I look back and see how much time has past and I get scared. I lost more than I gained and if I could have done things in my life differently, I would've but who's to say. This collection of songs was born out of that darkness I was in. I lost the first iteration in an old hard drive that kept 12 years worth of work and I had to restart it all. Then after a year of trying to recreate the emotions and feelings that I had initially, there was still a lot missing. I just didn't have the drive, the hunger that I used to. I took a long break and then after another moment, I started again. A few short months and many sleepless nights, we are here.

A long reflection of the person I am today, the pain, the loss, the struggle to keep within the line. This is all I got, and this is all I am ever gonna amount to in the end.

I want to give a huge shout out to several people who helped along the way in the making of this record. To Lauren Wattenberg, the photographer behind all the visuals. This project could not have come to life without your aid and inspiration, love you forever. To DuckTape Orchestra, even though our last phone conversation was brief, you were able to deliver an outstanding part to one of the songs in one day. Thank you for always believing in the process and pushing me to be a better artist. To my family and friends for keeping up with the journey. You all keep supporting my every move and inspire me to reinvent myself through the paths I take. And to you who is reading this, thank you from the bottom of my heart, thank you. You are who this project is for and I am honored to be here delivering it to you.

Thank you for listening.
Bow Standingrock 

Without Form & Void

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