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Vibes XIX

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Alessia Cara - Here (Evolutions Remix) (Speed Up)

prod by me^-^
Enjoy :D

Slowly turns to waste, time flies by the day
Constantly bruising up every time u say my name
Evil forms in ur eyes, it’s time to say goodbye
I hope u listens to my songs and experience all the pain and lies

Was it worth it? cuz ur gone now
I feel worthless, it’s been awhile now
So what do i do now? do i stand here?
Or do i make a move, and complete my life 

Getting cuts and bruises, i swear i’m bout to lose it
They all laugh and stare when i say “i make some music”
They expected me to rap, they expected me to quit 
Leave me alone and stop being a dick
I’m doing me so stop throwing a fit

(omg stezzy)

Was it worth it? cuz ur gone now
I feel worthless, it’s been awhile now
So what do i do now? do i stand here?
Or do i make a move, and complete my life 
Was it worth it? cuz ur gone now
I feel worthless, it’s been awhile now
So what do i do now? do i stand here?
Or do i make a move, and complete my life

life

Adele x The weekend (original)

prod by me :3

enjoy^\^

lyrics:
i fell down
but u held high
i envy that
let’s go back in time
where we were close
where we loved each other the most

i feel my pulse in my head
if i keep this up i’ll be dead
but i’m kinda glad i’m alive
i got all of y’all by my side

go and live ur life
i’ll go live in mine
without u in mind
i can reach the sky (x2)

(escape)

down we go
i’ll be here so u know
if u ever come home
i’ll just sit here all alone

back in time

prod by king theta
w/ @caspywaspy

lyrics:
i just want to be home
i dont want to be here
i just wanna hold close
and i feel it in my bones
u said "thats how it goes"
ur inside is where u beauty grows

i fell down 
but u picked me right up
when i have a frown
ur still by my side
when i feel low
to the point i cant go
u pick me right up
ur a one of a kind

but i know why u were kind
and i know why u were so nice
u just wanted my soul
u just wanted to take control
of everything i had left
u just wanted my blood
u just wanted my trust 
so u can ruin everything i had left

casperrr:
i thought you loved me
i was such a fool 
so i let you destroy me
u became so rude 
colder than ice
but hotter than fire
im the one u despise
and ur the one i desire

leave me here to die
alone in my bedroom
stab me by surprise
leave me when the moons full

stezzyxl w/ casperrr:
but i know why u were kind
and i know why u were so nice
u just wanted my soul
u just wanted to take control
of everything i had left
u just wanted my blood
u just wanted my trust 
so u can ruin everything i had left

eyes w/ casperrr

prod by me
enjoy>\<

lyrics:
u saw me right through
i looked up to u
ur the reason i make songs, how could u
u made me live
but it came to this
oh thanks to all my friends
i’ll never quit

trying to find the love of my life
but it ain’t going to go so well
i act dumb but i know that u lie
everything for u is going so well 
i’m a fucking piece of shit if u know
i mentioned it in a song long ago 
still pissed but i have to let it go
break me down but i’ll grow 

oh stronger and stronger
i’ve been living my life with no father
take my time, im never bothered 
i wish for the worse upon her (x2)

how could i love you
i don’t even like me
why do i wake up
death dosent want me
i’m stuck in my room
they won’t let me leave
one day i’ll kill them all
they don’t believe me (x2)

it’s cuz i’m weak
it’s cuz im a bitch
when pressures on
i throw a fit
but not no more
build up my core
when pressures on
i’ll start a war

arrogant

prod by me >\< 
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lyrics:
picking pieces of my own flesh
leaving bruises all around my neck
so why the hell do i still remenice
about the past, about the girl who went and stabbed me in the back

stezzy u should go and calm down
don’t let your emotions take u now
and i tend to let them fucking in
i tend to hide to my feelings that’s inside and that i hold within

can’t u tell that i’m a little pissed?
but yet no one even gives a shit
and no one bothers to go ask at all
they rather go and ask “oh that’s cool but when is ur next damn song?”

