prod prettyanxel

kinderspiel (germ.) = child's play

lyrics:
why they always talking shit to me 
wont forget a thing they did to me 
now they recognise me instantly
live in their head just like a symphony
and now they sin for me, thats how its been for me
this shit is mine for the taking, thats how its been for me
its like a kinderspiel, wont you have some courtesy?
i dont write no similes, you cant do it similarly
cause youre not me 
i dont fw no fake shit, i smoke a blunt then i face it 
you talking down but you nameless, shit aint real cause you say it 
you aint never get payments, im stepping up when the game ends
you stay the same but im changing, ill make you burn when its raining
ill make you drown in a fire, ill show you dark in the light
ill tell you truths as im lying, im falling down but im flying
drugs in my system might die, but thats how i feel alive
its getting louder this silence, its not enough but im trying 

why they always talking shit to me 
wont forget a thing they did to me 
now they recognise me instantly
live in their head just like a symphony
and now they sin for me, thats how its been for me
this shit is mine for the taking, thats how its been for me
its like a kinderspiel, wont you have some courtesy?
i dont write no similes, you cant do it similarly
cause youre not me 
how you always talk about some shit?
and i stare right in the abyss, one more lie and im done with it 
one more shot and that might be it 
one more perc it might be end, one more time ill make sure i win
cause i cant afford to lose and im done with shit im just boring you 
got a problem bitch i know more than you, always talking shit whats a sorry do?
bitch whats stopping you? and i make impact like a mortar do 
and im sick and tired of supporting you, im so sorry i got my order too

kinderspiel (bonus)

https://youtu.be/HaknuK4t4ro?si=kCb1XyBMg5l6lLrH

arnaiz
piano solos done by me :)

and im so done
you took all my pieces and made them to one
and now your gone
somewhere out there
on the other side of the sun

when i saw u i was choked up
yeah i couldnt believe my eyes
i would go back one more time
but that would draw the line to you
thats something you cant do 

fuck

on the other side of the sun (MV OUT NOW)

prod aiwacore

lyrics:
one thought and two minds
one step to the side
outta mind, outta sight 
did you ever care about that half of me?
would you ever go back and choose me again?
i live for you
i dont know what to do
i cant keep choosing you
tell me do you feel it too?
was it even worth the pain?
oh were my struggles all in vain?
can you help me stay the same kid?
can you help me out again?
i dont like that were playing pretend 
i thought we'd be lovers, cant even be friends
weve been talking for hours on end
but you still play games i dont know when it ends
i live for you
i dont know what to do
i cant keep choosing you
tell me do you feel it too?

i live for you

prod 1lour

lyrics:
@me
you cant be that strong for me 
and i know what you want from me 
but everyday my heart changes
everyday my mind wavers
is it really honesty?
is love the only thing you feel for me
i start chasing clouds
im stuck wasting hours
im still stuck on the same page 
i turn, a new chapter 
life's fleeting but im still brave
dont know what youre after
im learning from mistakes
fall down, theres no ladder
im still here but things change 
i keep falling further 
i worry about my own health now
i worry i cant be myself now
I know the toll that it takes now
i know the toll that it takes
now im falling down were falling out its over now again
been going down not going out i cant even pretend its fine
cause youre still on my mind 
i dont know where to go i cant remember what its like to have a home

@xayaroth
was it all for me 
i cant afford to sleep
knowing youre the one 
baby youre the key 
dont waste your time dear 
unleash your thoughts dear 
told me its over 
but i can see through the other side
and i cant breathe
without you and i 
dont wanna fall
another faithful lie
and i cant breathe
without you and i 
dont wanna fall
another faithful lie

still here but things change ft seesick

prod 2heartsforever

lyrics:
lately i dont know, huh
lately i havent been sure 
strangely i dont know where 
how or when ill get it done 
got 2 packs and a question 
im open to suggestions
i give in under pressure 
got no help its expected
so tell me- so tell me what you want from me 
i go in circles to look for what i cant even be
and now its burning, my passion i wish that you could see
i know youre hurting inside and i wish i wouldnt feel it 

one step forward
and 2 steps back 
is that really what i want?
wanted more 
but i got less 
is that really what i want?
x2

is that really what i want?

