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singles2022

vermillion alt-halo " ╮(മ ◡ മ )╭ " {- nevik)

Scientia Pharmaceutica ⚕️🥼 +  @namorado

Falling down
I held 
The door open
For you and i 

A secret shout under my brim
Closet ghost taught me to swim
I’m beneath all of my friends 
Like fuck it till the bitter end 
Do not hesitate to tell
Spread a message I’ll go to hell 
Rip a page full of my fears
Whisper like fire in my ear

Until it falls 
Heckle, my disgust, it’s so sharp & painful
I feel it burning
On the inside, a painless flame it’s dire
Motionless corpse
Crush me, and breath me in like dust
Still suffering
I can’t take it, a release is overdue 

Falling down
I held 
The door open
For you and i x2

There’s so much wrong
There’s so much wrong
What can I do to change it
For the good of me x2

Still Nothing

AT LEAST THERE'S A PARTY feat. YUUGEN VINNY << prod. NEWCA$H >>

Special thanks to @sidneyphillips & @palaisindigo for their wonderful features.

Me:
Bullet in my skin but it’s all alone
My body in the wind making new tones
Sitting in a coffin with my old goals
Nails through my brain my souls stoned
You see it in the sky laughing at us
Picturesque family in some shackles what is this 
Pray to something that I’m taken out with a 
Blunderbuss, scythe wielder, pulled out of line via

The impatient circles you like sharks
I was inpatient but you were in the dark 
Twisted mind but I’ll never be narced
This garbage tower is my landmark x2

Sidney Phillips:
Cunts fukin wit me
Cunts fukin wit me
Cunts fukin wit me every single day
Think u tryna beef me
Put u in my CP
Sidney P a real g reppin moreton bay
Middle fingers up to that cunt think he top shit
On the TV come and see come an watch it
Yung rock star so i do a lotta rock shit
Pressed OG on me ima pop it
An i feel gronk when i sell to my mates
Throwin up at the traino U can tell what i ate
Why these bitches hit me up tryna ask me ona date
Lame cunt on my dick thats 1 thing i hate
I jus wanna kick back make tracks quit my job lad 
Walkin thru Kmart what can i rob lad
I keep doin drugs an i jus cant stop lad
Your music so bad cunt U shud stop lad
Cunts fukin wit me
Cunts fukin wit me
Cunts fukin wit me every single day
Think u tryna beef me
Put u in my CP
Sidney P a real g reppin moreton bay

Me:
Unique love but it’s a cycle 
Tossed aside and still reciprocal 
Eyes on my back like guided missiles
A silly situation won’t fizzle 
The life I live will be my death 
Body exhaled with the oceans breath
Let me be alone at the crest 
That way I’ll suffer the best

The impatient circles you like sharks
I was inpatient but you were in the dark 
Twisted mind but I’ll never be narced
This garbage tower is my landmark x2

Salted, but sweet at the core
A noose on my neck fits so nice
I could breathe a thousand times
For you and I (for you and I)
In the sanctuary of souls 
I burn your theories, I burn your body
Inside a life, your lie in these eyes
I could’ve faked it, I couldn’t take it

Palaisindigo:
You were so far gone
Lifted up by the bleeding sun
Take your life and walk it backwards
Endless slingshots rock my brain
I want to never be the same 
Inconsolable muses, forever I walk
One of these days I will forget how to talk
How to talk

Me:
Slide down, I’ll take your fall
Die down, for rest to us all x2
Curse me, I have your word
Try me, pain could be stirred

Impatience ft Sidney Phillips & palaisindigo

SPECIAL THANKS TO OWEN JOHNSTON FOR SYNTHS & GUITARS MUCH LOVE HOPE YALL ENJOY ☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮

https://www.instagram.com/blowenjohnston/

B53 I’m on the scope
Iced rounds sussed out like I’m a nope
Penetration this life is not yours like fuck
Sand tongue out of body like palm flux
Peek round your corner I chose a couple clones of you
Feverish bliss makes your lie turn true
Take off and dispose of the mute mouth of reason
B53s, B52s rain down wet season

Inside, inside your mind 
I can touch the ceiling 
Until denounced what’s been gone
Peel it off with true knives 

Fell asleep at the worlds end collider 
Tie a brick to your ankle
Among your writings only one needs deciphered 
Written in water below the table