maybe i just need a little break
from the people that are always fake
i just wanna go and live my life 
without going a day with hearing all of these stupid fucking lies

feeling cold might have a fever 
and she really think i need her
feeling cold might have a fever
take a second, need a breather

blood on ur face
get the hell out of my way
you don’t care about me
so i show u the same
leave it to u
to fuck up everything
that we ever had
man u must be glad (x2

feeling cold might have a fever 
and she really think i need her
feeling cold might have a fever
take a second, need a breather

i’ve lost 
everyone now
at this point it’s not a joke now
and i hate it
god i hate it
        ♡

fever

better dead (prod. m4jl0)

4 pills (prod. NagaSIX)

COCAINE STUPID (PROD. LXST GHXUL)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
let me show you how to act right
if you listened it would define
just the type of person u are
it doesn't matter what you go by
cause you'll always be the same person
and you'll always be one of the worst friends
you always were the one to go
when i thought i could count on u the most

lesson learned, don't hold your grudge
even if it could lose someone
hate to know the truth be told
now everything is overthrown

do u wonder where u come from?
picturing at what you've really done
does it affect the way you see your arch?
do they look at you less than what you are?
cause you've always been the same person
and you've always fought the urge to sin
& goodluck tryna get me back
at 2am it kills you bad

no, you messed with the wrong person
yeah you messed with the wrong
you messed it up on purpose
yeah you messed it up
hopefully lesson learned 
i hope a lesson here was learned
i did what i had to do man
and in all honesty 
you're hurting

spotify

continue

SINCOUNTING (PROD.  lL lK)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
can't u ever be nice
you don't have to think twice
in the moment each time that i run away
in the end it's your fault
really gave you my all
u don't have to be a problem toward me anyway

there's much more to life than going out
spend saturday night dead on the ground
𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘶𝘵
I HIGHLY DOUBT YOUR FATHER'S EVEN PROUD
JUST ANOTHER WHORE FOLLOWING THE CROWD
broken glass, the bottles enticing
she told me her sign is a pisces
𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵?
do i look like someone who even cares
𝘯𝘰 𝘨𝘰𝘥
you and i would never pair
already off on the wrong path
ur such an idiot, hope you know that
i used to find you cute but now ur trash
you can change but na you can't change ur past
text me, on your end it's open
but you don't know it
you don't know i ghosted
for once, take accountability
always excuses, please
you are disgust to me
there’s much more to life than blacking out
spend almost every weekend on the ground
i smell the alcohol stench in ur mouth
there ain’t a single to be proud of

can't u ever be nice
you don't have to think twice
in the moment each time that i run away
in the end it's your fault
really gave you my all
u don't have to be a problem toward me anyway
𝘳𝘶𝘯 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺
𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘮𝘦
𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘨𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦

trash

guitars done by @prodjpjp
rest produced by heylog

lyrics:
starving now, it gets pretty bad
you saw it all get split in half
about every bridge has been collapsed
old friends of mine slowly detached
i think it's all my fault
questioning if i'm wrong
how do i make it stop
can't rest at all

one call was all i needed
right now, i feel completed
2019 is over
been four years and got lower
though, for me it stood out
bleed to just hear one sound
i'd die to hear that noise
the calmness of your voice
i knew how it'd turn out
soon you'd be leaving town
and i couldn't bare that thought
was hard to move on
32 degrees, lungs get colder by the second
been through hell and out
it's like there's some type of obsession
wondering the choice you made if you've ever regret it
if you gotta say something why don't you come confess it
everytime you mention how, i need to find me
don't know what ur tryna say
don't know what u mean
i think ur just saying words
you're just saying things
even you confuse yourself
you don't know what to think
the reason why i live is to hope for a day
to finally see guidance leading ur way
wonder how to start, wonder where i go
all of it requires leaving my home
been through a bit and so much has gone
you don't gotta be sorry if i went through a lot
i can see us starting a family
i think it's the only thing that'll help me

starving now, it gets pretty bad
you saw it all get split in half
about every bridge has been collapsed
old friends of mine slowly detached
i think it's all my fault
questioning if i'm wrong
how do i make it stop
can't rest at all
heart's pounding strong
been up for hours
the sun's almost up
like how do i do it
she say, "where you been"
no where
just haven't checked my phone to use it
it's all gone down in carnage
debris in my lungs
wake up, feel like garbage
and get my yeti cup
i'm obsessed, pop a can of caffeine
even 300mg can barely do a thing to me

carnage

lyrics ⬇️ <3

(me)
cold heart
long arms you can reach
restart although I don’t wanna repeat
it’s hard for you to see
you can hardly even believe 
but I been going through it
so you have been deceived 