birthday w presha (xaviersobased n hadif10k)

losing connection @leahsummers @rhekdens @tgwog

prod sparkle + ilyagargod + k3nik

lyrics:
@me
wont you look up to me?
wont you make up with me?
am i not possibly enough?
i know its always been so rough
so dont even worry
cause i got you, understand you
and ill make sure that its worth it 
and ill make sure that its perfect
all those birds fly and they dont mind
they look so free like its alright
so now dont cry itll pass by 
youll be set free hold your head high
feel the high tides as they subside 
and they stand still but it feels like
watching birds fly as they soar high
carrying your will up in the sky

i hate every part of me visibly 
i got all these responsibilities
dont know if i got capability 
im worried ill fuck up die mentally
its been so hard i might just stay in peace
i dont even get what youre telling me
im not who i am will you set me free?
i got big problems im a mess
in a big world nonetheless
and i just hurt in my head
will i be heard by the rest? 
and shit lurks in my chest
the wrong words in my breath
the right words never left my mind
if im cursed will you watch me die?

@yfwqp
living in the moment
i sharpen my focus
savior of the battle
we won but at one cost
royalty comes at a cost for your soul
trapped by the damn where our loss eats us whole
I can feel the freedom in the air
battle any demons i dont have no fears
I can feel it killing me slowly
dragging me down till the last breath

it feels like watching birds fly ft milli

love hate with this song
prod @m3rsi
an shoutout @1crisis for addin som more 2 it
https://open.spotify.com/track/1Ml2a4vtz151UJcee7Opf5?si=f111cb82f72c41a5

lyrics
-
boutta turn the fuckin lights out (yeah)
why they talkin down?
we gon fuckin air it out
all that shit they talk abt
put the barrel to his mouth

why tf they trynna talk they cant live without it
hadda leave him up in chalk cuz im really bout it
they said they goin up i really fuckin doubt it
told that boy hes not famous he can cry abt it

bitch im posted up 
pull up on his butt - butt
ill really slide by 
if he talkin tuff
whywhywhy
why u so fucking dumb bro?
diediedie
sleepin on a bankroll

cuz id really cut em up tho
they like minok0?
ar u dumb bro?
F-FUCK
hop up off the porch ain no peel back (yeah)
big choppas we gon let it rack

why tf they trynna talk they cant live without it
hadda leave him up in chalk cuz im really bout it
they said they goin up i really fuckin doubt it
told that boy hes not famous he can cry abt it

bitch im posted up 
pull up on his butt - butt
ill really slide by 
if he talkin tuff
whywhywhy
why u so fucking dumb bro?
diediedie
sleepin on a bankroll

chalkedd（。□° )

prod zeromandia + qweshkka

lyrics:
what you really wanna do about it?
i got a feeling its you that im missing
i could never move on without it 
oh i could never move on without-
without, without you
i wish i was someone you could look up to 
i wish i had guts so id move like you do 
i wish i was someone deserving love too 

i wish i was- wish i was someone else
its a bad thing for my mental health
i wish i could somewhat improve myself
i hope that one day ill be feeling well
cause deep down i know 
i know its hard to get better
i know i move like im tethered
i got these earthly desires it feels like im never enough
i got these shackles on my feet
this endless lust and greed
theyre holding me back theyre making me weak 
put gas in my lungs until its hard to breathe

what you really wanna do about it?
i got a feeling its you that im missing
i could never move on without it 
oh i could never move on without-
without, without you
i wish i was someone you could look up to 
i wish i had guts so id move like you do 
i wish i was someone deserving love too 

i wish i was someone else 
i wish you were someone else
and i wish we were changing, my tolerance
oh its gone, cant take any more of this 
oh where are your morals at?
when you left me crying where were you at?
yea you once left me dying, remember that?
and you leave me no choice but to fight it

i wish i was someone else

dc @19percentdepth for any requests!

@1gutter
@1rynn @jesuisauc1ell

is that really what i want?

starry

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