I have so many backup vocals in this song, I blended them very well but it took a while

Cant See The Light

Please just shut the fuck up

Ok thank you

Now, smoke one and listen to my music

And remember, it’s really important that you remain silent and listen

If at any point you feel like the silence is escaping your grasp, just take a deep breath and repeat these words of wisdom:

I (insert your name here), do solemnly swear to receive multiple dicks because I’m a fucking piece of shit

Ahhhh now doesn’t that feel better?

Yeaahhhh no it doesn’t because you just entered into a verbal agreement 

And by law…you are now a gay…

Let’s hope your dad still loves you after you break the news..

All you had to do was shut your noise orifice
And now your gay…as fuck btw

Yeah you’re one of these sassy/rude catty gays
 
It gets better after about 10 buttfuckings…

Hey I didn’t make the rules 📖

It’s under clause #3

AKA the $3 bill clause 
Or for those of you on the west coast it can be referred to as  “The San Francisco Treat”

Look at the bright side…
1: your probably going to really enjoy Will & Grace now..
2: You can finally gossip with black women! And you can get as animated as your lil heart desires
3:…

We did at one point and time, represent Insight The Peace and this was one of our freestyle vaults buuuut christian hogged it all...then passed away...fuckin asshole now Insight The Peace has been shattered to pieces.

All freestyle, 4 accounts. Stevanshawn, insight the peace 2022, this one 🤘🏻🖕🏻❤️ (and I’ve currently almost filled my 4th account, StevanShawn 3)

I have too much shit..I’m to poor to pay for SoundCloud so here. From oldest to newest. If you care and you listen through the hundreds of songs, you can hear the progression in my quality, both lyrically and in the production value, and you canalso see my style start to transform into the shit pile that is me.. My no hook, post all mistakes like they were part of the “art”, freestyle phase… was euphoric, as I had never felt that kind of rush. As one who is fluent in the language of drugs, the rush is what it’s all about. And with music, I didn’t have to hide this addiction!



STEVANSHAWN THE BEGINNING 
SoundCloud.com/stevanshawnthebeginning

I had opinions and god damnit I was going to force fuck them into the social media feeds of those that didn’t care lol because for the first time I felt I had a purpose. And I didn’t realize it at the time, but I was an angry person..still am I guess. I cry on the mic, go all Eminem on my mom smh, all types of shit. It was embarrassing.. I’d be so amped up I’d get done after a take and throw up, but it felt good and I felt better.
I only have a few songs on this account because Solace was fucked up for a few day and dropped like 30 songs on it lol (all unedited and rushed)


STEVANSHAWN 2
SoundCloud.com/stevanshawn2

My first Christmas with my lovely girlfriend was shit on, and I turned cold. And subconsciously looking for a triggering event to use as the fodder in my bullshit cannon is what I do best in the ongoing “war on drugs. I started using again after a New Year’s Eve Cocaine relapse.. I was still publicly in denial and obviously oblivious to the attention my erratic behavior was attracting. I drove a lot of people away. I was always overreacting and posting shit..rants about nonsense and threats towards those accusing me of the obvious. Being a severe alcoholic didn’t help. I don’t remember much about these months. But our intentions were still good..and we continued on making a lot of half produced songs. But Solace and I were both using. We tried, I swear we did. We vowed not to use together and not involve it or mix it with the music..so naturally we lied to each other and got high separately because that’s what you do 🤷‍♂️

STEVANSHAWN 3
SoundCloud.com/stevanshawn3

STEVANSHAWN 4
SoundCloud.com/stevanshawn4

SPOTIFY;
•StevanShawn 

ITUNES/APPLE MUSIC:
•StevanShawn 

Social Media:  
•TIKTOK @stevanshawnitp
•INSTAGRAM @stevanshawn51
•INSTAGRAM @malicious_insight
•YOUTUBE @StevanShawn

contact me+260970568868  for more information 

batteur percussionniste
pratique guitare piano basse
MAO concept studio - compositeur arrangeur 

New Album 🔥 Sun — out  SOON ☀️🎸 🎶🔥

I’m a sing/songwrit.  Rock, Indie Rock, Folk, Indie Folk…

^2025^ |~SUN~|  Single
^2023^ |~NEXT~| 11 tracks album
^2022^ |~AH SHIT~| 16 tracks album
PLUS other musical adventures on https://streams13.bandcamp.com

Visit: https://streams13.com

To Paid promotion people
Thanks for reaching out with your paid promotion offer. However, I handle my own promotion and prefer to keep it that way. Appreciate the offer though!

MUSICIANS:

Xtof [ Guitars & Bass - Lead & Backing vocals - All others instruments ] 

Mokeït (@mokeit)[ 2022 - Bass on O my Lilou / Nice Weather / Tears on my Cheek / Unreal / Aurevoir ] [ 2023 - Bass on Baby, I'm a Stalker] 

JiMi (@jimi135) [ 2022 feat "All Alone" - 2023 feat on "Worries and Fears"]

On the title "I'll Be" : Guitars & Rhodes : Nick Rundall @nick-rundall

https://streams13.com

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