there’s high waters where I’m coming from
no way out I need someone to come and cover him
don’t bleed out
no high hopes I’m always suffering 
so astound
yea this time I don’t need a single thing from your mouth

but they’re never proud and I been alone
you’re never around to see
i don’t like my town I don’t like my crowd
but I’m not allowed to leave
somebody please help me
I’ll give you my love and peace
I’ll listen to wind hit trees
theres no way that I can sleep

and just like the rain all my tears have been pouring
she used to just make me feel so damn important 
inside
i trusted ur love but u sold me some lies
keep holding my hand while we wait for the time to tick
trying to cross but u burning my bridge
self medicate ima roll up a spliff
so unaware of the shit that you did 
to me
and honestly it’s getting hard
but trying my best is what tore us apart
and each time i talk you dont care what i say
i think it’s my fault im the one with the blame
and im sorryyyyy
i’m sorrryyy i knew where this would go
(me)
put the lights out tell everybody to leave
when the price down I always spend all my money
i try to hide out
but everybody come an find me
like what’s to cry abt
Like baby look at what’s all wrong with me

(greenwood)
'u up?' at 3 but i black out at 2
lately it's more than 'im not in the mood'
know that i wish that i wanted it too

i fill this cup like im probably dead in a year by myself
it's entirely on what i said
but i hate that you lied to me, fuck

solid states turn to disarray
at the edge, do you feel the same?
off the ket i've been up for days
you're the best, baby never change

i saw your face on the way down
cover yourself as it fades out
i'd be ashamed if you stay now
cover yourself, would you stay out?

and i fuck it up like a prodigy
on my own shit, i just wish that you'd talk to me
i feel at home with my place as a prodical
i take these pills, im ok when i'm off of them

never this way, it just fits so improbable 
hear what you said in the dark in the hospital
black in my skin i feel bad when i'm falling in
ask what had changed, i break down
fucking all of it

this town is a burden w/ halfhearted & Greenwood (slashy)

w/ (soundcloud.com/eunhae)

Greenwood:
Haunted, saw the way you walked in
Exactly how I wanted.
Holding out til august,
To see despite the darkness.
Washed out of a moment,
Forgot where we’ve been going.
Laid out by the ocean,
Lose my mind in several doses

Last night in passing went through,
Old phones and broken windows,
So close I guess it’s been though,
Whiteout I guess I’ve been so

eunhae:
last night i saw what you meant to me
everything about you's gorgeous, you're my centrepiece
i still remember our fight like it was yesterday
the night you left forever, now you went away

when i sleep at night i want you next to me
want you to touch my body
now i can't forget our story
i still need your arms around me

Greenwood & eunhae:
Last night in passing went through,
Old phones and broken windows,
So close I guess it’s been though,
Whiteout I guess I’ve been so

Haunted, saw the way you walked in
Exactly how I wanted.
Holding out til august,
To see despite the darkness.
Washed out of a moment,
Forgot where we’ve been going.
Laid out by the ocean,
Lose my mind in several doses

August (w/ eunhae)

prod by stezzyxl 
enjoy

lyrics:
clipping all my beats
you can see the red spreading on my sheets
never liked the green
turn it up like 5 or 6 db
so watch it how u walk
“chasing bags” you’re chasing the 
(hawk tuah)
so watch it how u talk
preaching the “money is power” but chasing the wap?

there’s so much shit that i can say
those are the secrets im keeping till grave
so
get the fuck out of my way
i don’t got patience, i can’t stand to wait
so
get the fuck out of my face
i don’t got time to hang out with the prey 
so
get the fuck out of my 
face
get the fuck out of my

i took these years just to find myself
i learn from god, and all the pain i delt 
it’s time to shed all the damn old skin
repent my sins, thanking god i win

blood is dripping from my neck to the ground
leave a trail of all the mess till im found
till im found, ill never make a sound
even now

