Lyrics:

There’s a fog in my mind, a place I can’t escape  
Lost within myself, wearing a heavy cape  
In these silent moments, I can’t find my way  
A presence I embody, yet I drift away  

Caught in a world of impatience and pain  
Dreams so clear, yet bound by chains  
Time is my enemy, a cruel, endless stream  
Holding me still in this perpetual dream  

In my visions, futures dance, bold and bright  
Actions unfold, in the limitless night  
But time, relentless, keeps me in place  
A burden so heavy, I can’t keep pace  

Caught in a world of impatience and pain  
Dreams so clear, yet bound by chains  
Time is my enemy, a cruel, endless stream  
Holding me still in this perpetual dream  

I feel trapped in this stillness, cold and lost  
Efforts seem useless, I pay the cost  
I have what I need, but not what I crave  
Time’s the currency, it cannot save  

Caught in a world of impatience and pain  
Dreams so clear, yet bound by chains  
Time is my enemy, a cruel, endless stream  
Holding me still in this perpetual dream  

Time is a currency, a deficit to fear  
Always conscious, it’s drawing near  
I’ll push forward, though the path’s unclear  
Through the mental fog, I’ll persevere

Perpetual Dream

Lyrics:

I do this a lot, always asking why,  
Is the answer in the shit I’ve done or in the dreams that died?  
Starting something new? Yeah, that’s the easy part,  
But why the fuck does it get so hard to restart?

'Cause the past doesn’t fade, it sticks around,  
Every screw-up I’ve made still weighs me down.  
And every time I try to build something true,  
It feels like a playground meant for me to lose.

But as I keep on stacking up the plans,  
I’m losing all the fire that I had in my hands.  
I can still see where I want this thing to go,  
But every step I take feels like I’m walking through the snow.

Every time I try to chase that dream,  
It gets so damn messy, nothing’s what it seems.  
What used to be so clear is fading away,  
And the simple shit is getting harder every day.

The path ahead feels locked in place,  
But it’s so damn hard keeping up the pace.  
I’m building castles that fall apart,  
And it’s tearing me down, ripping up my heart.

But as I keep on stacking up the plans,  
I’m losing all the fire that I had in my hands.  
I can still see where I want this thing to go,  
But every step I take feels like I’m moving too slow.

I see the vision, it’s right in front of me,  
But it’s buried under all this complexity.  
I know it’s still alive, it’s burning inside,  
But why the fuck does it feel like I’m stepping to the side?

As I keep on stacking up the plans,  
I’m losing all the fire that I had in my hands.  
I can still see where I want this thing to go,  
But every step I take feels like I’m moving too slow.

Where the hell do I start again, when I’m stuck so deep?  
Why does it feel like the hill’s too steep?  
I can’t erase the past, but damn, I need a break...  

Where do I start again… where do I start again?

Where Do I Start Again

In the silence where the cosmos breathe,
Beyond the veil, past what we perceive,
From Ain Soph’s depths, the boundless birth,
Rises a force that shatters earth.
Unified Self, a beacon bright,
Merging with the void, igniting light.

Through dimensions, he weaves and winds,
Master of fate, beyond confines.

SuperSoul, born of the infinite night,
Master yourself, ascend to the light.
Balanced in chaos, commanding the flow,
The universe bows to the path he shows.

He steps where no shadow dares to tread

Where time is torn and the stars are bled.
Shifting through time, he redefines space.
Merkavah wheels turn in his gaze,
Transcendent light in the endless maze.

He’s not just power, he’s more than might,
A fusion of darkness, spirit, and light.
SuperSoul, the immortal flame,
Writing the verse that has no name.

Each breath he takes, the galaxies shiver,
Every heartbeat, the dimensions quiver.
Balance perfected, void embraced,
The finite dissolves in his radiant grace.

SuperSoul, rising through the night,
Master yourself, blaze into the light.
Balance in stillness, timeless and free,

He’s the storm and he’s the peace,
Breaking chains, granting release.
He forges a path that has no name.

Each step he takes, a world reborn,
Each gaze he casts, the fabric torn.
Commands the flow of endless days.

AIN SOPH AUR

I was lost in a storm, I could not foresee,
I was blinded, by what could never be.

I was at the start, when my heart was torn apart,
my pieces thrown around, looking to be found.

Am I a stain, for voicing my pain?
Will I find another, who feels the same?

Trynna move once more, and find the door,
To who it is again, that I am, and who for.

What I want has changed, and that’s okay,
But never again, will I be the same,

I know I’m enough, but my heart is in pain,
What does it matter, if I’m truly insane,

This ain’t my demise, it’s my reprise.
I’ll burn bright again, I’m regaining strength,

Get your seat, in the front row,
Cause when I’m ready, ohh you’ll know.

