My house

lyrics by doc,steff and gracie-v
(based on the poem “spade” by gracie-v)
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i’m so tired of wasting my life
whispers in my head say 
“baby i’m sorry” 
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i’m so tired of cutting my skin
hoping that the pain 
reminds me of you.
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im so bored of wasting my days
knowing that the hi’s will lead to
i’m sorries
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bullshit this
lie bout that
was that me?
sure bout that?
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say my blood was not on your hands
words on the blade say “not fucking sorry”
say my pain was not on your hands
blood on the wall says you’re always here
say my fate was not in your hands
you’re the spade that buried my body
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bullshit this
lie bout that
was that me?
you sure about that?
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i’m so tired of wasting my life
whispers in my head say 
“baby i’m sorry” 
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i’m so tired of cutting my skin
hoping that the pain 
reminds me of you.
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im so bored of wasting my days
knowing that the hi’s will lead to
i’m sorries
-
bullshit this
lie bout that
was that me?
sure bout that?
-
say my blood was not on your hands
words on the blade say “not fucking sorry”
say my pain was not on your hands
blood on the wall says you’re always here
say my fate was not in your hands
you’re the spade that buried my body
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bullshit this
lie bout that
was that me?
you sure about that?
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hey motherfucker
turn your ass around
or i’ll bury your ass here
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hey motherfucker
turn your ass around
or i’ll bury your ass 
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hey motherfucker
turn your ass around
or i’ll bury your ass here
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hey motherfucker
turn your ass around
or i’ll bury your ass
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i’m so tired of wasting my life
whispers in my head say 
“baby i’m sorry” 
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i’m so tired of cutting my skin
hoping that the pain 
reminds me of you.
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im so bored of wasting my days
knowing that the hi’s will lead to
i’m sorries
-
bullshit this
lie bout that
was that me?
sure bout that?
-
say my blood was not on your hands
words on the blade say “not fucking sorry”
say my pain was not on your hands
blood on the wall says you’re always here
say my fate was not in your hands
you’re the spade that buried my body
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bullshit this
lie bout that
was that me?
you sure about that?
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hey motherfucker
turn your ass around
or i’ll bury your ass here!
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hey motherfucker
turn your ass around
or i’ll bury your ass!

"spade" reloaded

lyrics by doc, steff,gracie-v
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words are dime a dozen 
in this place
hurts keeps raining down
every where, bruised my face
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here i am
in this world
that’s oh so cold
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need your touch
here i am 
liquify my soul
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shit show everywhere
in your head, on display
can’t take back betrayals
history made, what you said
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here i am
in this world
that’s oh so cold
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need your touch
here i am 
liquify my soul
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here i am
in this world
that’s oh so cold
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need your touch
here i am 
liquify my soul
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here i am
in this world
that’s oh so cold
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need your touch
here i am 
liquify my soul
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here i am
in this world
that’s oh so cold
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need your touch
here i am 
liquify my soul
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freak show everywhere
punish me, for a chance
broken promises
barreled crabs
pulling down, down, down
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here i am
in this world
that’s oh so cold
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need your touch
here i am 
liquify my soul

here i am
in this world
that’s oh so cold
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need your touch
here i am 
liquify my soul
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"liquify" remix

lyrics by doc, steff, gracie-v
(a survivors story… based on the poem “liquified” by gracie-v)
[A Riot girl is a woman who participates in the Riot Grrrl movement. The movement combined punk music, feminist activism, and a do-it-yourself ethic to challenge sexism and empower women, creating music, zines, and art that expressed rage, frustration, and the complexities of female identity. 
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won’t u care that u stepped on my life
voices riot, flood me with lies
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won’t u care that you’ve ruined my days
glasses shattered, innocence fades
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can’t you see
that i stand for myself
i’m a riot girl
       a riot girl
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won’t you see
that i think for myself
i’m a riot girl
       a riot girl
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can’t you see
that i stand for my life
i’m a riot girl
       a riot girl
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won’t you see
that i speak for my life
i’m a riot girl
       a riot girl
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bruises leading, back to my face
bruises telling, the story bout us
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bruises leading, right back to my arms
sanctified? sacrificed?
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can’t you see
that i stand for myself
i’m a riot girl
       a riot girl
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won’t you see
that i think for myself
i’m a riot girl
       a riot girl
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can’t you see
that i stand for my life
i’m a riot girl
       a riot girl
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won’t you see
that i speak for my life
i’m a riot girl
       a riot girl
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rewrite my history, rewrite my stars
sanctified, sacrificed
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rewrite my ego
rewrite my scars
owning my schisms
rewrite my falls
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can’t you see
that i stand for myself
i’m a riot girl
       a riot girl
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won’t you see
that i think for myself
i’m a riot girl
       a riot girl
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can’t you see
that i stand for my life
i’m a riot girl
       a riot girl
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won’t you see
that i speak for my life
i’m a riot girl
       a riot girl