2024 pulled up with my wrist slit
2025 i’m pulling up with a new bitch
i’ve seen it all before, trauma locked up in my eyes
i’ve seen it all before
these eyes will never lie (x2)


ya no quiero a jugar
dame dame otro mas
me rompio mi corazon
reglame o porfavor (x3)

dirty

prod by stezzyxl and xav0id 
goodbye 

lyrics:
i need some space
i need a breather 
u wanna break?
i cant believe her
u wanna go?
it dosent make any sense
u were my home
and now u made a mess

take a second to relax 
take a second just for me
i dont
feel alright when i dont fit ur degree
u can
talk all u want
acting like ill never see
all u want
all u want
it wont bother me
take a second to relax 
take a second just for me
i dont
feel alright when nothing feels as what i seems
u can
laugh all u want
acting like ill never see
all u want
all u want
it wont bother me

im 1 step closer to rewind time
and i pray to god just to clear my mind
and i stood up straight, and i left behind
the only girl that caught my eyes

i saw myself
within ur eyes
oh my my
oh my my

xav0id -
take me too
the place u stay
oh i want you
to call my name 
take me too
the place u stay
oh i want you
to call my name 

xav0id -
the love I have for u
its why I need you gone
it'll never be the same
you've become my bane
im sorry for the pain
but this is what u've made
 
Just forget about me
its better that I'm gone
i still wish this didn't end
must I let u go
i can't get over u
heartache's all that remains

our final goodbye w/ xav0id

prod, me & @leftquiet

- lyrics -
things have gone off
you saw it breaking in two 
theres something more you knew
you kept it secret
now im glad that i never told
what it wrote

my vision's 20/20 i can see through the line
darling 2020 was the worst of my life
bleeding through my iris what a wonderful time
breaking through the window tried to keep a disguise

so what you're hiding
i can't let go
i know a sighting
when you done
just wanna hold your hand
but i know you find me bland

so im holding by a threat
thats thiner than a web
countin days seekin for help on meds
drowning in the liquor by my bed
blowing up inside my head with led

so look to left and right 
you see the toxins linger all around your room
is he your perfect type
cause all you want are things you crave when your confused
don't trust you feel corrupt
cause what he said or did jsut never was enough
so bleed straight from your core
its something you wish that you never adored

so let it take away my breath
evning come and i turn into a mess
i wanna wait but i to be the bad guy
simulate my time and then im gone
whats the point of living when nobody's home
you wanna cry but you stuck inside your dome
jsut like you i wanna cry when im alone
fuck i hate when im stuck inside alone
-----------------------------------------

flower petals ✾

vision

prod stezzyxl
enjoy^\^

ft @xav0id

her soundcloud - 
https://on.soundcloud.com/vMttEe6irRmQ5eXX9

(and aydan)

lyrics:

(hey j, um it’s aydan, ur kinda of a bitch now, so. anyways. bye bye)

ARBYS WE HAVE THE MEAT

stezzyxl-
watch ur tone, u need a clamp among that tongue bitch
watch ur phone, get the noti, dropped a song “snitch”
all that talk is cheap, i had to up the payment
say u run the show but barely even claim shit?

they think i fell off
i still make music, no?
“stezzy pop off” 
i make what i want bro.
i do everything
no one else can ever do
so don’t compare me
to his little “crew”
they think i fell off
i still make music, no?
“stezzy pop off” 
i make what i want bro.
i do everything
no one else can ever do
so don’t compare me
to his little “crew”

u used to go by j
now then call u jen
dosent change the fact u fucked with all my friends
tryna run away?
from ur problems; say?
u think that people will forget 
ONCE YOU SWITCH UR NAME?

ONCE U SWITCH UR NAME
WILL FORGET WILL U SWITCH UR NAME?
ONCE U SWITCH UR NAME
WILL FORGET WILL U SWITCH UR NAME?

xav0id-
watch ur tone, u need a clamp among that tongue bitch
watch ur phone, get the noti, dropped a song “snitch”
all that talk is cheap, i had to up the payment
say u run the show but barely even claim shit?

shit
shit
shit
shit

they think i fell off
i still make music, no?
“brizy pop off” 
i make what i want bro.
i do everything
no one else can ever do
so don’t compare me
to his little “crew”

u used to go by j
now then call u jen
dosent change the fact u fucked with all his friends
tryna run away?
from ur problems; say?
u think that people will forget 
ONCE YOU SWITCH UR NAME?

