This goes hard asf love your art bro 💞

thatd suck cuhs i got 76 left to shatter with oh well man :/ i guess another death fall bend.

Monthly tastes is my way of making playlists that include music I like but don't fit under a specific genre, and can only be categorized by me liking them. By making them in monthly playlists, I get to track my taste of music over time, and it's cool to look back and think about why I listened to certain songs, and it adds variety to what I listen to.

Happy 1 year anniversary of monthly tastes. This month has been amazing and I found a lot of great songs and started finding ways to express myself. I hope you like the creativity I had in creating the title of this playlist.

Enjoy.

february tastes, II

Shadows of the Underground

producer. @lightbodyent
guitar written by @Tylerburkhart
https://soundcloud.com/tylerburkhart/i-want-to-drown-in-snow

i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
i hear it in the way you
say my name
don’t hold back
you know i feel your pain
inside
i don’t want to live
but ill stay alive
i don’t want to leave
so ill make time
you don’t tell the truth
so you make lies
i cried
i cried again
last night flowers in my bed
last night i lost my best friend 
last nights flowers torn to shreds
last night our love wound up dead
i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
inside
our love subsides i don’t feel right
pin me down you eat my insides
like a spider pull me in
kiss my neck make my blood thin
i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
i hear it in the way you
say my name
don’t hold back
you know i feel your pain
your pain inside

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Last Nights Flowers - (prod. lightbody)

produced by @prodreaper
mixed by @nick-grivell

i break fast, move slow
don’t ask, they all know
their fake laughs, won’t change
walk past, no names
blades and, roses
my heart stays, frozen
i lay back, breathe deep
i flip through my TV.

i hate the way the wind still howls
through the leaves outside my window
don’t breathe your insecurities
i miss the way you smile through the pain
inside your photos
you haunt my dreams

watch the raindrops rolling off the tattoos
on your shoulder
since you left me I’ve grown colder
breathing heavy like theirs boulders on my chest

its real
but all of the rest 
don’t care how you feel
so i think its best
this blood I’ve spilled still goes to waste

i get that membrance of your face
while I’m walking in the downpour of this rain
outside your place, I’m breathing your name

i hate the way the wind still howls
through the leaves outside my window
don’t breathe your insecurities

Blades & Roses -(prod. reaper)

Mix/Master: @qawikamri
Cover: @collidingwithmars
I really hope you all enjoy this song! go show some love to the song i just dropped with @qawikamri over on his page as well!!! I truly love you all, thank you for everything you have done for me! Make sure to check out @prod-trash as well, he is amazing <3

Lyrics-

yung van:
I can see the storm in your eyes
When you're about to cry I know why
I can feel the pain in your tears
all of your secrets and fears
Let it fall
Let the rain run down your face 
feel it all
As your mind disintegrates

I'm only 19
You all know nothing bout me
You only know that sad
I don't even live with dad
But when you cry it's storm
You feel your body get warm
I see your eyes their all red
I know you wish you were dead

I know you wish you were dead x4

I can see the storm in your eyes
When you're about to cry I know why
I can feel the pain in your tears
all of your secrets and fears
Let it fall
Let the rain run down your face 
feel it all
As your mind disintegrates

qawi kamri:
bloodshot eyes from you crying
you don't want to wake up in the morning 
when you see my calls you ignore it
but i can truly see that you're trying
i can see the pain in your eyes
when you said that you're fine
i know that you lied
i know that you lied

yung van & qawi kamri:
Let it fall
Let the rain run down your face 
feel it all
As your mind disintegrates

qawi kamri:
I know you wish you were dead
I know you wish you were dead
i know you wish we were done
I know you wish you were dead

yung van:
I know you wish you were dead x4

yung van & qawi kamri:
I can see the storm in your eyes
When you're about to cry I know why
I can feel the pain in your tears
all of your secrets and fears

when you cry, it's a storm w/ Qawi Kamri (Prod. TRA$H)

enjoy. 

prod. (@hkfiftyone2, @traviks, @cxldblxxd)

Lyrics

[HkFiftyOne]

Had too much to say I'll take it in the booth
Spittin flame you know I only speak the truth
Really fuckin hate it when you feelin blue
Used to make me smile but now youre frowning too

Feeling like I'm Oli switch like Majin Buu
Switch it up on beats i rock with Traviks too
I'm still laying bars you know its what I do
Tryna find myself I'm tryna get a clue

I dont wanna know if youre dead or alive
I just wanna get up and move on with my life
Blacking out on pills i sink into the floor
Yeah you said you hate me but i hate you more

[Esxovar]

I don't wanna know if your dead or alive 
I just wanna make my bands, catch you off my surprise
Look into my face, baby into my eyes 
Tell me that what you said was all just lies, yeah

