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blessing

fuckin dark and hard

에셀)
꿈만꾸던 위치가 지금 나의 발판이되
주변에서 하는게 이제 걱정아닌 기대
겉치례나 미래도 모르고 안심해
안주하는애들이랑은 절대로안친해

Hook)에셀 & Jazzy prez
난 올라가 x6 난 계속 올라가 x2

Verse 1) 에셀
에셀,Im going up 
이제 무대위에서 이걸 소리쳐
내게 몇시간을줘
도 어차피 거긴 내겐 놀이터
잔소리도 안해 부모님도
왜냐면 이미 결과물을 봤거든
소문 났거든 음악한다면서
멋대로 그만뒀다고 학교를
So what? 후회는안해 
날린 학비는 두배로 만회
가끔 만약에 음악을안했
더라면 난뭘했을까 생각에
I spit rhyme and beat so
이젠 이 생활이 몸에 뱄어
Uh Im ready to go up
이제와서 친한척은 됐어
내가 말했잖아 다 업고가
누에보 나 아니면 누가?
장담하는데 넌 암 만 해봐야 
장 난같은 가 사 로 폼잡고
컨셉질에 연예인 놀이
옵션은 올라간 내 입꼬리
ILL ,DOPE 이젠 기본
적으로 밀고가지만 Still on
Fire 난 불이붙지
Uh 안부러워 gucci
아님 givenchy 안걸쳐굳이
그냥 내가명품 이제숙지해
난 원래 겸손해 스웩은무슨 평소에
걍 하던 대로 했을 뿐인 데 
다들 내가 진짜래

Hook)

Verse 2)Jazzy prez
내가 어렸을때부터 우리 아버지가 내게 말하시곤 했지  Son, dream big
그래 나 이래 컸어 굳이 말할필요없이 나의미랜 번쩍이지
저멀리의 시야  모두가 기껏해야 저 산을볼때 난 그너머의 타고있는 태양을 봐
나도 나를 못멈춰 out of my mind
성공과 나의 연결고리     
기름칠을 해서 안슬어 녹이 woh
낮이던 밤이던 반짝
난 성공을 향해서 탕탕 woh
실패가 성공의 어머니면 난 머리부터 발끝까지 패륜아야
내 색을 봐라 너 rap은 아냐 병신들은 내 흉내를 내려하지 
너네가 그렇게 한다고 해서 내 색깔을 따라 할수가 있어                                     
대가리에 피도 덜마른 새끼들  넌가서  니엄마 찌찌나 실컷 더 먹고 와라
넌 뭣도아냐 성공은 하나 근데 왕관과 muthafuckin trophy까지 전부독차지함
그래 넌 엘리베이터 타 
잘있어 나는 비행선 탐 
뭐 너도 탓다고? 근데 나로호
난  우주로 이건 fuckin 아폴로
입다물어 그래 내성장이 놀랍겠지만
아직 반의 반도 보여주지 않았지
난 다찌마와리 
굳이 통성명은 내겐 필요가 없지

Hook)


에셀 - 난 올라가 (feat. Jazzy Prez)

inst. iamsu!-what you bout
rap. crumble

[verse]
날 괴롭히는건 부정하고픈 고민
그래 알어 더럽지 힙합도 이젠 아무나
랩하면 그만 래퍼가 박자를 절면
그게 절름발이야 임마
엄한 데 돈 쓰는건 부자인게 아냐
그냥 랩으로 여자나 꼬시고 싶은 꼬마
이건 진짜야 조롱아냐 임마
의미없는 침 튀기지 말고 집에가서 졸아
난 내 미래를 바꿔놓지 8.15
준비가 길었으니 이젠 할 일 없는
시대는 갔고 계단이 몇개인지 알어
눈 가려도 찾아갈수 있어 제자리로
진부하냐 이 swag도 이 노래 듣고 찔리면
mic내려 분명한 건 나는 보여줄게 많어
그에 비해 이런 랩에 너낸 찔리지, 멍이 많어 
 
[hook]
힙합아냐~
 
[verse]
잘 봐 네 머리부터 발 끝 맨날 뭐 샀다고
자랑질 하기 바뻐 이미 랩은 너의
보여주기식 작품 더러운 입모양 결과물은 가끔
개나소나 내는 mixtape
근데 넌 그것마저 없고
스타일은 누구랑 비슷해 게이같은 목소리
철 지나도 혐오스멜~
뻐끔 거리지 입 막어
이해안돼 가득 떠있고 껴있지 거품
안타까워 이젠 내려와 한 학급 애초에 없던 결과물
진부하냐 이 swag도 이 노래 듣고 찔리면
mic내려 분명한 건 나는 보여줄게 많어
그에 비해 이런 rap에 너낸 찔리지, 멍이 많어
 