LOL

u dumbass ass bitch how did that fist taste?

watch ur tone, u need a clamp among that tongue bitch
watch ur phone, get the noti, dropped a song “snitch”
all that talk is cheap, i had to up the payment
say u run the show but barely even claim shit?

how did that fist taste?
LOL

snitch w/ xav0id

Mixed by﹒⪩⪨﹒ stezzyxl﹒⪩⪨﹒
Produced by stezzyxl :333

lyrics:
(Scrub that plate, scrape that fork, life’s a joke, I hate this chore)
(Same old shit, day by day, rinse me down, flush me away)
(Scrub that plate, scrape that fork, kill me now, this ain’t my sport)
(Same old shit, day by day—I don’t wanna do this, K?)

Foam on my hands like a chemical burn
Dishes stack up like my lessons unlearned
Every day’s a rerun, same damn grind
If life's a playlist, where’s rewind?

I scrub, I scrape, I scowl, I seethe
I rinse, repeat, resent, repeat
I scrub, I scrape, I scowl, I seethe
I rinse, repeat, resent
fuck me

I hate this, I hate this, I hate this, I swear
Soap in my eyes and my soul’s in despair
I hate this, I hate this, I hate this, I swear
This ain’t a chore, it’s a goddamn nightmare
Rinse, resent, repeat, resent
This ain’t cleaning, it’s punishment
Rinse, resent, repeat, resent
Fuck this loop, it’s permanent

Washing the same damn cup since ‘23
Swear this fork got more history than me
Water runs cold, time stands still
Might as well drown in the sink fr

I scrub, I scrape, I scowl, I seethe
I rinse, repeat, resent, repeat
I scrub, I scrape, I scowl, I seethe
I rinse, repeat, resent 
fuck me

I hate this, I hate this, I hate this, I swear
Soap in my eyes and my soul’s in despair
I hate this, I hate this, I hate this, I swear
This ain’t a chore, it’s a goddamn nightmare
Rinse, resent, repeat, resent
This ain’t cleaning, it’s punishment
Rinse, resent, repeat, resent
Fuck this loop, it’s permanent


I hate this, I hate this, I hate this, I swear
Dishes pile up and I’m losing my hair
I hate this, I hate this, I hate this, I swear
Throw me away like I’m tupperware

Rinse
Repeat
Resent
Rinse
Repeat
Resent
(Rinse, repeat, resent… rinse, repeat… resent)

Rinse, Repeat, Resent

GREEN GREMLIN

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy

lyrics:
all my pain
was not in vain
cause now i’m free
i used to think i needed you
i never did and that’s the truth 

u tried to break me down 
then break my mind
and tried to find a way inside 
broken glass and funiture
my clock
will strike at night
i trusted and let u in
now scars cover all my skin
i trusted you
i trusted you 
i trust
trust
trust
trust
u tried to break me down
then break my mind
and tried to find a way inside 
broken glass and funiture
my clock
will strike at night
i trusted and let u in
now scars cover all my skin
i trusted you
i trusted you 
i trusted you
i trusted you again

i told myself i wouldn’t go back
and now my heart is laced with a prozac
and i pop them everyday like a late snack
then i close my eyes, then its all black
“man u looking a little pale” bro i know that
“do u even give a fuck?” bro i don’t man
should i even care?
should i even care?
i dont know

prozac

Baby if you’re desperate, Don’t lie to me 🎶

DESPERATE

prod @s0ftskelet0ns

LYRICS
Shifting gears down twisting roads
Life status critical
Without love i'm miserable
Envy me and my life honestly im still pitiful
Even if i take it to the top, will i make it home

Clutch in, shift gear, gas out
Get home, smoke up, pass out
Face a mighty foe wont back down
Baby do you want this all, do you really want this all?
Pedal to the floor blast down that hall, clutch in clutch out i still stall
Clutch in, shift gear, hear me call

Brake up, neutral revvin at the light
Nova scotia winter turbo sliding ice
6k in my pocket name that price
Baby this is how i wanna live my life

Clutch in, shift gear, gas out
Get home, smoke up, pass out

Saving up money from work, buy an srt all while having tuition to spend on
Life aint great but it could be worse, i might hold a key but am i the one to depend on
I might be me, but im just background for a ten thousand piece puzzle
So dont you see? We might build up, but for all that work were still ground floor ruble


clutch in [prod. s0ftskelet0ns]

the odds are good that no one would notice i was gone...
no... one... would... care...
in fact, some - if they noticed my absence - might feel an odd, indefinable, sense of relief...

