feat https://soundcloud.com/820

art by https://soundcloud.com/psychokittyzombie

LYRICS:
(stevie_starlight)
i was feeling like death u said "let's go"
the flowers arent fresh not anymore
never reach blindly for the door
just another lesson to ignore
pins and needles, the mess inside my head
the remedy goes-- ur better off dead
clearly mistaken, don't know where I am
the streetlights they guide me
to indeterminate land
i'm all at once surrounded by friends and my fam
they're some holograms
BLOOD RED EYES in Amsterdam
and I used to only think about the Jesus and Mary Chain
and all of those old songs they'd sing, like "Taste of Cindy"
slow motion in the city
and I tried and I tried 
but U looked right thru me,

(nosgov)
guide me to a place
where no one has a face
barely tying ends
i still got the bitter taste
had to leave i had to change
couldnt stay the way im made
there's something in the way
but i'll wait for better days
better days
feel like im deep in the maze
guide me to a place
where no one has a face
ill give u a second chance
always been a second place

<3

better days... ft. nosgov

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when we listen to those waveforms from each other
we are in that moment together

#riipgutsy
this project has concluded
@catmusical
@poolmaid

it's 2010... forever
@openmicnightnextweekend

reminiscing on melancholy times

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i will never, neither have the ability to, forgive me, myself and i!
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what i repost:
- techno
- hands up
- electro
- trance
- house (mostly from 2010s)
- sextrance
- nxc
- nightcore
- makina
- scouse house
- donk
- uk bounce
- uk hardcore
- happy hardcore (mostly from 90s)
- dariacore
- scenecore
- frenchcore
- hyperflip
- hardtek
- 130-240 bpm edits
- j-core
- mashcore
- funkot
- lolicore
- drum & bass
- breakbeat
- breakcore
- trap
- electronicore
- wave
- future funk
- witch house
- trashwave
- emo rap
- cloud rap
- og/rare phonk
- vaporwave
- vaportrap
- alternative rock
- pop punk
- punk rock

rarely (although its elements can be present on songs)/perhaps no chance of them getting reposted
- speedcore
- powerstomp
- breakbeat hardcore
- freeform hardcore
- uptempo hardcore
- speed garage
- hardstyle
- jumpstyle
- extratone
- schranz
- gabber
- denpa
- digital hardcore
- digicore
- freetekno
- freestyle
- dubstep
- eurobeat
- eurodance
- eurotrance
- hyperpop
- electropop
- dance pop
- bubblegum dance
- bubblegum bass
- baltimore club
- trip hop
- organ house
- pumping house
- bassline
- jersey club
- nu disco
- chicago drill
- plugg
- crunkcore
- dancecore
- tribecore
- electroclash
- downtempo
- jungle
- incelcore
- metal
- italo disco
- electro swing
- tecktonik
- italo dance
- tv show / movie / videogame osts
- hexd
- sped up
- chopped & screwed

occasionally:
- retrowave
- synthwave
- synthpop
- electropunk
- shoegaze
- post-punk
- acoustic
- singer-songwriter
- lo-fi
- melancholic beats/instrumentals
- ambient
- dream pop
- bedroom pop
- math rock
- garage punk
- chiptune
- dreamcore
- nintendocore
- maidcore


Everyday we wander through the endless maze of life, running into its dead ends. Where we were happy, we suddenly feel unbearably sad. For some reason, the long-awaited victory does not bring joy, but, having run into the wall, we turn around and continue to wander in this maze, hoping that something extraordinary awaits us around the corner.

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better days... ft. nosgov

stevie☆starlight