I'm so free 
And I'm so alive
But
I am so confused
I don't know what to do
When I finally know the truth
Why does it faze me
Cause I couldn't take the pain (and be so shady is the only thing I can hear after this)

And the curse has been lifted
But I feel so different
As if I'm more pure and gifted than I was ever before
For this cannot hurt me anymore 

I want all I want is
I just want to die
why am I alive 
look into my eyes in my eyes 
these people probably need to bring my demise 
these people know the truth but don't accept the truth 
and I feel so high that I just want to fly
escaping with desire 

Yeah yeah yeah 
escaping with desire
and that's why I'm on fire
and new flames so high
escaping with desire
And made a new fire
And made a new fire 
it'll take you higher 
the views of a squire (I'm not sure about this one)
There're so many people I killed 
and I did it for the thrill
and I feel so bad
now so many that I killed
now they can't go back they're just some meat sacks 
decomposing in the dirt 
rotting in the earth
and its cuz of the curse
that the gods gave me
it didn't fix anything

 just made stuff more crazy
now all I can do is just mourn
and I wish I could be reborn 

I wish I just want to die 
why am I alive look into my eyes 
people probably need to bring my demise  
these people know the truth 
but don't accept the truth 
and I feel so high
I want to fly to the sky
escaping what the people desire

LUNA

Born To Die

art by @dinoalienspacepunk and me

pick your head up 
i get too fed up and deal you death 

you don’t do shit but you think you deserve it
didn’t think i could do it but it’s not that fucking hard
i won’t be a fucking star 
thinking of throwing em a card 
if they think i’ll stop i don’t fucking care i’ll stand up
bare skinned you thought that died for the barest little bee 
think i’m in parasite
and y’all can barley see it 
into the grave with it 
i’m in my own message 
put em in the dark 
it’s like pulling them to start 
it’s the big rock heart 
that i’ve met before 
get up i’m fed up 
i guess you make me sick
get up go take yours
before they make me dead

pick your head up (prod. whiskas)

Side A: Slate

stone deluxe - monster

(lyrics)

i fell through the crack 
i fell through the crack
the lie you told me that 
why do you make me sad 
well i had enough of that 
enough of that :/
watching all the things you do
wonder if i could be with you 
watching all the things you do (all the things)
wonder if i could be with you (what it brings)
everyday i’m mad 
i fell through the crack 
i fell through the crack
the lie you told me that 
why do you make me sad 
well i had enough of that 
around and round we go (would you wanna see it, with me)

baby can you find me out here
baby can you find me out here
well i know that you run me out here
well i know that you run me out here
i’m moving slow 
i can fall in love at first sight when you find me with your, way that you carry yourself 
baby can you find me out here
baby can you find me out here

art by @moonluvsluna

enough of that (prod. vahipatsient)

NO PLACE SAFE - W/ JASIAH X GXNER X REJECTEDREYNA (PROD. OGABI + JASIAH + BMG + QURAN + MASONMANSON)

dying to live

DYING TO LIVE (PROD. CL!PPED)

lyrics:
i want death, up in bed
take his head, time too slow
bitch stop chewing on my dick
bitch you spewing out some shit
like that (like shit) like that (like shit)
i got like two phones
tryna talk down and lie but you’re too slow straight in your fucking head
bitch stomping on my bed
i ain’t listen or respond, to the fuck shit that he said
it’s cause I’m blowing up like a bomb mothafucks wanna see me dead
these mothafucks gon’ meet my lead
ten lead shots he gon’ chew
red stop you see through, his fucking face
get out my fucking place
I’m down to fucking fade
sunny day real estate, up on my speakers
yeah even when you ain’t got shit
there’s all these drama seekers
yeah you and you can suck a dick
but bitches I’m the reaper

you’re mine
watching the outer in my spine
i no longer want, to just be alive
I’m now just your human, sacrifice
don’t get the fire started
I’m Mr. My Emotion
society’s abortion, not safe not safe
and i mixed the potion, but that’s okay
gonna feel okay
another gamma ray
touch my skin make a radia-tion
my body manifest sin
the shotty press on his ribs
you choose what you believe in this world
(corner of the eye this world) it’s not that good
i feel like doing better
it’s not that good
a freak like me, me
a freak like me, me
i keep the glick it’s starter pack
down with the splat i solve the day
face spilt out up on your lap
it’s not that good

i fell in love with you babe
but you’re bad for me
stupid love, let it fuck my life
stupid love, let it fuck my life
here, here, maybe bottle would fear
that’s right, baby you’re looking nice
you’re looking nice to me
ride around like a damn tree
ride around like a damn tree
you’re looking nice to me, you’re looking nice to me
ride around like a damn tree
ride around like a damn tree
gutter green wasabi, up next we starving

unmedicated - (prod.l1lroldy/quietkid/barstow)

prod. KAMATAYAN
art by @torture_world

i get away, can’t stay

cannot stand other human fucks
i take my life only way outta here 
i been ok off of shit brain luck
i’m chasing six shots with shit grade beer
cannot stand other human fucks
i been ok off of shit brain luck

i’m chopping you up into pieces 
tell me dude why you still breathing 
stain in his body get leaking 
paranoid i can’t escape 
i’m dragging his body parts down to the lake
give up what you say 
your skull get curb stomped
talking that shit but he built like a bullfrog 
bitch don’t bend uh uh
they acting like some fans uh uh 
sack bigger than santa uh
i pray the death upon you fuckhead
i'm pissed off i see red 
i pray the death upon you fuckhead
i’m on the road get head 
you a filthy enemy, you running up you history 

cannot stand other human fucks
i take my life only way outta here 
i been ok off of shit brain luck
i’m chasing six shots with shit grade beer
cannot stand other human fucks
i been ok off of shit brain luck

SPECIAL K

jacked out no i dont gotta plan blacked out no i dont gotta care strapped down but i dont gotta chair
https://www.instagram.com/skuzgod/
https://www.instagram.com/brxnkx3/

HAVE A CHANCE! w/BROCKSTAR (p. ECKSEM)

Identity Loss

The Young Demigod Decides To Leave Home
Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/departure

I feel like
I'm gonna die
I don't know why
I don't know why
I feel it in my stomach
I feel it in my stooo-
In my spirit
In my eyes
In my third eye
Not a spirit guy
I meditate
In another place
I can't explain
I can't explain
(singing stuff)
I feel like
I'm gonna die
I don't know why
I don't know why
I feel like
I'm gonna die
I don't know why
I don't know why

Unconscious Calling Out (Prod. BRUHMANEGOD)

The other account is full so I had to make another
https://soundcloud.com/stonedlx-archive

stone deluxe - monster

stone deluxe archive II