she show me her wrist, yeah, princess is slit </3
yeah, she show me her tongue, so i drop her a hit
yeah, i drop her a strip, she the prettiest bitch (:
yeah, princess, she gliss, and i'm buying her rick
she don't love me foreal, she just use me for dope
but, i'm a sucker for love, so i let that shit go...
yeah, she let that shit go... now she fucking for coke...
baby-girl is a hoe... in the dark, i'm alone... /:

knife in the club, i'm ice-man on the drugs
she dipping the bag til' her face, it go numb
she tell me she hate me, but she wanna fuck me
shawty like a slut, on the drugs, she's so dumb...
knife in the club, i'm ice-man on the drugs
she dipping the bag til' her face, it go numb
she tell me she hate me, but she wanna fuck me
shawty like a slut, on the drugs, she's so dumb...

she show me her wrist, yeah, princess is slit </3
yeah, she show me her tongue, so i drop her a hit
yeah, i drop her a strip, she the prettiest bitch (:
yeah, princess, she gliss, and i'm buying her rick
she don't love me foreal, she just use me for dope
but, i'm a sucker for love, so i let that shit go...
yeah, she let that shit go... now she fucking for coke...
baby-girl is a hoe... in the dark, i'm alone... /:

written and edited by lightning logan
prod by culmanii
sample from american psycho by bret easton ellis

slit wrist prince$$

piss poor bitch - ARIES

mental - angel number (jolst)

YOU MAKE THIS AFTERLIFE WORTH LIVING

heylog - continue [cover]

prod by icantsleeplol & hvci
mixed and mastered by icantsleeplol & hvci

thank u @hvci for helping me with some of the layers to help my vocals more impactful ♡ 

and ofc w/ @xav0id

(i’m experimenting with my vocals and my voice in general to see what it’s capable of. i don’t wanna be limited to one genre. i wanna push past my comfort zone and explore different sounds with my voice)

enjoy:)

lyrics:

@icantsleeplol -
they asked me to smile
so i did
now i can’t tell when i actually mean it

i learned to read the room too well
picked up their moods, and forgot myself
said the lines they’d rather hear
kept my truth in second gear

they liked me better watered down
so i kept my head and voice low-bound
never asked them what they meant
just played the part and paid the rent

@icantsleeplol w/ @hvci -
they never wanted all of me
just the version they could keep clean
so i edited my every thought
to fit inside the mold they bought

@icantsleeplol -
empty tent, the lights still burn
but no one waits for my return
they loved the laugh, not the cost
they clapped so loud, i got lost

@icantsleeplol w/ @hvci -
empty tent, applause fades quick
left alone with what won't fix
i give and give, then disappear
while no one even shifts their ear

@icantsleeplol -
i swallowed pride and played polite
convinced myself it felt alright
but every nod, every demand
left another thing i couldn't stand

i tried to slow the spinning down
but silence just became more loud
i gave too much and asked too little
and broke apart right down the middle

@icantsleeplol w/ @hvci
they smiled, so i assumed it worked
but underneath, it always hurt
and though i tried to keep it smooth
the pressure cracked the parts i moved
 
@xav0id -
empty tent, still looks the same
but i don’t walk out how i came
they called it charm, called it grace
but missed the tremble in my face

empty tent, the echo's mean
i’m still stuck on what they’ve seen
if this was love, or just a guess
why did i fall apart to impress?

@icantsleeplol w/ @xav0id
i’ve memorized what pleases them
but not what brings me back again
i dance around their fragile moods
and call it kindness as i lose

they say i’m calm, they say i’m nice
but only when i pay the price
and every time i try to breathe
i wonder what they’d let me keep

@xav0id - 
empty tent, lights flicker slow
no one left to tell me “go”
but i still bow, still play it cool
still scared of not fitting the rule

empty tent, just me and air
i gave too much, and no one cared
the quiet hits a little late...
but louder than the love they faked

i’m still here
they just forgot
and that’s the part
that hurts the most

empty tent w/ xav0id & hvci

prod by stezzyxl
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lyrics:

my stomach keeps on turning 
i cannot stop this burning
sensation in my body
its concerning, it’s concerning 
the rain just keeps on pouring
and thunder keeps on roaring
it getting cold this is my final warning
final warning

