sew my mouth shut
carve me til the sun comes up
filthy little slut
i can do it better , pain & passion in each cut

spread my guts to the heavens
i’ve got a confession
i wont apologize for all of my targeted aggression
i’ll make her learn her lesson
the ritual’s in session
sister dear i know you’re here it’s now time for your succession

it’s time to pass on
all the pain & memories
when it comes dawn
i know you’ll be an enemy

cutting stitches
harlequin witches
buzzsaw rituals preserve these bridges

give my self to the starlight haze
sacrifices must be made

i’ll do what it takes
to give her what she deserves
i’ll mold their fate
i’ll show her how i hurt

you ripped out my heart
crushed it on the ground
hammered to dust
& i didn’t make a sound

what was i to you ?

i could never match up to my pretty little sister
teen teen idol , no one could resist her
even the sludge , you could smell it when you kissed her
that’s what i’d hear when they talked of how they missed her

she couldn’t fly , but she’d still try
the dullahan didn’t take my hand
& instead chose to die

it’s not too late
to change her fate
i’ll show her how to cry

cutting stitches
harlequin witches
buzzsaw rituals preserve these bridges

give my self to the starlight haze
sacrifices must be made

i’ll do what it takes
to give her what she deserves
i’ll mold their fate
i’ll show her how i hurt

i’ll give them veins of glass
fragile girls aren’t meant to last
lay them in the burned grass
& when the time comes they’ll awaken
forsaken , haunted by the days they weren’t taken
so far away from salvation

sister , sister , tell me , tell me
will you still know , how to love me ?

cutting Stitches [saint mike]

Shouts out to Anna Pest for being a wonderful collaborator, and to Milo Aliouane for making the amazing album art.

https://annapest.carrd.co/

Baby, if I don’t know
Then I don’t wanna know
I feel the chill slip down
From my head to my toes
And I’m floating
I slip through the gates
Make my escape
From the dull and commonplace
From this barren waste
Let the snow cover every trace
Embrace, my ardour
Through these sordid days
Through the winds that lead me astray
I’ll find my way
So rush over me
Pick me up and break me again
I still have faith
I watch the lights in your eyes
As they dance from my fingertips
I make to the waves
Submerge my feet
Feel their warm and staggering weight
Every breath I take leads me
Higher and deeper
And up the neverending stair
As we fall down, down
Antifreeze into my veins
Suckle at the hypodermic needles
A headless nightfall
Maybe it was a ghost
The lights of your eyes
Dance within the sky
Snow melts off these fingertips
A figment of your imagination
Your bullets enter my skinsuit
Shooting star in the sky
Dissolves me endlessly
The embrace of the amber
The warmth of a heartstring

Snow

Anna Pest X Sterling Bidler - Snow

Forboden ft.beeswax jm (prod bee cn)

luqa ~ 08 proud sierra w/ bailey$ {- @nevikyo)

silent hill

silent hill p.aayanisdead

(((dj officer down))) shut up p;ls im trying to listen to this audiobook asshole

paradise +Kees

Without a shadow of a doubt 
We must get struck by the sword
Withstand an endless blackout 
Then get crushed by the horde 
Beyond what’s been written 
Etched into your skin fabric 
I need what makes me sick
Absorbed into your sin 

I’ve fallen out of line now
It need not be defined now
Fuck around and put the sun down
Eclipsed off you’re done now

Walk backwards into yesterday, it gets televised
Blood straight from the wrist paints a picture of your eyes
It’s been a thousand years since I decided to walk backwards from the sky
It’s been a day since I said I’d die

Withstand, the shrapnel hour
I’m on hot pursuit
The beautiful details 
I fell in the scraps of you
The garbage rots inside me
As leaves dance on this mass grave
Reanimate our zombie 
And danced to be saved
If all else fails 
Your arms are by my side 
We can end today 
With a pact of suicide 
My broken skates launch up awry
Oh god I’m beyond alive 
I heard the dancers as I rise 
Into these smog filled skies

into thin air; despair
oh baby clutch it close; step into unknown
i don't know a fuckin thing; eyes agape at flaming ring 
afterimage closed eyes, fade in time
but permanent embedded in recesses of my mind

oppressed by fate locked in combat; the blades don't give a fuck about where your mind is at
surprise attack but still deflect it back; always on like constant pulse from cardiac
until it stops, blood drain out the wound all pain no soothe; don't pray, no use don't lay
entombed by fear blade grip stay swift; diffuse no hit flames lit the burns profuse
alight, i use blood to douse; the skin slits open, viscera comes out
total ruin, desolation pronounced; don't know what the fuck i'm gonna do now
lives cut short no time, just survive; only focus is now, must not die
hatred lurking and death nearby; enemy's weapon speaks, i reply

we rally for the volley;  as you stack up your bodies
corpse walker above the floor; unwashed masses you abhor
fly high, i want to see you fall far; beauty completely covered with scar
incinerate in eye of star;  the things you were, you still are
i am not, i have changed; although some things still remain
i cannot, forget the strain; sentimental, for the pain
i've survived past my usefulness;  but somehow i still persist
step forward, blade in fist; death is to reminisce

unsaid goodbye
unwilling to die
armored in abyss
eclipsed

Eclipse

Eclipse ft. VoidDweller

Mirror (prod. ice pole party)

Hayden + Gemstone + 222faded - Dick In My Mouth

destructification of her lifeless body

Experimental musician operating out of Iowa creating the things my brain tells me to play. @pretend-recordings

Eclipse ft. VoidDweller

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