prod me + @luvlxckdown

cant we just talk abt this?
ik my sorry's overused :/
sometimes i start to doubt us
cant we just use a word or two?

she wna fight all night n waste my time
y shld i sit back for all my life? 
she wna see my eyes for one last night
y shld i sit back pretend it's fine?

so dont cry
tell me it's alright
i taste it all on ur tongue
point to my head with loaded gun
don't text or call back
ik u want that
i taste it all on ur tongue
on ur tongue
sit back pretend it's fine now :/

taste of melancholy

produced by @prodbyjoshwa

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lyrics;

lately
been missing you like crazy baby
wonder where we'd be if you ain't hate me right now
i can tell that you still seem to crave me somehow

let's be honest
baby you never wanted me
baby it's never honesty
it always seems to haunt just me
like damn, open your eyes
lately you been so blind
we'll try this one more time
but if you go i'll leave you behind
x2

missing u (joshwa)

can't even listen to this song cause it makes me so sad but hope u all enjoy <3

prod by LARUE MADE IT
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(verse)
all the memories we made
all the problems we faced
all the time that we wa-
all the time that we wasted
all alone, once again
you were never really mine
no you would never really try
i let you cross over my lines

let it go
but i can't let you know
that i wasn't enough
were you truly in love
let it go
but i cant let it show
that i was never really tough
guess you could read through my bluff

(hook)
you said
you were never really, you were never really in love
who am i to really, who am i to really trust?
feels like its been a while but baby
throw my feels in a pile and baby
ignore it all for a while, and baby

(verse 2)
a hand to hold, when it's getting cold
we're falling out, it's hard to control you again
the lies you told, it's getting old
you threw away my heart that you folded and bent
it's a shame we never happened,
feel the same from when it happened,
you were my biggest distraction

i can't,
i can't take this lightly
i know it ain't likely,
but i want you beside me.

(break)

memories

@prodbyjoshwa

said ur coming back but i won't lie
u dont wna act try to fool me twice
heart trapped in the moment
i see it untapped looking in ur eyes

cuz u dont wna fall
on and off baby
slow
breaking my own heart lately
it's hard for me to breathe im
comparing endlessly

fucked up the memory
know what u said to me
wasting all my time
cant afford to let u see
take all thts mine </3

endlessly (joshwa)

@starfall
prod. @prodbyjoshwa 
yall both so amazing

We were never on the same page
I liked you but it's too late
One day you'll be into me
and the next you'll be so twofaced
Where could we take this I don't know
There's too much inside my mind I think I'd rather be a ghost right now

Your lips
Your touch
No I can't give it up
Because I miss your love
No I can't get enough
Oh you're stuck inside my mind
Even after all your lies
But tonight

You can call me stupid
Maybe I'm just clueless
Maybe I don't know how I've been using my time
But I just can't help it
I've been too damn selfish
So I'm coming back so we can give it a try

I don't know how I'm keeping on a leash cause
I'm too occupied with me but
You've been on my eye all week again
You know
That I'm so tired of just being friends
You know that
Maybe you should know
I'm getting tired of the way that you've been treating me so wrong
Keep on trying just to get out my head
Woah
I've been dying just to know how you've been keeping me along
But I'm smiling with the way you move my breath

Your lips
Your touch
No I can't give it up
Because I miss your love
No I can't get enough
Oh you're stuck inside my mind
Even after all your lies
But tonight

You can call me stupid
Maybe I'm just clueless
Maybe I don't know how I've been using my time
But I just can't help it
I've been too damn selfish
So I'm coming back so we can give it a try

You can call me stupid
Maybe I'm just clueless
Maybe I don't know how I've been using my time
But I just can't help it
I've been too damn selfish
So I'm coming back so we can give it a try

hypocritical with starfall (joshwa!)