 
페이스북 - www.facebook.com/cccrumble
사운드클라우드 - www.soundcloud.com/cccrumble


크럼블-힙합아냐

당산대형 (Feat. DJ Soulscape,Don mills,VASCO

01. REBOOT Feat  긱스, 크루셜스타, 테이크원.mp3

this is a song i wrote about overcoming my mental illness. while i'm nowhere near the end of the journey that it has been, i have learned a lot along the way and improved myself tremendously in the process. the first half of the song represents my state of mind a year ago and before, and the second represents the loving, open-minded, and even somewhat positive (occasionally) person i've become since.

thank you all.

special thanks to chloe, halli, john, jesse, joey (both of you), my mom, my grandparents, my brothers, the rest of my family, my counselors, and everyone who enjoys my music

lyrics:
i'm gonna kill myself one day, i'm sure
i'll be gone and you'll be there still
i've been standing at the edge for far too long; it's time that i jump
or pull me down 'cause either way i'll be gone
and i'm so sorry for the things that i have said
i know it hurts to have to follow
but i've been standing at the bottom of a bottle
with bones made out of glass since i could walk
and i'm still sorry for what i've done

i'm gonna live to tell the tale, i think
i've stared into the mirror for an hour, i don't hate myself no more
and i am sorry for the words that have offended you
and caused an ounce of terror in your stomach
i swear, i swear i'm always getting better
never worse, if only that were true, if only that were true
i can see it in your eyes, it's like a diamond in disguise
it's like a pilot lost his eyes and now he's truly flying blind

flying blind

this is an album about the fears and tremors that come with love, and the crisis of not knowing your own identity as yours.

enjoy.

fog & obscure

download

apathy

seasonal depression is kicking my ass, so here's some music
cover photo taken by corey "deko" gilbert

lyrics:
just know i'm sorry for it all 
i know it must be hard to hear 
i'm glad you left before the fall 
'cause i won't make it past this year 

just know i love you like a rose 
would love the thorns upon its stem 
no matter how they might have dug into my skin 
no matter how things might have ended 
i will wish for you each night, i'll wish your touch was mine again

winter

download <3

just know i love you like a rose

when it all falls apart like a house made of cards
i will shuffle this deck 'til i fall asleep
gentle touch, brittle bones, when we talk on the phone
i exist for you, you have all of me

i'm a small speck of dust, an inanimite husk
of my former self, they are vanishing
there's a ghost in my room and it wears the perfume
that you used to wear; it's like you're next to me

but nothing's ever real enough (x2)

you're a voice in my head, at the foot of my bed
like a poltergeist, drifting hauntingly
and my mind is a void, for the broken, destroyed
little parts of me, an infinity

this ache in my head makes me quake in my bed
i fixate on it, i can't fall asleep
with this whine in my ears when the silence appears
it is deafining, it is everything

but nothing's ever real enough (x2)

real enough

produced by @mt_fujitive

lyrics:

life has got me feeling discombobulated, in place of common phrases
all i say are awkward statements in every conversation
often sitting cautious, pacing, dropping frames in talks with strangers
making observations, in that awful cadence
i've been rather quiet since a sophomore
every time my voice comes out my mouth, it sounds like nails on a chalkboard
saving pieces shattered as my age increases faster
i can make my thesis matter if i learn to fuckin' talk more

but that's just an inkling, small talk is always shrinking
and this ship will always sink until we fill in all the gaps
i've made some dumb decisions and evaded inhibitions
digging graves for my ambitions just to make it on the map
which seems ironic at present, given my title
periodically stepping through this recital
i've practiced a thousand times, messaging with my idols
and definitely sounding like a dumbass when i try tho

i treat a soundcloud page like a diary
and push away all the people who inspire me--sorry
so afraid of the person i should try to be
and it seems, by now, they should kinda be sorry

flowers ep

discombobulated (prod. mt. fujitive)

featuring @convolk
produced by @yungcastor

Fake Friends Ft. Convolk (prod. tommy ice)

