I have so many backup vocals in this song, I blended them very well but it took a while

Cant See The Light

I have too much shit..I’m to poor to pay for SoundCloud so here. From oldest to newest. If you care and you listen through the hundreds of songs, you can hear the progression in my quality, both lyrically and in the production value, and you canalso see my style start to transform into the shit pile that is me.. My no hook, post all mistakes like they were part of the “art”, freestyle phase… was euphoric, as I had never felt that kind of rush. As one who is fluent in the language of drugs, the rush is what it’s all about. And with music, I didn’t have to hide this addiction!



STEVANSHAWN THE BEGINNING 
SoundCloud.com/stevanshawnthebeginning

I had opinions and god damnit I was going to force fuck them into the social media feeds of those that didn’t care lol because for the first time I felt I had a purpose. And I didn’t realize it at the time, but I was an angry person..still am I guess. I cry on the mic, go all Eminem on my mom smh, all types of shit. It was embarrassing.. I’d be so amped up I’d get done after a take and throw up, but it felt good and I felt better.
I only have a few songs on this account because Solace was fucked up for a few day and dropped like 30 songs on it lol (all unedited and rushed)


STEVANSHAWN 2
SoundCloud.com/stevanshawn2

My first Christmas with my lovely girlfriend was shit on, and I turned cold. And subconsciously looking for a triggering event to use as the fodder in my bullshit cannon is what I do best in the ongoing “war on drugs. I started using again after a New Year’s Eve Cocaine relapse.. I was still publicly in denial and obviously oblivious to the attention my erratic behavior was attracting. I drove a lot of people away. I was always overreacting and posting shit..rants about nonsense and threats towards those accusing me of the obvious. Being a severe alcoholic didn’t help. I don’t remember much about these months. But our intentions were still good..and we continued on making a lot of half produced songs. But Solace and I were both using. We tried, I swear we did. We vowed not to use together and not involve it or mix it with the music..so naturally we lied to each other and got high separately because that’s what you do 🤷‍♂️

STEVANSHAWN 3
SoundCloud.com/stevanshawn3

STEVANSHAWN 4
SoundCloud.com/stevanshawn4

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Cant See The Light

StevanShawn 3