prod @attc @chewy
additional mels & drums by me

baby i am not ok 
ask me what im doing today x4

im tryna tell a story with-inside of notepad
domo tshirt on me wear it when theres no fad

baby i am not ok i need a therapist
picking up nothing but all these 
empty messages
think about a way to make sure that my 
message sent
put that shit inside a bottle in the ocean
im going thru da motions
while u lazy fuckers sippin purple potion
i wont deal with u bitch 
nah dont even know it
i cant end myself cuz 
thats not how the story's written
aint even religious i just wanna 
stop the killing
ur disgusting if u think that shit is 
fucking thrilling

yeh take back whats mine
take back my mind
get back my life
gotta get back my life uhh
x2

ask me what im doing today
bby i am not ok x4

dont care no more abt ts 
u think o me
i already got the voices 
hindering me
experienced the worst of human beings 
truly sickening
overthink, what kinda person u consider me?

this another fuckin song about bad luck
gotta fix these issues or i'll be a sad fuck
these ops they talking like they need me
keep your mouth shut
this so loud i think it could 
burn your whole house up

moving on prod attic heroine

inspos: pitfall isa michimani sstepteam tomcbumpz c418
1. solo
2. solo
3. solo
4. solo
5. solo
6. solo
7. w/ @1kayro
8. w/ @1kayro
9. solo
10. w/ @gmodravemix
11. w @1kayro @scrambl

clips w/ @kayro @scrambl @og :3333

Out on all platforms!

produced, mixed, & mastered by me
lyrics & vocals by me
big thanks to @tripsoul2 for leveling up the master <3 (this sounded terrible before the help)

(note)
i really suck with my words so this is my attempt at writing something "deep." I made this song cause i've been feeling stuck in life due to my current situation. these lyrics are probably the most personal ive ever written. i hope you all enjoy and if this song resonates with one of you just know you aren't alone, and im glad i was able to provide the feeling that we're both experiencing into something we can enjoy together. there is always a light at the end of the tunnel -julian01 <3

lyrics://
i'll be someone but you dont care, never loved me you never did
living your life and its not fair, didn't know it would go this far.
but you were so right, i cant keep living in the moonlight
(never knew i wanted this)
i'll be alright, but if i keep going then i just might.

dont lie come on just say goodbye
those eyes that i truly despise
dont cry when i never reply
so when i'm gone just try again in july

how can you not remember, things we said in november
its getting cold grab my sweater, cause ill be gone by december
and all those things that we planned, they all fell through the sand
and everything that we had, no they aint coming back.

back, back, back, back
no im not coming back
back, back, back, back
no i dont nave a plan
back, back, back, back
im too scared i cant stand
back, back, back, back
no im not coming back

dont lie come on just say goodbye
those eyes that i truly despise
dont cry when i never reply
so when i'm gone just try again in july

when im gone

what's there to see?
a million trees staring at me
would you believe?
they live for me, unwillingly

the leaves have grown back
don't you see?
flowing in the wind;
such a breeze

harsh to the touch 
you splintered my knees

good things were made to hurt
me



demo I wrote early winter 2024

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featuring @uxiexo, @v2nthan
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uxie & venthan - forfeit (seph)

ill make you see me

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“A Songwriter’s Private Notes” is an intimate R&B collection shaped in the quiet stillness of Kamaria’s bedroom—where every song began as a voice note, a half-written letter, or a confession never meant to say out loud. The EP carries the raw edges of those early moments: soft tape hisses, voicenote snippets, and the unfiltered emotion of ideas captured in real time.
Each track tells the story of a different connection—people once loved, almost loved, or felt something too deep to name. 
Wrapped in chilled, melodic, cloud-like production, this EP is for the deep lovers—the ones who feel everything at once. It drifts between vulnerability and nostalgia, letting listeners step into the small, sacred moments torn from a private journal where these songs first found their shape.

A quiet storm of emotion, written in private, shared in truth.

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Talve ootamine

Lyrics, melody, performing: Aili Avi (21.12.2025)

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stomping plastic