self produced
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cover art taken by decks
lyrics

getting back to my feet standing up again
guess i wasnt ready for the fight that u brought again
said i was the one that u want can u want again
im been trying hard but im ending up distraught again
guess i wasnt ready for the battle to be fought again
guess im just relearning all the lessons ive been taught again
i can only take so much that ur throwing at me
when ur angry it feels like 100 degrees

decks:
when ur mad no i can’t take the heat
i just back down fallin onto my knees
i dont wanna be a problem babe im beggin please
im retracing all my steps and now its hard to breathe

so i fucked up
pass time cuz im done up
second chances arent free but i could earn em
suns up
wake up early cuz the funs up
out of time baby im not what u wantttt

100 degrees w/ decks

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rock it !!!!! w/ Chloe Stankowski (prod silo)

lyrics

u make me feel like something
why do i always keep running back
never reply and its numbing
why do i always fall2fast
tried to pretend
tried to forget
tried to push it all back so i could mend
u were a friend
 everything good comes to end

fall2fast

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lyrics

smoking loud in my room like its soundproof
when i met u i thought i was lucky that i found u
now u got me thinking i was dead wrong
wish that i hadntve been so head strong

cause i cant breathe
all these fucking thoughts rush to my head and i cant keep up
i been my worst enemy cause i keep dreaming beef up
think u must be chilling cause u say shit make me freeze up

just some excitement
im trying to find it
but its hard cause u drained it
yh u tried to erase it

dead wrong (prod wisssery + irby)

prod @jolst + @sprr00w
lyrics:
called ur phone last night didnt pick up
and im not surprised but i miss us
so much didnt think it would hit hard
but it did now i think i got withdrawals from u
clueless to what im gonna do
think i need to find sumn new
always fucking crawling back to u
and i cant stand it
my heart took some damage
know its getting better but i still can feel the panic
heal the wound. bandage
still feels like u planned this
wait
didnt think that u would vanish
out my life
and what u told me ill never forget
constant reminders of u in my head
but it all got better the day that u left
never mind
ill be fine
and what u told me ill never forget
constant reminders of u in my head
but it all got better the day that u left
never mind
ill be fine

nevermind (prod jolst + sp00)

with @betweentheveinsandi
produced by @jolst and @sshinju

lyrics

noooo
here i go
i only think about u now when im alone
i cant wait to go home and just smoke
see my eyes blood red like a rose  
blue pill red pills what i chose
all this time i might still go ghost
the affections really what i miss most
but its hurts to know it wasnt real at all

veins

i spent the new year throwing up in a kitchen sink 
with my eyes blood red and this rage it fills my head
i'm lashing out, barbarian, there's lightning out my cornea 
sparks and hits the walls and we got burn it out in flames
but the blood that's running thru me isn't human in these veins
and it's charred and made of ember but the spirit still remains
i swear that ash is compensating for all the shit I lost to pain
i don't mind tho
watch the time go
i can't even write a song without my eyes closed
watch me go
woah rolling up
gonna pour another cup 
won't take no shit from no broke ass cunt
when ur jaw locks up
and ur time runs up
when u play that song
man u break my heart

blood red w/ betweentheveinsandi (prod shinju + jolst)

i see u everywhere i walk now w/ sideview drive (prod jolst + innsmouth)

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lyrics:

i dont wanna try to
get u off my mind 
every single night
but thats just what i do
then i wonder why
always feel empty inside
and u havent got a damn clue
but its better off than
sorting through memories that pull me down
falling right after im off the ground
tryna figure out what ill do now

thought iwas doing better?
so what i do with that?
left it in the past
guess im through with that
think im done with bad habits i reduced that
i was off the spirits all the time really i knew better
tryna talk big talk online boy do better
its a new day that means some change that means some new weather
talking like u mean it but u never really meant a thing
wasted all my time last couple years im tryna get it back
i dont even fly but i wake up and i feel jet lagged
that im sure (shaw) just like im left back
im not a stranger to a set back
when i go outside yh whole fit jet black

get u off my mind (prod lil biscuit)

@blissom

when u were here 
always felt like i could levitate
but i been on the ground since u went away
i was waiting for another serenade
now anything i do just doesnt feel the same
but i cant do anything about it
lately its been getting to my head
ur voice is replaying around it
again and again and again and again

blissom
something happened on the phone last night
you never mentioned but i guess thats fine
and if you told me itll be alright
what difference would it make
the fires burning itll last all night
you never noticed but i guess thats fine
and if you knew that itd be alright
would you still lie

levitate ft. blissom

i still think about you

forget

it doesnt matter now

streetlights, long nights
it feels like winter 
ill run and hide
if u be the seeker
tell me where im
most likely to find
someone like u

so fast forward to summer
i dont think back often
but it always made me me wonder
how ur doing now
it would be nice to figure out
it feels like when the sun goes down
theres always something playing on my mind

streetlights, long nights
it feels like winter 
ill run and hide
if u be the seeker
tell me where im
most likely to find
someone like u

it feels like winter

lyrics:
im scared to open up
can i just take a month?
ill come back when im done
to you
irregular approach
a jester with no jokes
and im left more confused

fazed by the daylight
take time to make time
or shut it all out

uncomfortable silence is all i can hear
when i close my eyelids nothing disappears
thought i was behind it, but i guess its still here
thats the way it goes

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