 
but when its cold telle me was it worth 
id rather freeze than keep u close to be fucking hurt 
i wont sit and weep anymore 

i shouldve listened to my friends i deserve better
u showing teeth outta defense aint no laughing matter 
keep watching me from a distance with ur strings tethered 
if u ever wanted to keep that as a fucking backup
but baby now way 
used me for ur benefit and spit me out like colgate 
i wont pass ur circles just to end up at the gold gates 
i cant keep refelcting i dont recognize my own face
talk abt a soulmate
like cant u feel that?
somwhere in the layers that u peeled back 
i could see u struggle holding tears back 
i could see right through u and u deared that 
i couldnt reach that 

at least i got what my moneys worth 
love was never free 
u put ur phone in dnd 
acting out of reach 
but when its cold telle me was it worth 
id rather freeze than keep u close to be fucking hurt 
i wont sit and weep
at least i got what my moneys worth 
love was never free 
u put ur phone in dnd 
acting out of reach 
but when its cold telle me was it worth 
id rather freeze than keep u close to be fucking hurt 
i wont sit and weep anymore

money's worth | prod. drma x nihil2free x 80root

lyrics:

One more life is all
 all i ask
 so i can make it last
 the memories
 that i threw all away for 
 a temporary fix
 throw me in a ditch
 cut me and my wrist
 i deserve this shit 
 karma is a bitch 
 Cursed me like a witch 
 Losing all i love 
 Oh i've had enough 

 Far away i'll go 
 My stories not yet told
 I'll prove them wrong i know 
 I'll be someone's hope 
 I can't find a reason not to cry

karma is a bitch (prod. neverforever)

The Forest Floor: Outtakes and Demos from The Naturalist, part IV. 

𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘯, 𝘴𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘭𝘺, 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘕𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵'𝘴 𝘤𝘪𝘳𝘤𝘶𝘪𝘵𝘳𝘺, 𝘢 𝘧𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘩 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘺. 

𝘈 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘨𝘰, 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘪𝘵𝘺. 
𝘈 𝘥𝘪𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦. 
𝘚𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵. 
𝘛𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭-𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘵.
𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘤𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘳𝘦𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘵.

𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘪𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭?

Lyrics: 

Well, it's winter here again, 
but I don't feel the chill anymore 
when I think about those nights we had

when the factories shut down,
so we struck out on the town 
and wandered silent streets, my hand warm in your hand 

and we laughed like kids again 
hey, this place isn't so bad when you're dodging curfew
stealing bottles of storerooms 
they'll never know how the world was ours 
when the sun went down 

we didn't have a lot back then, 
but I had you, and me, and all our dreams 
everything that we hoped would come to be 
and a situation like this can only last so long
so we'll look for a way out, look for a way out 

Sometimes when I'm sitting by the campfire 
and I'm watching the snow fall
I wonder what it is you're up to now; 
if I should have even left at all

Did nostalgia make my vision rose colored, 
or was this a mistake?

money's worth | prod. drma x nihil2free x 80root

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