And I would wonder why we needed 53 now
When zero went just as well
Glass hearts couldn’t handle the shock then
My bombs were bigger then than now

B53 I’m on the scope
Iced rounds sussed out like I’m a nope
Penetration this life is not yours like fuck
Sand tongue out of body like palm flux
Peek round your corner I chose a couple clones of you
Feverish bliss makes your lie turn true
Take off and dispose of the mute mouth of reason
B53s, B52s rain down wet season

I’ve been tasked to enact the time of an angel
Don’t play around or I’ll strike you with Imhullu
There’s something wrong with the air my heads spinning like hula
Slave of the mind, you were a pack when I knew ya
Bottomless presence like a hole in your head
Your claim as an idjit, I think was heaven sent
Fragmentation beyond, like I’m gonna be dead
Still tryna figure out what the hell you meant

B53 I’m on the scope
Iced rounds sussed out like I’m a nope
Penetration this life is not yours like fuck
Sand tongue out of body like palm flux
Peek round your corner I chose a couple clones of you
Feverish bliss makes your lie turn true
Take off and dispose of the mute mouth of reason
B53s, B52s rain down wet season

It’s been so long since I remembered
Shrapnel tears combine with the embers
Plastic brain created in December
A prophecy beyond what we could dismember
So stoked to finally be created
But the collective had been depreciated 
While we’ve been all getting inebriated 
It’s been, it’s been

Eyes into crystal, scrap yard divine

B53 w/ Owen Johnston

My song for Fred Fest 2, special thanks to @redfredfansonly for having me on!

https://linktr.ee/RedFredLinks

Born out of fire in your eyes
The sour smell in the sky
For tomorrow you can get to die
Pain ends tonight 

I smell suffering
Is this just too much too handle x2

Wedlock trough i appreciate 
Beyond what I could articulate 
You don’t know what you did to my fate
I worship how you masturbate

Bled slime upon my sheets
Red wine it stained for weeks
Go ahead, take a seat
This whole room fucking reeks

Why me?
Fucking try me? x6

I smell suffering
Is this just too much too handle x2

Why Me

Shouts out to Anna Pest for being a wonderful collaborator, and to Milo Aliouane for making the amazing album art.

https://annapest.carrd.co/

Baby, if I don’t know
Then I don’t wanna know
I feel the chill slip down
From my head to my toes
And I’m floating
I slip through the gates
Make my escape
From the dull and commonplace
From this barren waste
Let the snow cover every trace
Embrace, my ardour
Through these sordid days
Through the winds that lead me astray
I’ll find my way
So rush over me
Pick me up and break me again
I still have faith
I watch the lights in your eyes
As they dance from my fingertips
I make to the waves
Submerge my feet
Feel their warm and staggering weight
Every breath I take leads me
Higher and deeper
And up the neverending stair
As we fall down, down
Antifreeze into my veins
Suckle at the hypodermic needles
A headless nightfall
Maybe it was a ghost
The lights of your eyes
Dance within the sky
Snow melts off these fingertips
A figment of your imagination
Your bullets enter my skinsuit
Shooting star in the sky
Dissolves me endlessly
The embrace of the amber
The warmth of a heartstring

Snow

Anna Pest X Sterling Bidler - Snow

new album called "in a room full of wizards I become indistinguishable against the patterned cloth of their robes (aka breathless soldier of wrath)" March 20th (aka next Monday :D)

nevertitled/sailboatgirl (single version)

she just started singing like no one was there
its a long way home
no trains run at 3am
whyd you bring me in this room
just to make the same mistakes again
she just started singing like no one was there
i think she loves that i wear my heart on my sleeve
i think she loves that i sing when i need to speak
i think she loves that i go crazy
i think she knows she can never love me cuz im crazy
im trying to give up on the dream
you're dreaming too hard
and in my dream you're so clean
on my own time zone
i tried to fly out and see you but my phone died
it's not as it seems, it's too hard
i couldn't take it on my own time
i was seeing too far
and all this space just couldnt take it
you ordered me to pull the brakes
let's just see what happens
even if we end in flames
she just started singing like no one was there

she started singing like no one was there (rubbish + spill)

Ted Talk

Experimental musician operating out of Iowa creating the things my brain tells me to play. @pretend-recordings

Why Me

Sterling Bidler

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