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(lyrics)

You know it's not the truth
It wasn't my fault I lose
The part that kept us as two
You know it's not the truth
But lying felt easier to do
I tore apart what we knew
Just to feel further from you 
You know it's not the truth
I ended up lying to you
I saw what we had
But I still took it from you
You know it's not the truth
I willingly blamed you
It wasn't my fault I lose the part that kept us as two
You know it's not the truth
But lying felt easier to do
I tore apart what we knew
Just to feel further from you 
You know it's not the truth
I ended up lying to you
I saw what we had but I still took it from you
Please just know I am sorry
I don't know who I am
I don't know what I'll be in the future
La la la la la la

who I am

i’d better choose a knife than meet you
i’d rather die young than get too few
i’ve never had a chance to break through
that’s why my dreams never come true
i wish I could hear the doorbell
i’m begging the void for a dispel
all my existence is true hell
please — just help me inhale

i stare at the cracks in the ceiling  
i don’t have any sense of healing  
i guess you don’t want me to stay  
yeah, it’s the only right way
i rot with a voice of silence  
these scars are the price of compliance  
only in my dreams you were so kind  
i guess i lost my mind

i lost my mind

Somthing else

IM GONNA FUCKING KMS I SWEAR TO FUCK I WILL FUCKING DO IT I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE IM SO FUCKING LONELY I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO IM SO ALONE MY FRIENDS GHOSTED ME I HAVE NO ONE MY DAD LEFT AND HAS 3 NEW FUCKASS KIDS AND HATES MY MUSIC AND THE STUFF I DO MY MOM IS POOR AND CANT PAY THE BILLS MY LIFE IS SO FUCKED THE ONLY WAY I CAN EXPRESS MYSELF IS THRU MUSIC PLEASE I NEED FRIENDS I HAVE NONE PLEASE HELP ME

rope (read description)

shotgun.

Never Goodbye

the words i said
that’s why she wants me dead
that’s why she wants me dead
i guess, i guess it makes me mad
this love i had
it has become my grave
it has become my grave
i guess, i guess it’s just my fate

break my bones, cut off my head 
i really think it’s not that bad 
take my heart and tear a part of it, a part of it 
enjoy decay of my rotten parts 
so I belong to fine arts 
i still adore these chains that hold me, that hold me now


now master me, i am your toy
i promise u i won’t avoid
i hate this feeling without u
i wanna be the one u like
i’ll even sharpen my own pike
i want u to finish me off

can’t the sun just explode already

scarby