Smoking all this dope on the daily 
Still in love with you that's a maybe
Still care about you, that's a maybe 
Do I still want you, that's a hell nah

I dont fuckin want you, anymore
Took you off the contacts of both my phone 
Poppin all these hydros, I lose control yeah 
I used to be sick you were my antidote 

Said youd never leave, but you left me
Scared of broke hearts, but your breaked me
Now I really hoping that you hate me
Hope the thought of me drives you cazy

Posting all these pics, it don't phaze me 
Blocked you off the gram, I don't wanna see your face b
Used me attention that's your craving
Said it wasint true, but you're faking

I've been really fuckin feeling empty lately
Snorting up the coke to forget you baby
I been doing all these drugs to forget you baby

ihateyoumore w/ hkfiftyone (@travikskun)

конченный человек

shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/bornhero for the amazing beat <3

lyrics:
where i belong 
i do not know
stuck in my room
crying at home
watching the parties from my distant phone
everyone always just leaves me alone
i do not know
how to fit in
smoking me out
ripping a spliff  
everyone loves me when i go and dip
everyone loves me when i go and dip

everyone leaves me on read
everyone leaves me for dead
stuck in my bed once again
writing the same lines in pen
everyone leaves me on read
everyone leaves me for dead
stuck in my bed once again
writing the same lines in pen
i'm stuck here 
writing simple songs
hope to take the pain away
when my eyes turn to gray
i know 
that my secrets buried deep below the bong
will release
every thought i'm feeling making me do wrong

where i belong
i will not know
every weekend i'm feeling so low
no where to go 
staying at home
staring at walls scrolling twitter alone
hit up my phone
leave you on read
people around treating me like i'm dead
feel like a ghost
no one will post
sit in my bed think about you again   

no one invites me to parties
sit in a car acting sorry
girls playing me like atari
soon i'll blow up like i'm carti
no one invites me to parties
sit in a car acting sorry
girls playing me like atari
soon i'll blow up like i'm carti

i take control of the whip in my mind
driving me places that i can't define
exploring the road, taking my time
lie to my friends when i say i'm alright
where have i gone
i do not know 
hop in the car and i'm driving alone
phone is on silent not trusting these tones
i feel the weight all the way to my bone

where i belong 
i do not know
stuck in my room
crying at home
watching the parties from my distant phone
everyone always just leaves me alone
i take control of the whip 
going straight 90 i dip
exploring the vessel of me
tell me about what you see

where i belong (prod. born hero)

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO
---------------------------------

www.youtube.com/watch?v=HJpmpm9I-Zc

produced by https://soundcloud.com/domynoofficial

lyrics
————————
i just wanna feel good
i just wanna get better
i know said i’d quit
but that was last september
if i keep this up
ill be dead by december

i can’t even live w/o that rush
yea i can’t even live w/o that cup
with u im dead
without u im empty
i took too much
but i swear its not enough 

yea i want u so bad
oh u make me so mad
i should leave u the past 
but i know that i cant
i been starin at the mirror
i don’t really like what i see
see my vision getting clearer
now i gotta make it burry

how u sayin
let it go?
when u all know
i just wanna coast
fall back
right in to the door
always do the most
needa smoke
roll me up some dope
then i swear ill go
u wont see me
ever again
i hope u know

dead by december 
will u remember me?

produced by domyno

dead by December [OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

@treetimee @guardinmusic

Pre release off of 'some boring, love stories' Pt. 2
Big shoutout to Guardin for killing the second verse!
Love u guys <3

Spotify

good for nothing | Feat. Guardin (Prod. Treetime)

Drums/Mix: @peterkuli
Guitar/Vocals: me

Wrote this song over a year ago while I was in Seattle. I was going through my first winter there and didn't really have any friends yet. I never had a reason to finish it, but when peter sent me the percussion it just fit so well. It's far from perfect, but I hope you like it! 

Also, relatable with all the cold weather this week lol

Spotify & iTunes

Tonight w/ Peter Kuli

You got me out my element like CO2 
Like CO2 (repeat)

You got me out my element like CO2 
Like CO2 (repeat)
I just wanna see you

Hey love what’s good with you
Flip flows yea I like too
Get fly yea I like too
Get high yea how bout you
How about you? 
You so on
Damn girl you so wrong 
Damn You so throwed
I’m out my zone

Hook

Shawty Im noticing you notice me, I noticed you too 
A nigga stay jazzy fresh like prince it makes sense, take me with you
You Nia like long If I’m coming too strong, we can take this slow too
Sitback and let this thing brew
Relax I play lambardi like 12 
I bet you missed that
It’s kool I get that 
Let’s cut the chit chat
Girl is you with that 
Break you off like kit kat 
XO like tic tac
Ten toes you down 
Like 3 times in a row?

