this is a song that i wrote and i need vocals for it 
here is the first verse of it 

i won't be here for long

unless it's not me baby
fuck me twice tonight

rock my mind all the time allright
allright look forward and never give up 


Funk Messenger 14-06-2024 01-07.wav

Feel, Real
Love like oceans- drowning in the undertow sinking slow
No one ever dives this deep- too make me hopeless

When nobody’s promised tomorrow
Alone in my mind, in my heart 
Hold me close before I OD
It’s me anyway
The shadows came to me again that night 
Said that I might - and I still might
But the stars still scream when I close my eyes
(How do you know that’s how you really feel?)
In your words, love I wasn’t made for love it’s too complicated
But I still might wanna try
How do I know if I’m even real? When I’m surrounded by all this fake
Gave my heart out left it on a tight rope
Cut the rope - guess I’m meant to fall alone
And it’s hopeless
Hopeless
(To be left alone in a hopeless world)

Hopeless (Unmixed Version)

Terryfolds- T. Ledger & Enndubz

My skull’s a room that echos borrow
My ribs a cage where hope lays sorrow
Every breath a ghost I swallow
Still I rise from what felt hollow

Veins in the veil, still pulse tomorrow
I’m alone in a tv screen, just like the 90’s
Time ain’t what it seems and they live in me ‘88, 3, 6, 9 and the 86’d can’t live like this

Closed doors I won’t open no more
Holographic faces in the basement 
I’ll be the first to leave
Finding the keys to me

Real ones will stay til the end
Games over I won’t pretend
I’m all alone where I was before
I’m not playing again

I know the 1st one I can trust
I’ll be my own light
And if I can’t find a heart that gives back
I’ll see it shine through my own hollowed bones and that’s enough for me to leave

Closed doors faze me no more
Stalk my energy
You’re not enough to hold all of me

Either way I’m here to stay and I’ll fight for you here to stay I won’t die for you 

Contrast the darkest night 
Found the back bone to stand up and fight
Every tear built an arch to fly
Breaking chains I’ll claim my skies 
No more echos of doubt and fear
I’ll embrace the love that’s near
Redefine the reason I can fly
This life is mine and I’ll be fine

Real ones will stay til the end
Games over I won’t pretend 
I’m all alone where I was before
I’m not playing again

I know the first one I can trust
I’ll be my own light
And if I can’t find a heart that gives back
I’ll see it shine through my own hollowed bones and that’s enough for me

Hollowed Bones (Unmixed Version)

Hopeless (Mix 1)

lyrics by doc,steff,gracie-v
(dedicated to my amazing wife…)
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all i say
all i do
all i ask
all i choose
i will take 
what i can
good or bad
with broken hands

all i ask 
is more of this
all i want 
is more of you

i can feel the morning come
i can see the world creeping in again

i can hear your waking breath
i can feel your parting words
my heart swells and breaks all at once
to see you go
x
all i say
all i do
all i ask
all i choose
i will take 
when i can
good or bad
with broken hands

i can feel the morning come
i can see the world creeping in again

i can hear your waking breath
i can feel your parting words
my heart swells and breaks all at once
to see you go
x
this bittersweet is something
this bittersweet is something
x
all i say
all i do
all i ask
all i choose
i will take 
what i can
good or bad
with broken hands

i can feel the morning come
i can see the world creeping in again

i can hear your waking breath
i can feel your parting words
my heart swells and breaks all at once
to see you go
x
all i say
all i do
all i ask
all i choose
i will take 
what i can
good or bad
with broken hands

i can feel the morning come
i can see the world creeping in again

i can hear your waking breath
i can feel your parting words
my heart swells and breaks all at once
to see you go

this bittersweet is something
this bittersweet is something
x

“bittersweet”demo

not right now

lyrics by doc,steff, gracie-v
(the music industry is a jungle…)
stan = stalker fanatic
G’s = 1000’s
bush’d = poor without money
drips = stylish clothes
ice = diamonds
york = stare at
jel = jealous
whips = cars
rizz = charismatic
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i wont “stan” for your “G’s”
baby i don’t think so

i don’t want for your “drips”
i’m so cool

i dont “york” on your face
baby i dont think so

i wont hate on your “whips”
baby i’m so chill
x
maybe im slick
maybe im boss
maybe im thick
just trip

maybe im mule
maybe im pig
maybe im bull
so rizz

maybe im slick
maybe im boss
maybe im thick
just trip

maybe im mule
maybe im pig
maybe im bull
so rizz
-
i wont “stan” for your “G’s”
hell i don’t think so

i don’t want for your “drips”
baby i’m so cool

i dont “york” on your “ice”
i dont think so

i dont hate on your “whips”

i’m so chill

jel
my glaze, my shine, my stride
keep
your game, your sham, your pride
jel
my glaze, my shine, my stride
keep
your game, your sham, your pride
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i wont “stan” for your “G’s”
i don’t think so

i don’t want for your “drips”
i’m so cool

i dont “york” on your face
i dont think so

i wont hate on your “whips”
i’m so chill
x
maybe im slick
maybe im boss
maybe im thick
just trip