Talk To Me

(1, 2, 3)

Give me space
Cause' no, I can't ignore the way you play
I wish I could just change the things you say
I didn't wanna chase you away
So stay, I need a break

You the type to talk a lot
(Oh way too much)
And I just need to say
You just want the finer things
Talkin' big about a diamond ring
Need closure for all the pain
Feels solo, novocaine
Talk strange like who's to blame?
Cause' you've been M.I.A

Give me you
Give me space
Cause' I can't lie I need you bad
You're M.I.A., in L.A
Tryna party it away
You drink it in, uninvited
Til' you can't feel just one damn thing
And I can't lie, goodbye

Give me you
Give me space
Cause' I can't lie I need you bad
You're M.I.A., in L.A
Tryna party it away
You drink it in, uninvited
Til' you can't feel just one damn thing
And I can't lie, goodbye

Babe are you free?
Talkin' to the mirror tell you what I see
Need company
Got one eye open following blindly
So lost in the city of angels
Slow dancing til' I see all the angles
I can't see you no more
Too many times now I'm out the door

Give me you
Give me space
Cause' I can't lie I need you bad
You're M.I.A., in L.A
Tryna party it away
You drink it in, uninvited
Til' you can't feel just one damn thing
And I can't lie, goodbye

m.i.a.?

prod me

Verse 1:
I’ve been a mess
I’ve been distressed
Can’t say I’d do with somebody else
Kiss on the neck
Fake to impress
I’ve been just trying to let it go

Too much commotion
Fighting and floating
Maybe I’m too far gone
But you
Stuck with emotion
I hope you know what I’ve been saying

Pre:
Cause there’s way too much to us
But maybe I got it all so wrong
And did I do too much I want to know

Chorus:
Would I still regret it
Picking up my phone
Talking's just so difficult
I’m cynical but
You wouldn’t ever get it
I’ve been on my own
This love ain’t so typical
It’s criminal baby

Verse 2:
All this love language gonna tick me off
Maybe I’d get it when you piss me off baby
Why tell me all the time we’ve spent is dead
I guess it’s just petty when you talk about our problems
Never getting really frustrated you surprise me
I just wanna talk about our conscious
But I guess you just won't let it go

Pre:
I said there’s way too much to us
But maybe I got it all so wrong
And did I do too much I want to know

Chorus:
Would I still regret it
Picking up my phone
Talking's just so difficult
I’m cynical but
You wouldn’t ever get it
I’ve been on my own
This love ain’t so typical
It’s criminal baby

cynical

prod joon & joshwa

Would you call me 
If I’m wearing something else 
Should’ve saw me
While I’m tearing perfect jeans I got
But the summers not around 

So I’ll drive you 
And I’ll try to
Keep my body moving
Hope I’m not boring 
Priceless entertainment
Keeps me from snoring tonight 
I hope you're sleeping well
But

I could run away
Maybe laugh alone
But I’d find a way to call my bluff
Could’ve sworn my name 
That you’d love me so 
But all the time couldn’t keep me up 
Touch my fingertips to water 
I guess you’d let me drown in your hands 
And so far you did all that
Just take it back

I’ve been drinking but couldn’t swallow
Got no reason
But I’m terrified of your words that got no meaning
Should I unfollow 
But then you tell me that would hurt
And I’m watching tears go down 
Your face and I
Proclaim that I 
Got nothing to do 
Oh I
Could say that I’m 
Complacent
But I got nothing to lose

I could run away
Maybe laugh alone
But I’d find a way to call my bluff
Could’ve sworn my name 
That you’d love me so 
But all the time couldn’t keep me up 
Touch my fingertips to water 
I guess you’d let me drown in your hands 
And so far you did all that
Just take it back

*epic solo*

I just love it
When I’m drowning 
In our convos
And our plans

And so far you did all that
Just take it back

Touch my fingertips to water 
I guess you’d let me drown in your hands 
And so far you did all that
Just take it back
Just take it back
Just take it back
Just take it back

take it back

whyy (joshwa)

Enjoy this funky track while Rell expresses that he doesn't have a limit to how far he would go to please his girl.