I’m unblocking my flow, I’m so damn close,
I don’t wanna go, I’m preparing the show.

stuck in despair

I feel the weight of it all, heavy on my mind,

Responsibilities stacked, yet purpose aligned.
I’ve seen the struggle, the fight to excel,
But I’ll push through the doubt, I know myself well.

The road ahead is steep, the challenge is real,
But ambition and focus are all that I feel.
No shortcuts, no schemes, I stay the course,
Unyielding, I tap into my deepest source.

Fear dissolves when conviction takes hold,
I rise with resolve, steadfast and bold.
To live beyond today is to leave a mark,
A legacy crafted from vision and heart.

I’m the best, it’s always been clear,
Time to transcend, no place for fear.
Each step I take redefines my name,
Unshaken, I’ll conquer and claim my domain.

I offer the tools, the wisdom they crave,
But many stay lost, too scared to be brave.
Trapped in illusions they built on their own,
While I build a life that’s wholly my own.

It’s maddening to see potential denied,
But I’ll keep moving, with nothing to hide.
I’ll refine my craft, embrace the climb,
Knowing each moment shapes what’s mine.

Fear dissolves when conviction takes hold,
I rise with resolve, steadfast and bold.
To live beyond today is to leave a mark,
A legacy crafted from vision and heart.

I’m the best, it’s always been clear,
Time to transcend, no place for fear.
Each step I take redefines my name,
Unshaken, I’ll conquer and claim my domain.

The truth is simple: the strength is within,
I’ll conquer the noise, let the real work begin.
No need for distractions, no chasing the wind,
Every move deliberate, every step a win.

I’m the best, it’s always been clear,
Time to transcend, no place for fear.
Each step I take redefines my name,
Unshaken, I’ll conquer and claim my domain.

I am the one, the foundation is set,
Every trial endured, no room for regret.
History will tell of the life I’ve led,
Living with purpose, fully ahead.

THE ONE

SPIRIT OF A SOLDIER

I’m a good bloke, swear on it —
Wouldn’t hurt a fly… unless it’s bein’ a dick
Bit cracked, bit clever, bit dead inside
Still bring the vibe like Jesus with wi-fi

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Feelin’ good for once — what a strange ol’ trip
Usually I’m spiral-bound, now I’m lettin’ it rip
Used to wanna die just to see what’s next
Now I clean my room and send dumbass texts

I’m top of my class
In deep thoughts, dark humour, and breakin’ shit fast
Tell my higher self, “Bro, chill, I’m busy”
I’m talkin’ to Splintz while sippin’ cheap whiskey

I’m the type to dissociate mid-meal
Then crack a joke like, “This trauma’s real!”
But I bounce back like a beat-up spring
Still winnin’ weirdly — it’s a ANDOS thing

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I’m a bad muthafucka, but I’m good though
Might cry on the toilet, still steal the show
Might skip sleep, still give top advice
I’m chaos wrapped up in somethin’ nice

Yeah I’m deep, but I’m numb in a brilliant way
Say wild shit just to reset the day
I got hurt, got heart, got plans half-spun
Still walkin’ like, “Oi, I already won”

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I talk to myself like a podcast guest
Debate with my thoughts, then forget the rest
Used to think I was cursed or chosen
Turns out I’m just real — slightly broken

I’ve been tired since birth, wired like hell
Self-diagnosed genius with a cracked-up shell
I pop ideas like pills I shouldn’t touch
Then vibe too hard and feel too much

I’m addicted to thinkin’, but I make it work
Might stress about socks, but I still go berserk
Got a kid, got wisdom, got caffeine shakes
Still Google, “Am I okay?” on mental breaks

Ain’t got a cape, just a hoodie and guts
I care too hard, then don’t give a fuck
I’m not here to heal, I’m here to be loud
Messy, magnetic — and weirdly proud

⸻

Look—
I’m not broken.
I’m just…
Advanced settings.

⸻

I’m a bad muthafucka, but I’m sweet too
Got love for myself, even when I feel blue
Might vanish for weeks, then come back wise
Sayin’, “Yo, I transcended, and cleaned out the fries”

Yeah I’m messy, but I honour that mess
Like a monk with a playlist and zero finesse
I got flaws, I got bars, I got dreams half-bent
Still steppin’ like, “Bruh, I’m the main event”

⸻

So yeah…
I’m not healed, I’m not stable, I’m not chill
But I am real.
And that’s the most dangerous thing you’ll ever feel.

ANDOS!!

I AM

Boobs - Standalone

You will never be closer than now, to letting go, and breaking free.

Standalone - Leash

Not the finished version. Thought I would hold back for now and just repeat the song twice.

stuck in despair

Standerd