BOO!! Sorry did I scare you?! WASSUP GURL😉😉😊 ITS COCKTOBER 😈🌚🍂🍃🍁 AND IF YOU👈🏽 ARE GETTING THIS👇🏽😘 IT MEANS UR A HALLOWEEN 👻🎃 HOE😏😩👅💦 every year in Cocktober the jack o slut🎃 comes to life🙀😻🙌🏽👏👏🙌🏽 coming to harvest 🍁🍂🍃 his hoes for THOT-O-WEEN😏😏💥💥🎈🎂🎉 send this to 10 other Halloween Hoes or else you a TRICK🎃👻👻 🎃 IF YOU GET 4 BACK UR A THOT-O-WEEN TREAT😋 IF YOU GET 6 BACK UR A SLUTTY WITCH BITCH👄😍✨🔮 BUT IF YOU GET 10 BACK UR THE SPOOKIEST SLUT ON THE BLOCK😜💦⚰🎉🎉💯🎃 If you don’t send this to 1⃣0⃣other thots💁😩👄 you will get NO DICK 👋 this COCKTOBER🎃😉😜

pumpkins scream in the dead of night ☾⊙﹏⊙☾ w/shinigami (prod.93feetofsmoke)

We're back. 

Can everyone please give a warm welcome to the wonderful @whyandotte. You are the perfect addition to our team. 

Lyrics -> https://genius.com/Cemetery-drive-isabelle-lyrics

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Vocals (In order of appearance)
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@chriswrightotj (https://bit.ly/2CLnbrn)
@cloudmacx (https://bit.ly/2Wla34Z)
@teeawgo (https://bit.ly/2QagZh4)
@milespowers (https://bit.ly/2sV5nWl)
@whyandotte (https://bit.ly/2DyRAuD)

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Production
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@bbluknight (https://bit.ly/2G5ACWv)
@collidingwithmars (https://bit.ly/2WjFbCb)
@polearm (https://bit.ly/2TbaOv2)

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Artwork
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Goldelxcks (https://bit.ly/2TeFexb)

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Mixing & Mastering
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@polearm (https://bit.ly/2TbaOv2)

Spotify

Isabelle

Cut the head off the Basilisk.

Lyrics -> https://genius.com/Cemetery-drive-basilisk-lyrics

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Vocals (in order of appearance)
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@teeawgo (https://bit.ly/2QagZh4)
@chriswrightotj (https://bit.ly/2CLnbrn)
@polearm (https://bit.ly/2TbaOv2)
@cloudmacx (https://bit.ly/2Wla34Z)
@milespowers (https://bit.ly/2sV5nWl)

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Production
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@nosentences (https://bit.ly/2SqzZsI)
@polearm (https://bit.ly/2TbaOv2)

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Mixing & Mastering
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@polearm (https://bit.ly/2TbaOv2)
@atlas (https://bit.ly/2U87HVM)

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Artwork
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Goldelxcks (bit.ly/2TeFexb)

Basilisk

Dying in the mosh pit is my mission!

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Vocals (In order of appearance)
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@milespowers (bit.ly/2sV5nWl)
@teeawgo (bit.ly/2QagZh4)
@chriswrightotj (bit.ly/2CLnbrn)
@cloudmacx (bit.ly/2Wla34Z)
@atwood (bit.ly/2yaECjh)

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Production
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@abhithenomad 
@whyandotte (bit.ly/2DyRAuD)

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Artwork
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Noa Scripture (bit.ly/2TeFexb)

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Mixing & Mastering
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@polearm (bit.ly/2TbaOv2)

Big Bands

𝖈𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖆𝖎𝖓 𝖈𝖔𝖗𝖕𝖘𝖊 & 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖞𝖉𝖊𝖆𝖉𝖇𝖔𝖞𝖘

We are the same in our isolation.

Defunct.

Roster:
@saintcloudd ✦ 
@chriswright ✦ 
@milespowers ✦ 
@bbluknight ✦ 
@teeawgo ✦  
@whyandotte ✦ 
@atwood ✦
@sensugang ✦
@nanimaal ✦

Cemetery Drive are a product of the Internet Age. Founded in 2018, the international group combines the high energy and in-your-face attitude of punk rock with the rhythm and style of hip-hop music.
 
Taking inspiration from the early 2000s alternative rock group, My Chemical Romance, founder Cloud Mac named the group Cemetery Drive after a song off of Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge.
 
Most of Cemetery Drive’s members met online, playing video games and interacting in a niche music community on Twitter and SoundCloud. From the streets of São Paulo to the busy roads of Rome, from inner-city Detroit, to the idyllic countryside’s of the United Kingdom, Cemetery Drive boast an extremely diverse roster. They all faced unique issues, but one, common amongst them all, and most crucial to their formation, was isolation. Being apart was what brought them together.

Isabelle

CEMETERY DRIVE