suffering

can someone tell me please why am i switching faster than channels on TV?

feat: https://on.soundcloud.com/GNxfUtvh8LeHToLmv9


prod. krovarxiv
prod. krovarxiv

noiser than statics 《feat. knivez》

Inside My Head #2

prod. by @alexich-vseredinu
mixed and mastered
by @demxntia
🌙 ✨ 💫

art by ???

lyrics:

[verse 1]
we were listening to the medic droid
skin caressed as the bombs deployed
awkward situations, mindless conversation
how i wish i knew what i know right now
can we turn this around somehow?
oh, keyboard cat please play her out..

don't hold back...

[chorus]
girl, it was me and you on the dancefloor
it was you and me oh, baby come on..
i don't want to go home..
please don't make me go
and girl you've been acting so strange again
your heartbeat keeps fading with the music
you've been fading out
don't make a sound

[verse 2]
we were the lovers dancing,
but we were holding on too close
in that moment time had froze
you only saw me as a ghost
a shadow in a darkened room
some sihouette if you prefer
broke me down like an old toy
and you just left me in the dirt..

don't hold back...

[chorus]
girl, it was me and you on the dancefloor
it was you and me oh, baby come on..
i don't want to go home..
please don't make me go
and girl you've been acting so strange again
your heartbeat keeps fading with the music
you've been fading out
don't make a sound (x2)
🌙 ✨ 💫

neversaur! - ✨please don't hold back✨(prod. aww boy)

i just wanted to make sure that we're still ✦diamond✦

prod. https://soundcloud.com/antropolita
featuring https://soundcloud.com/girlshatesora !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LYRICS:
(stevie_starlight)(written by Wes Quinonez)
she wears your clothes when she falls asleep
but undressed when she's next to me
I am completely awake but half-dreaming
is this really happening?
I'm standing on edge, I'm standing on edge, I'm standing on edge

girl, you look so good, bet you always do
you never thought that I would, get-get into you
listen on the ride home
oh, I'll let you know
listening to my song on the radio

(girlshatesora)
hurts like that, is life that bad?
nothings getting better
things are gettting sadder
it's so bad, and I won't last
tired of this stuff, screaming
hurting my lungs

(stevie_starlight)(written by Wes Quinonez)
she makes the 80's seem so fucking cool
like, you can't wear that, 'cause she worse it last night
she looks so hot, have I told her enough?
she drank too much, she's not in love

(sora)
tryina look pretty, choker on my neck
don't have to say it, I know I'm a mess
never really cared about what y'all said
emotions got screaming woah
feelings so dead
hurts like that
burn my head
don't even feel sorry, don't feel regret

THANK U FOR LISTENING... it's 2010 f o r e v e r .

standing on edge ft. girlshatesora (prod. antropolita)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/pvscale we love you forever

mixed by https://soundcloud.com/r1ffey

LYRICS:
(stevie_starlight)
FINALLY SOMEONE WHO CAN DO IT
I NEVER NOTICED BUT I KNEW IT
AND NOW, I'M FALLING WAY TOO DEEP
MY HEART I GAVE TO YOU TO KEEP!!!
BAGGY EYES, AND LONG NIGHTS
LISTENIN' TO SLOWDIVE
*riffey yell!!*
I PUT EVERYTHING I AM INTO THAT ONE KISS
TIME'S NOT FAIR, AND THATS A FACT!
IVE BEEN TO HELL AND BACK
but i wont stop there
UNTIL I GETCHU RIGHT BACK WHERE WE CAN BE SAFE AND HAPPY
YOU MADE THIS BRACELET FOR ME
I THINK OF YOUU WHEN I WEAR IT
DONT YOU... EVER! FORGET IT

everybody knows, everybody knows where we're goin
yeah, we're goin' down 
X2 

take a look n what do u see? 
no one else is better than me
at fucking up endlessly
i tried too hard to be complete
and what do i have to show for it?
A LOT OF NEW SCARS
AND A LOT OF LOST SLEEP
i tried too hard to be complete&I LOST OUT HARD WHEN U RAN FROM ME

everybody knows (prod. pvscale)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/maybelmeow
featuring https://soundcloud.com/zeniak673

LYRICS:
(stevie)
lets go home, whats the worst feeling
that place can manage to hold
& with the screen door slamming I thought u finally caught me
sneaking out through the back gate for no particular reason

(zeniak) 
it's so hard to put in the effort
when it feels like i have no reason to be here
mood swinging from one night to the other
nothing is what i fear
nothingness : what i fear
but i've been living with it now for so many years
sometimes i cant even find comfort in my fantasies
but all that i know how to do now is cling to these dreams

(stevie)
can u ask ur self right now
are u really checking out?
do u think u made the grade?
lived up to what u said?
in the daylight ive been up like all night
dead space in my room
all my shit's come alive
and no matter how far it seems
it's such a short drive

dead space ft. zeniak (prod. maybel)

1. Sean Kingston - Beautiful Girls (Jayden Bloch Bootleg) 2017 REMAKE
2. Justin Bieber - Eenie Meenie ft. Sean Kingston (nightcore)
3. Basshunter - Now You're Gone (Nightcore)
4. p4rkr (osquin) - bad idea [prod.blackwinterwells]
5. TeddyLoyd - ME!ME!ME! ft daoko
6. S3RL - Doof Doof Untz Untz
7. S3RL - Pika Girl
8. Bombs Away & Highup - Big Bad Doof (Dimatik Remix)
9. Hooligan Hefs - No Effect (Sunset Bros Remix)
10. Cascada - Everytime We Touch (B3nte Nightcore)
11. Sigma - Nobody to Love (A-Pocalypse Bootleg)
12. 100 gecs - xXXiwudnvrstopUXXx
13. 100 gecs - hand crushed by a mallet (Shinigami DnB REMIX)
14. lil brince - a year without rain (shinju x northeast lights) selena gomez cover
15. lil brince - tell me that you love me [kaktus] (methwater nightcore)
16. methwater - ripghost #999 (status)
17. Sybyr - Nomads
18. Brennan Savage - Bulletproof (prod. wayste)
19. Spooky Black - welcome to the hell zone (VAGUE003 REMIX)
20. XXXTentacion - I don't wanna do this anymore (Akame Remix)
21. lil brince - Better If I Run! (rosebone x deathw!sh)
22. Full Tac - Where's My Juul feat. Lil Mariko

dead space ft. zeniak (prod. maybel)

stevie☆starlight