Excuse me Just being honest I’m so aggressive these days
Can you blame me cuz that ass don’t match with your waist
Being passive is only an excuse for a lack of action 
don’t have much time to waste 
Too many ventures for me to make it a chase
I’m like miagi let’s kick it if it’s explicit
 thats too much for your taste 
Cuz ain’t no  pudding 
worth me catching a case
I got one rolled 
spark it lets take a trip to the moon, 
see the stars, or some place 
I’m shooting for anything 
to get in your space

Written by: Reed Pake
Vocals by: https://soundcloud.com/wetdaytimetable/
Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/tsii
Album art by: https://soundcloud.com/saintkales
Mixed/Mastered by: John Garcia

Lyrics:

Hook:
Never wanna be confined, be confined, be confined 
Wanna color out the lines, out the lines, out the lines/  
Now when I look out of my blinds, out my blinds, out my blinds
All I see is grey/
Eyes used to glisten with life, but I feel like that’s died/
Wishin’ for a better life, one where I’m not gettin’ dried/
Out of all ambition, what I’m missin’ is a little light/
Out of my window pane/

Verse:
Back when I was a kid I would sit and dream/
By my window seat listening to the winter breeze whistling/
With nothin’ but a pad and a pen to bleed/
All I’d need was a bit of ink to link with my mind and free/
Myself from my identity, shed my body and fly with ease/
Or become the mightiest king or a hero fighting enemies/
Whoever I’d pretend to be, it never felt pretend to me/
Whether I was an an entity zippin’ beyond infinity/
Or in a different century solvin’ a murder mystery/
I could escape my boredom that tended to be a trend for me/
But when I was scolded for livin’ in my mental imagery/
I let myself get molded into something that isn’t me/
‘Cause I was told it was time to rid of kiddish sensibilities/
And I let that shit get to me, ‘till I met all my friends, ya see/
They helped inspirit me and bring back what appeared to be/
That old energy back when I had nothin’ but a pad and a pen to bleed/
And pushed me not to dream to live, but rather to live to dream/

Hook:
Never will I be confined, be confined, be confined 
Coloring out of the lines, out the lines, out the lines
Now when I look out of my blinds, out my blinds, out my blinds
Great array of shades/
Eyes are glistenin’ with life, knowin’ who is  by my side/
Couldn’t have a better life, everything is feelin’ right/
Ambition and a mission, always see me up and beamin’ bright/
Out of my window pane/

Live to Dream (feat. JUAN) [Prod. TSII) - Single

Spotify/Apple Music

Live to Dream (feat. Juan) [prod. TSII]

sick of overthinking every night

made this one in like a day
sometimes it be like that
another production by the amazing @harvest

spotify

make this work (prod. harvest)

you wont steal my tomorrow

featuring @lilxtraatl spittin some bars with me
and @sorrow_bringer on the beat
happy valentines day

erase it (ft. Lil Xtra) [prod. sorrow bringer]

bipolar freestyle (prod. GHXST & Dj Pain)

[+] wrist cut to the artery yea it hurts so bad when you lie to me
* featuring @lilskeleskrrt * prod by @boyfifty *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse 1: seejayxo]
cut you off like an artery
got a bad lil hoe in my army
and i could really see what you are
look inside your eyes and your heart
i can really do that
im kind of crazy
i just wonder now how the fuck you goin save me
but you not this
and you not that
so lets not label shit
and i’ll put you on the map

im a fucking pyro
burnout on my chest ima pyscho
i could cut you off like coldest winter night yo
i’d just leave you there in the past
focused on my bag
and its goin up fast
remember when u told me that id never be shit
now you check my page all you gonna see is hits
i be with my gang and i know theyll never switch
its burnout xo and we blowin up this bitch

[hook: seejayxo]
i gotta cut you off like an artery
i got a bad lil hoe, she my barbie
i gotta tell you now, i'm fucked up
baby i don't feel nothing i been stuck

[verse 2: skele]
wrist cut to the artery 
yea hurts so bad when you lie to me
i'm not even close to who i wanna be
yea you could leave it's hard to see
i know, i'm not really okay
nails painted black its a pretty heartbreak
and you don't really miss me just another mistake
i'm so cold going down in the flames

(seejayxo + skele)
wrist cut to the artery 
yea hurts so bad when you lie to me
i'm not even close to who i wanna be
yea you could leave it's hard to see
i know, i'm not really okay
nails painted black its a pretty heartbreak
and you don't really miss me just another mistake
i'm so cold going down in the flames

erase it (ft. Lil Xtra) [prod. sorrow bringer]

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