@sxnnai @vailjuggin
art: me, @zzoos, @pitifulrock
leave me behind where i cant go
yea im stuck paralyzed its a scandal
put ur body on top of mine
like u did with him
try my best not to lie but i caved in
i feel like the worst x2
feeling my time ticking
think im gonna burst
or fly like a bird
whatever i want to 
my daddy said that i can dream of what i want to
dream of what i want
you call i dont respond
cuz ive been trying my best 
to think of a response
or a lie to makeup
who knew the devil looked so pretty in makeup
and her parents try to keep us apart
cuz im bad for ur head 
and ur bad for my thoughts 
how can i blame the wind for the mess that it caused
if it was me who opened the door to my heart
but damn it felt nice yea the breeze it felt nice
and damn it felt right
i swear it was right
and i thought i was right
but ive never been so wrong 
so im putting my thoughs in a file with songs
dont care 
and even tho it seems like i dont care 
try my best but it still feel unfair
ik that u thought that i was worthless

leave me behind where i cant go
yea im stuck paralyzed its a scandal
put ur body on top of mine
like u did with him
try my best not to lie but i caved in
i feel like the worst x2
no i cant be fixed x5

Whatusaid @sxnnai @vailjuggin

inspos: pitfall isa michimani sstepteam tomcbumpz c418
1. solo
2. solo
3. solo
4. solo
5. solo
6. solo
7. w/ @1kayro
8. w/ @1kayro
9. solo
10. w/ @gmodravemix
11. w @1kayro @scrambl

clips w/ @kayro @scrambl @og :3333

@46b photo by @zzoos

and i know, that i talk too much
like how im supposed to gaf
ion-ion love nun but funds
ye-yea like ion love nun but dru-
shit not even fun
wake up dont remember nun
i think one thing bout myself and then its changin
she calls my name out for help but i feel hated
bring it up she pushes back im like the plaintiff
she gets her way no matter what why am i complaining?

she gets her way no matter what
damn, no im not okay that's a facade im keepin up
know im wide awake cause i do not sleep enough
cause i stay up everyday thinkin bout what happened 'tween us
she gets her way but i dont wanna say nothing
my lungs turnin gray but its okay i'll keep puffing
tell em im doin great, don't know how long i'll keep bluffin
like my mouth is taped don't know how long i'll keep hush

it takes a while to get used to the solace
sun up to sunset im just surrounded by the silence
hide out in my bed im disheveled wont recognize me
whyd i get upset why am i so worried about the obvious?
obviously one day i'll look back and remember how
how i felt that day when there was nothing to talk about
the day that i realized that it was all gon crumble down
i feel pain everyday cause of that day i heard you out

she gets her way no matter what
damn, no im not okay that's a facade im keepin up
know im wide awake cause i do not sleep enough
cause i stay up everyday thinkin bout what happened 'tween us
she-she gets her way but i dont wanna say nothing
my lungs turnin gray but its okay i'll keep puffing
tell em im doin great, don't know how long i'll keep bluffin
like my mouth is taped don't know how long i'll keep hush

her way prod. edyn

@miskowaanzhe @ki7a

skinny bitch make me sad </3
i get a little pissed off
when i c some 1 pass 2 well
pretty bitch make me mad (#｀-_ゝ-)
she luv toyin wit me
when she wna hit up my cell
sum of these thoughts way 2 damn bad
i might end up in hell   ＞︿＜

hell ,,,
that's fine
fk it
oh well

tell (x2) me what you havent gotten over
i cnt tell dnt leave me 2 infer
smearing my headspace back 2 a blur

i cn't answer....

skinny bitch make me sad :/
i get a little pissed off
when i c some 1 pass 2 well
pretty bitch make me mad (T_T)
she luv toyin wit me
when she wna hit up my cell
sum of these thoughts way 2 damn bad
i might end up in hell （；´д｀）

hell ,,,
that's fine
fk it
oh well

[hell (x2)
cell (x2)]

cross ur heart (○´･д･)ﾉ
n tell me u wnt evr switch
huh? fkn wit u even
when u call me btch
ugh, new prescription
new addiction
uppin it

ugh, ahh ＞﹏＜

open ur mouth
ask how
can't tell how u- nah... (x2)
can't tell how u
feel (x3) tell
feel ⊙.☉

[  uhhhhh idk wtf that means, stfu . ]

skinny bitch make me sad </3
i get a little pissed off
when i c some 1 pass 2 well
pretty bitch make me mad (#｀-_ゝ-)
she luv toyin wit me
when she wna hit up my cell
sum of these thoughts way 2 damn bad
i might end up in hell   ＞︿＜

hell ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
tell ....................

toyin wit me @julia @kita

{updated mix old one was bad}

lofi?? idrk.... i might start dropping consistently ,,, new stuff in the same style as 'u know' soon 

selfprod @3eight9 no samples

i see the real in u
i coulda said anything
but i bit my tongue for u
i coulda been anybody
but i know youd see right through
u said u wanted silence said ur good but thats not true
and i feel it 
please stop making that face (ur making that)
said u wanna talk but u dont show
please stop making that face (ur making that)

yh
said u wanna talk but u dont show (now u act like u dont know) 
yh
said u wanna talk but u dont show (now u act u dont -)


i dont care about those people
u step back and its all uneven 
u said ud stay but u dont mean it (oh-oh)
got ur get back now u tripping
i saw ur waiting, i saw u waiting

and i feel it 
please stop making that face (ur making that)
say u wanna talk but u dont show
please stop making that face 
said u wanna talk

said u wanna talk
y-yh
said u wanna talk

realinYou

wannabe

prod me
@100signs

say what
i dont really want nothing nah
i dont fuck with actors at all
thats why i dont even talk to my mom
They all gonna watch
say what
i dont really want nothing more
said it oh my god
said that once or twice n i meant it
ima fuck up my life im demented Yea

need a light and a ****** yeah
lost my mind dont know whats what
i dont live life on the straight edge yeah
So many chemicals Im fucked 
i dont live a life worth saving 
dont know who i am Im jaded
bitch i felt this way for soooo long
I just didnt fucking know how to say it

say what

what's there to see?
a million trees staring at me
would you believe?
they live for me, unwillingly

the leaves have grown back
don't you see?
flowing in the wind;
such a breeze

harsh to the touch 
you splintered my knees

good things were made to hurt
me



demo I wrote last year

window

I don't mean to cry
it's not like I miss you
it hurts more each day; 
I thought-- I'm pushing through

every time I think it's getting better
I tank right down again,
I thought you'd never
throw it away like you did
and you'd check on me;
ask if "we're" not okay

I know I put out the match
but as I blew it 
I told you that I loved you
and I never even said that I stopped

& you stopped

demo written in march 2025

Over Distances Unknown (DEMO)

A melancholic track with real lyrics and heartfelt vocals. A song built in sorrow.

window

stomping plastic