maybe im mule
maybe im pig
maybe im bull
so rizz

maybe im slick
maybe im boss
maybe im thick
just trip

maybe im mule
maybe im pig
maybe im bull
so rizz
-
i wont “stan” for your “G’s”
hell i don’t think so

i don’t want for your “drips”
i’m so cool

i dont “york” on your “ice”
hell i dont think so

i dont hate on your “whips”
baby i’m so chill

jel
my glaze, my shine, my stride
keep
your game, your sham, your pride
jel
my glaze, my shine, my stride
keep
your game, your sham, your pride
xxxxxxxxxxxx

i wont “stan” for your “G’s”
i don’t think so

i don’t want for your “drips”
i’m so cool

i dont “york” on your face
i dont think so

i wont hate on your “whips”
i’m so chill
x
maybe im slick
maybe im boss
maybe im thick
just trip

maybe im mule
maybe im pig
maybe im bull
so rizz

maybe im slick
maybe im boss
maybe im thick
just trip

maybe im mule
maybe im pig
maybe im bull
so rizz
-
i wont “stan” for your “G’s”
hell i don’t think so

i don’t want for your “drips”
i’m so cool

i dont “york” on your “ice”
 i dont think so

i dont hate on your “whips”
i’m so chill

jel
my glaze, my shine, my stride
keep
your game, your sham, your pride
jel
my glaze, my shine, my stride
keep
your game, your sham, your pride
xxxxxxxxxxxx

“stride” demo

Sipping On Beer House mix

Australia

lyrics by doc,steff,gracie-v
(more is never enough for the decadent)
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lord that’s just a waste of our life
wanting more
that’s so, fucking stupid

lord that’s just a waste of our life
wanting more
that’s so, fucking lame

used up all the luck in our life
running blind
our eyes, stapled shut
used up all the love in our lives
hurting the poor
for the, sake of money

here’s the truth
very few know
more you crave
less that you sow

here’s the truth 
everyone knows
shit is all the same

you should  know
deeper the dive
quicker the drown
faster you die
you should know 
faster the dance
greed is all the rage

lord that’s just a waste of our life
wanting more
thats so, fucking stupid

lord that’s just a waste of our life
wanting more
thats so, fucking lame
-
i can see the wants of our past
starting to creep, nagging
more and more 

i can see scars of our past
starting to burn, dancing
more and more

here’s the truth
very few know
more you crave
less that you sow

here’s the truth 
everyone knows
shit is all the same

you should  know
deeper the dive
quicker the drown
faster you die
you should know 
faster the dance
greed is all the rage

lord it’s just a waste of our life
wanting more
that’s so, fucking stupid

lord it’s just a waste of our life
wanting more
that’s so, fucking lame

you should  know
deeper the glass
quicker the drown
harder the crash
you should know
bigger the slice
shit is all the same

you should  know
deeper the dive
quicker the drown
faster you die
you should know 
never enough
greed is all the rage

lord it’s just a waste of our life,
wanting more
that’s so, fucking stupid
x
x
used up all the luck in our life
running blind
our eyes, stapled shut
used up all the love in our lives
hurting the poor
for the, sake of money

here’s the truth
very few know
more you crave
less that you sow

here’s the truth 
everyone knows
shit is all the same

you should  know
deeper the dive
quicker the drown
faster you die
you should know 
faster the dance
greed is all the rage

lord that’s just a waste of our life
wanting more
thats so, fucking stupid

lord that’s just a waste of our life
wanting more
thats so, fucking lame

i can see the wants of our past
starting to creep, nagging
more and more 

i can see scars of our past
starting to burn, dancing
more and more

here’s the truth
very few know
more you crave
less that you sow

here’s the truth 
everyone knows
shit is all the same

you should  know
deeper the dive
quicker the drown
faster you die
you should know 
faster the dance
greed is all the rage

lord it’s just a waste of our life
wanting more
that’s so, fucking stupid

lord it’s just a waste of our life
wanting more
that’s so, fucking lame

you should  know
the deeper the glass
quicker the drown
harder the crash
you should know
bigger the slice
shit is all the same

you should  know
deeper the dive
quicker the drown
faster you die
you should know 
never enough
greed is all the rage

lord it’s just a waste of our life,
wanting more
that’s so, fucking stupid

lord it’s just a waste of our life
wanting more
that’s so, fucking lame

rage-reloaded

my wife and i are co-writers and singers… i am a physician and she is an analyst. we write music to celebrate our lives, our loves and our dreams for the world and our family. we have lived long enough to have compiled stories of our passions and countless acts of magnificent stupidity😇.
we know enough now… to know that we do not know everything. having said that, we have lots to say and lots to share through our music☺️. 
as an aside… we are none-monetized as we are exceedingly blessed in our lives away from music:) 
our prayer for the world is that everyone should be as blessed as we are:)

our music is transcendent, but gen-x’ers definitely get it:)

update… 
our highly talented and dear friend Gracie-V has joined our passion project as a co-writer and singer. 
We look forward to our trio continuing our musical odyssey for many years to come❤️

thank you for your time and support:) 
we love yall:)

sincerely
doc,steff and gracie-v

“bittersweet”demo

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