what else u want from me?
oh god just tell me please
i keep on wondering
why
why
why
why
this always happens to me
my heart is falling asleep
i never get closure i need so just tell me
why 
why
i don’t want nothing to do with you
gather my berrings and my loose screws 
i want a life for me that i can choose 
i don’t want nothing to do with you
gather my berrings and my loose screws 
i want a life for me that i can choose 

loosing my mind in the dead of the night
wishing ur face would get out of my sight
can’t even cry, so i put up a fight
broken again, but i say im alright 
run from the truth just to sit in the lie
couldn’t face facts so i let myself hide
played all the games and i still don’t know why
chasing a ghost that won’t hear my cries
love was a cage and i wanted to fly
clipped my own wings just to stay in ur life
gave u my soul and u left it to die
said that u cared while u twisted the knife
stuck in the dark with no tears to cry
light dosent shine where there’s no will to try 
it getting cold this is my final warning
final warning

what else u want from me?
oh god just tell me please
i keep on wondering
why
why
why
why
this always happens to me
my heart is falling asleep
i never get closure i need so just tell me
why 
why
i don’t want nothing to do with you
gather my berrings and my loose screws 
i want a life for me that i can choose 
i don’t want nothing to do with you
gather my berrings and my loose screws 
i want a life for me that i can choose

BROCKHAMPTON - LAMB

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‡ this is “On My Own” 💕 s/o @pigeonsandplanes for the premiere on this one, read more: http://bit.ly/DarciOnMyOwnP_P 

Produced By: @ranceriley

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Lyrics:
No Rush
You just take your time
Tell me I'm all right
Take me through your mind
Say I'm tryin to fuck
I think that you're right
I still feel a thing when I look you in your eyes

Maybe your my weakness
Or just part of the season
You know I've been speeding
So maybe I just need this
Or maybe I just feel you for no reason
Maybe I just feel you for no reason
(Yeah)

No rush
They say that I'm on a roll
Maybe I just lost control
These nights keep on taking tolls
Find me out here on my own
But I mend up with you home
You keep picking up the bone 
Still I keep colder than stone
Till you blowing up my phone
Keeping with sexual tone
When I wana leave alone
Till you blowing up my phone
Keeping with sexual tone
When I wana leave alone
(Yeah)

They say that I'm on a roll
Maybe I just lost control
These nights keep on taking tolls
Find me out here on my own
You keep blowing up my phone 
Maybe I just lost control
These Nights keep on taking tolls
On my 
On my 
On my own

They say that I'm on a roll
Lost control
These nights keep on taking tolls
Find me out here on my own
You keep blowing up my phone 
Lost control
These Nights keep on taking tolls
On My 
On my 
On my own

No rush
You just take your time
Tell me I'm all right
Take me through your mind
Say I'm tryin to fuck
I think that you're right
I still feel a thing when I look you in your eyes
(Yeah)
They say that I'm on a roll
Maybe I just lost control
These nights keep on taking tolls
Find me out here on my own
But I mend up with you home
You keep picking up the bone 
Still I keep colder than stone

Till you blowing up my phone
On a roll
Maybe I just lost control
These nights keep on taking tolls 
Find me out here on my own
You keep blowing up my phone 
Maybe I just lost control
These nights keep on taking tolls
On my 
On my 
On my own

They say that I'm on a roll
Lost control
These nights keep on taking tolls
Find me out here on my own
You keep blowing up my phone 
Lost control
These nights keep on taking tolls
On my 
On my 
On my own

On My Own

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Darci - On My Own

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Taking all these downers, i don’t feel okay
I really hate the way you be acting strange
fuck myself up with that razor blade 
Yea I Haven’t been the same since 2008

Drugs take me to different place
Opiate on opiate I over take
Popping all these pills almost every day
Now my liver so fucked but I’ll be okay 

You bitch my bitch 
I don’t care what you say 
I been off my face 
Since 2008
She said I need some help 
Well I don’t give a fuck
Cause Snorting up a line of this pure angel dust

Now the doctor gave codeine I got purple in my cup
I’m a kid with a mission,  so I’m gettingfucked up
You bitch she been dissing but I don’t give a fuck 
Yea replace that pussy while I take these drugs 

Taking all these downers, i don’t feel okay
I really hate the way you be acting strange
fuck myself up with that razor blade 
Yea I Haven’t been the same since 2008

why

Stezzyxl