Headlights (prod. sxilence)

Lyrics:

bitch you made a monster, im a fiend, ima get mine
used to be so docile in the crib while i was still fine
now im saying fuck it ima slide and hit the big time
if you hit me up a couple years i prolly been died

put that on my suicide, now i know its do or die
is he gonna live or is he gonna bump and do a line
bitch i said im fuckin fine, homie this is 29
i could give a shit if i aint never make the pain subside

bitch know if i want it ima get it, huh
drowning deep inside and all this pain it got me spinnin, huh
i aint know much longer ima live so im just spittin, huh
get all my thoughts up out my brain and all my feelings, huh

on the block they call me emo dont condone this
Ruger in my hoodie put the dot up on they throat bitch
i been through some shit since we talked and you know this
all went out the window im just puttin you on notice

i aint really care bout nothin
i could die any day while im stuntin
put the glock to my brain just for fun bitch
im a pro not the first time i done this
so fuck it all

think that im startin to forget your face
got laced lean so i jet into space
its more like the gutter, same shit anyway
when youre dying real slow plus you hooked on the K

ever since you went away, i been high like every day
struggle with my demons had to stop, making me insane
now i dont got nothin but myself just to ease the pain
perkys out the window and the bottles they all look the same

i cant even hit that THC, man that shit just bothers me
cause it send me straight to hell, bitch i rather face the beam
put that shit up to my face, i dont wanna die disgraced
so im out here pushing through, since somebody took my place

i aint gonna lie, i still hope that you alright
but im moving on with life, pick my shit up say goodbye
going crazy on the low, i still feel it you dont know
why you cant just understand, im tryna dip with the pole

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thorns freestyle (p. farber)

The plan

@guardinmusic
@imnegativezer0

lyrics:
ive been saving this for the weekend
an eighth of spliffs to numb my emotions
my hair is split, im cutting the lose ends
my brain is shit, im tired of trying
im sick of this patience 
logic comes to dying
i knew you were lying but i didnt care
you were something to stop my self hatred
i didnt dare ask a question
you're always on my mind
intervention for loving too many times
did i mention this pain is a way of life?
you learn to live with it
or you let it eat you alive

id kill myself
just to be myself
dont even ask the question
all ill be is a burden

who the fuck am i
just another psychopathic little prick you decide
it's much better here without me cause you're feeling alive
all i ever did was love you but everything dies 

there's a monster in my head that's rippin' me apart 
vacant spaces in the places where we both would start
to separate and every day i blow my candles out
i sit inside but that's not something you  could care about
my heartbeat has grown tired of the wind
if you don't love me anymore than please don't bother to attend 
i'm a waste of energy i'll never see the point in this
arms length, this love is tragic, i'm not something you would miss

i'm so fucking lost without you
they don't really care about you

Follow me <3

before the storm (ft. guardin) [prod. negative zero]

young existential crisis V2 (prod. young taylor)

sick of overthinking every night

made this one in like a day
sometimes it be like that
another production by the amazing @harvest

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make this work (prod. harvest)

www.sadboiszn.com

could you teach me how to do this shit again
what's the point when the feeling always ends
if i spill my guts for you
would you leave the room as it fills with my gloom
i'm tryna stay up but it's a trend
i can see the scales when they're tipping on the mend
she said we were forever what's new
if we were forever can i live forever too 

i been feeling toxic
spend too much time with me and now you're feeling nauseous
cut myself right through the lungs i can barely breathe
i would trade my soul for some air and a heartbeat
drugs in my blood, numb the feelings in my brain
i'd paint you a picture if I knew how to paint
but all i do express this pain
do you think a couple words could paint a thousand pictures aye

could you teach me how to do this shit again
what's the point when the feeling always ends
if i spill my guts for you
would you leave the room as it fills with my gloom
i'm tryna stay up but it's a trend
i can see the scales when they're tipping on the mend
she said we were forever what's new 
if we were forever can i live forever too 

you said this wouldn't die
wake up overthink over-drink then i cry
this place a ghost town where you hide?
i don't wanna know, you can keep me out your sights

could you teach me how to do this shit again
what's the point when the feeling always ends
if i spill my guts for you
would you leave the room as it fills with my gloom
i'm tryna stay up but it's a trend
i can see the scales when they're tipping on the mend
she said we were forever what's new
if we were forever can i live forever too

if we were forever

guitar by @noahwalker
lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-hell-if-youre-with-me-lyrics

make this work (prod. harvest)

thebreathingbackwards