This song was commissioned by Uluri!
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/uluri/

Cover art is an edit of one of Uluri's drawings:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29198736/

Fizzy!

aur naur ghost and pals shit + yttd pfp noooooooo nooooo

i wont be surprised if this gets taken down i dont think ghost wants us to repost music but look . sped up shit slaps pls dont cancel me

black & white - ghost and pals - sped up + reverb

"More than harmed, less than self-harm!" Code_418-P

❗️❗️2024 REMASTERED VERSION: https://soundcloud.com/saturn-candies/rabbit-hole-ft-dex-vocaloid-original-song-2024-ver

WARNING: THIS SONG HAS THEMES OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS!!! 
First, I'll put something I wanna say, second, I'll put the lyrics. 
What I wanna say: 
This is a song about things that apply to my everyday life, and a situation that has been resolved. It's not at all what I expected to be my first song, but that's okay!!! Random fact: I started and finished entire the instrumental in one night

The Lyrics:
I’m trying to keep myself together
I can not do this for much longer
Nothing I do will make me want to stay alive

It’s pulling all the wires I’ve wired
My head’s been aching, and I’m tired
As I go down this route, I soon begin to strive

I got no one to turn to, and now I’m breaking in two
Hopelessness is all that I’ve got, leaving me inside here to rot

He said that he wasn’t mad, but he was
I could see it in his eyes, and he was
I’m stuck, trapped in this cave
I just need to behave
 
Well deserved scolding, right?
Father puts up quite a fight
My emotions in his sight
Now I guess that that’s not right

Buried in these thoughts of mine over and over again
So now, I shall make my way down the rabbit hole again

Does someone with a soul like mine even deserve to live?
To all the ones around me It’s my effort I have to give

Crying more than I want to, that shows I’m breaking in two
All these thoughts are all that I’ve got, why don’t they all leave me to rot?

Screaming helped me out, and I so there I was
I was hoping for any pain there was
And so, to myself I say, “This will all end one day”

I deserve scolding, right?
Mother puts up quite a fight
I put the truth in her sight
But she thought that they were lies

Buried in these thoughts of mine over and over again
So now, I shall make my way down the rabbit hole again

Tell me, what if I threw this life away?
Tell me, what if I slit the pain away?
Tell me, what if I could make this all end?
Tell me, what if I was what you would like?

Someone tell me why I can’t help but cry
Someone tell me why, someone tell me why!
Someone tell me why i’m so terrified
Someone tell me why
"There’s no reason why!"

Nothing I think feels right!
Black and white are in my eyes!
Are they good, or are they bad?
Am I allowed to be sad?

Sitting alone in the night, of course that’s the case again
So now I shall make my way down the rabbit hole once more

What am I doing wrong?
What have they been all along?
Can I fix this mind of mine?, or will they say not to whine?

Buried in my memories, why is this the case again?
All of them will guide my way down the rabbit hole again!
(lyrics end here)

I'll see if I can make a google doc explaining the lyrics, for now, those are there. 

Tuning, instrumental, and art in the picture is all by me BTW!!! 
Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1VY9GOdV6NyfjjsczgKKzCEnXY0vwYHbJ/view?usp=sharing

ANOTHER RANDOM FACT (since you're now down here): I actually saw a rabbit while thinking of this song, it's kinda funny to me.

Rabbit Hole Ft. DEX [Vocaloid Original Song]

WANT IT NOW

My submission for 2023 Miku Expo competition (gonna add a drawing later as it's not ready yet and i just wanna get the song uploaded XP)

Toybox Idol (MIKU EXPO 2023 Submission)

Solaria, Kevin / End-World Normopathy [Original Song Collaboration]

dumb rushed random inst

YAAAaaaAAAAAAAAaAaa i made this a month ago im pretty sure i wanted to make a video and post it to youtube but i never did so im posting it here

original song by https://soundcloud.com/kian712
remix by lucid
vocals: eleanor forte

kian - ruining bells // eleanor forte (remix)

OK NO MORE HIATUS THAT WASNT REALLY A HIATUS BC THIS SONG JUST LITERALLY TOOK 2 MONTHS TO MAKE YAHOO

ermmmm idk what to say except i had to FIGHT FOR MY LIFE not to use kevin at least once in this song,, i literally almost did but deleted the track bc i didnt wanna succumb to my demons. also the first half of this song (inst, lyrics, vocals) took 2 months, the other half (inst, lyrics, vocals, mixing, art, video) took a single afternoon (like 5 hours,,,,) ermm sorry about that my little tootsie rolls!!

ok lyrics!!!!!!!1!

Look at us all dried and wrinkled
Wrung out to dry on the stand
Maybe if we'd heeded their words
We might not have gotten these fangs

Opening organs up and lighting
All of them up in one big show
Hadn't you expected this, mo ghràidh,
When all the news-men spoke on air?

Nothing but blue, grey, green, purple
Colour changing with the air
Watercolour sky and eyeballs
Didn't we say it wasn't fair?

Opening organs up and lighting
All of them up in one big show
Hadn't you expected this, deary,
When all the news-men cried on air?

Look down at the faltered sky
Colors changing, hues with patterned droplets
Even if you gouged your eyes
You'd still see it burned into your retinas

Grinning through veining tunnels changing
Everything emptied out but them
Wandering aimless, naught but strangers
To all the kind souls we once knew

Covered in such fluorescent lighting
Aren't we beautiful like his?
Even if you still call us monsters
We could not listen; melted minds

Look down at the empty sky
Colors growing, clouding in our vision
Even if you pierced your mind
You'd still feel it spreading to your larynx

What if we had emptied out
Every inch of humanity in us?
Then maybe this contagion
It wouldn't have grown in our cerebrum

Spread like plaque inside the body
Make my organs dead and dry, I'm
Craving, wanting for the end of
My dear need to never stop

Skin like clothing; torn and ragged
Eyes like puddles; falling out
Tongue chopped off like I'm a liar
But hey look at me now!

Laughing in dirty hospital beds
Wondering what is wrong with me
Couldn't you simply look and see I'm
Nothing alike, say, you or me

When I'm asleep I see such colours
Ultraviolet and infrared
But when my hollowed eyes are open
I see what's left of infinity

Black and white grayscale, shells of life, 'cause
Everyone looks, oh, just like me!
But when I try to communicate,
All of those "People" say I've lost it!

Covered in such fluorescent lighting
Aren't I beautiful like this?
Even if you still call me "Monster"
I could not listen; melted mind

(if there are any spelling mistakes in the video, no there aren't ur imagining things /j)

LINKS!!!

inst: https://www.mediafire.com/file/q2mabe12lnbs060/way_too_long_of_a_song_title_what_was_i_on_geez.mp3/file

soundcloud: UR HERE BOZO!!!!11! /j

The Theoretical Colour System of a Dying Species

all credit goes to StardustLegend for the remix, and R.I.P for the original! 
https://youtu.be/rDMbFzgVvXI

Featured vocal synths: 
Eleanor Forte (SynthV) 
Lucy (EmVoice) 


R.I.P (RIProducer) - Corrosion jazz remix by StardustLegend (Ft. Eleanor Forte & Lucy)

Vocaloid/Synth V Producer and furry artist! UvU