an audio diary of my life last year
special thanks to everyone that likes what i do

Sound Waves Are Killing Me And I Love It

You’ll be inside my mind
Until it hits the ground 
Drink this pesticide 
As I’m deep in the ground

Remember this remember it
Disgusting arrangement x4

You’ll be inside my 
Inside my mind 

You’ll be there forever 
Within this
Disgusting arrangement

Disgusting Arrangement

I’ve been in this jaw all my life 
But they say bastard you know nothing
They say to clench your fist and shake it at the sky
But you really should do nothing 
You’ll be stuck in a prison for hours each day
Fighting for your freedom to suffer
I would kick the legs out from under their throne
But I’m x4

Trapped in a tooth 
And there’s no way out 

You complain about the torture you’re given
But you just can’t find out the source
So you blame it on something random
Your self hatred still hasn’t ran it’s course
I’ve seen what that infantile mindset does to people
But you really couldn’t give a damn 
A part of Hitler lodged deep inside you
Ready to blame your fellow man
I would be in the street burning this empire down 
But you know I’m, know I’m x8

Trapped in a tooth 
And there’s no way out 
I know what must be done
But I’m afraid to say 

There needs to be something new, a better way 
I’ll break this jaw to break you free x3

Trapped In A Tooth

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Left alone with arrhythmia of your delta waves
Trapped in cages, I know you’re history you’re hollow
Disconnected side glance what your eyes follow 
Stop talking I know it’s not natural

What it feels like, it’s just like quicksand 
So quick to dig your teeth into my hands
Burning blood of a casket it’s in my home
Right now it’s time to count to zero
Six feet under my tunnel vision it’s near
Though your time is nil it’s so penetrable 
Snow angel dragon dancing found us face down
Negative nothing it’s time now 

Why do you desire to feel small like me?
Hubris crushed by the weight of defeat
Burning buildings as far as you can see
Angel ravaged by man’s eye clearly

I can’t speak
It’s so unnatural 
Why let me breathe 
Please god unfold (x2)

Feel this light i feel your eyes
Locked in skintight I know it’s right
I do this so my life gets controlled 
Extend a glance then do drumrolls

Hard to speak but it’s even harder to give a fuck
Can’t articulate my way out of the serpents gut
Torn to shreds a glass eye is left standing
I’ll die before I get branded
Visions blur my eyes until it’s blinding
Decapitated to be released from this binding
My blood in the sand writes a message in your prose
I think now it’s time to count to zero 

Why do you desire to feel small like me?
Hubris crushed by the weight of defeat
Burning buildings as far as you can see
Angel ravaged by man’s eye clearly

I can’t speak
It’s so unnatural 
Why let me breathe 
Please god unfold (x2)

Counting To Zero

Watching you limp
Like a half dead stray
It was simple
Why did you change it

Choke on this knife and realize
This name you knew was begotten 
In an open fire that rages 
Longer than our lives 
You circle around my marrow
And hope for more time

What was meant 
Inside
I tie you
In power lines 
Dead wrists 
We’re suspects
Embalmed sons
In helpless minds

Scars in iron eyes bewitch 
My solar flare soaked belly
The dust that covers the earth
Gets washed out by your amber 
I carry this torch 
And replace its name with mine

Crawl
Fucking crawl (x8)

Warped dead skin like a leather scalpel
Forked tongues circle around me
A heart of gold could never beat
Grey smoke burns me at the stake
There’s no connection to what you know
A tether has shattered down the road 
The bridge you made I jumped from
And from those depths I rise above

You prayed I failed 
So you could control
There’s nothing left for me to give
I’ll let you write my epitaph 
Born to drown 
Spineless & suited
The story’s done
Chance my epilogue

Epilogue

My eyes were resting on the pavement, chalk drawings of a scene to create, little nettles cover me, in your room sized belly I’ve come to be unborn 

What I see in a field of fire 
Struck down at the mirrors edge
You wrote it in the snow with your blood
Tearing cells the moment I could
God knows how long this fires been burning
But a sea of contempt keeps putting it out
In a split second it could all be over
Other wise the tables have turned 
We drink the witches blood 
Your wet skin hits the ground hard
Tied in cables, this bondage is payment
Cursed with having the same scent 
Reasons unsolved, motive beyond knowledge
All I know is that I gotta stop it
Atrophied from all the misuse 
Pleasure seeking is the truest abuse

I fell down
Fell down to the rivers edge
Haunted in the same way
You know I couldn’t face it

I wanna feel like I’m out of time
It’s been so long since I’ve almost died
Hammer to my skull the softest impact 
Unborn with my sanity intact 
Keep screaming until we’re all sick
No pain just love on my wrist
Zero notes, my headspace aborted
Don’t leave until it’s all sorted

The scabs of life cover my knuckles 
Exit wounds are back in style 
I met the slayer at your birthday party 
The last moment will be spent laughing
Sun cycles are spent indoors
It’s just a story but it’s all I know 
Wrestled fools into the ground
The ride won’t stop until we’re sober

We drink the witches blood 
Your wet skin hits the ground hard
Tied in cables, this bondage is payment
Cursed with having the same scent 
Reasons unsolved, motive beyond knowledge
All I know is that I gotta stop it
Atrophied from all the misuse 
Pleasure seeking is the truest abuse

Same Scent

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DCEHYOSRyu0
prod and mixed by @ihateshinigami

no friend of u (shinigami) [[music video in desc]]

i dont care

none of these will be ffinished

2003ᵃ ʸᵉᵃʳ ᵒᶠ ˢᵘᶠᶠᵉʳⁱⁿᵍ𝙗𝙜𝙢01

Will He?

im working on finishing this song and a couple of other stuff so i can make an ep and release it (all the titles ive been using r placeholder titles and none of them are probs gonna be used as real titles)

i honestly wish this acc would get more attention cuz i rlly like the stuff i upload here and i wish more ppl were able to hear it

nso is my fav game of all time

G00DN1T333 - 03OSC, FICTION57 (OFFICIAL AUDIO DJ OSCAT XCLUSIVE)

Gace - Love You Remix by Teriyakishit

prod idk
2020
Couldnt find it on SC or anything only on bandcamp so why not post it here-
LOSER ft. Capoxxo
by exitscheme js without exitscheme

Capoxxo - LOSER (deleted song+extended)

Produced by. @1ohmygon on insta

Lyrics:
yeah i'm feeln a lil stressed, i'm stressed
n i'm tryna be my best, not best
i've been feeln so lonely since you left
dunno if it's my fault or not yet

i hope i'm not the cause of this break, aye
i rly hope everythn is gonna be okay
wonder whatchu gonna do when i'm gone n i'm not around 
to fix your fkn problems, kuz it's stressn me rn bae
in my room, lights out, going cray cray
i'm just craving your love, even in a break
i need an update from you, lmk if you're okay & safe
kuz i'm missing your love n it's stressn me rn bae

i hope i'm not your problem.... <3 (stressed)

dedicated to paige barlow aka ilypaige.iso ♡ u will always mean everything to me

PRODS: @starboyrob, @Cole3k, @Rxl4nd, @Jack Frost, @0kaaser

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