"RIOT GIRL" demo

Peter cook and Dudley Moore look they up if you like this song 😂

Know it all cunts

lyrics by doc,steff,gracie-v
“dedicated to anyone worth waiting for”
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hey there now
finally home tonite
felt like a long time 
waiting here for you
waited for you

hey there now
my person’s home tonite
felt like a long time 
waiting here for you
waited for you

hey there now
glad you’re finally home
feels like a long time 
waiting here for you
waited for you

i remember [that time], “surprise” made you cry
i remember the smile in your eyes

nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
we kissed in front of strangers
nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
we felt so fine
nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
as long as were together
more than enough for me

nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
we sang in front of strangers
nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
we felt so fine
nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
as long as were together
more than enough for me

i waited for you
i waited for you

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hey there now
finally home tonite
felt like a long time 
waiting here for you
waited for you

hey there now
my person’s home tonite
felt like a long time 
waiting here for you
waited for you

hey there now
glad you’re finally home
feels like a long time 
waiting here for you
waited for you

i remember [that time], “surprise” made you cry
i remember the smile in your eyes

nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
we kissed in front of strangers
nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
we felt so fine
nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
as long as were together
more than enough for me
nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
we sang in front of strangers
nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
we felt so fine
nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
as long as were together
more than enough for me

i waited for you
i waited for you
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nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
we sing in front of strangers
nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
we feel so fine
nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
as long as were together
more than enough for me

nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
we sing in front of strangers
nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
we feel so fine
nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
as long as were together
more than enough for me

"that time" remix

🎵 Get ready to embrace the sun with "Summertime," an exhilarating album by Jackson Frost that encapsulates the essence of carefree days and warm nights. With a delightful mix of upbeat tracks and smooth grooves, this collection is perfect for beach parties, road trips, or simply lounging by the pool. Each song radiates positivity and joy, inviting listeners to unwind and celebrate the vibrant spirit of summer. Let the warmth of "Summertime" envelop you. Enjoy! 🌻

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👉 VIDEO VERSION: https://youtu.be/-W0CGLHoTDk

You can use this track for FREE on Youtube, TikTok, Instagram etc. 🔥

🔥 Use track on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/reels/audio/666109259149243

About release:

ALBUM name: Summertime
Tracks:
01. Jackson Frost - Summertime: https://soundcloud.com/jacksonfrostmusic/summertime
02. Jackson Frost - Summer Memories: https://soundcloud.com/jacksonfrostmusic/summer-memories
03. Jackson Frost - Summer Party: https://soundcloud.com/jacksonfrostmusic/summer-party
04. Jackson Frost - Summer Progressive House: https://soundcloud.com/jacksonfrostmusic/summer-progressive-house
05. Jackson Frost - Summer EDM: https://soundcloud.com/jacksonfrostmusic/summer-edm
06. Jackson Frost - Summer Hit: https://soundcloud.com/jacksonfrostmusic/summer-hit
07. Jackson Frost - Summer Motivate: https://soundcloud.com/jacksonfrostmusic/summer-motivate
08. Jackson Frost - Summer Pop Dance: https://soundcloud.com/jacksonfrostmusic/summer-pop-dance
09. Jackson Frost - Shake It: https://soundcloud.com/jacksonfrostmusic/shake-it
10. Jackson Frost - Summer Progressive Party: https://soundcloud.com/jacksonfrostmusic/summer-progressive-party
11. Jackson Frost - Progressive House Summer: https://soundcloud.com/jacksonfrostmusic/progressive-house-summer
12. Jackson Frost - Dancing Summer Party: https://soundcloud.com/jacksonfrostmusic/dancing-summer-party
Artist name: Jackson Frost
Composer: Yevgen Morozov
PRO BMI IPI: 00856281806

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Summertime

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Jackson Frost - Summertime [FREE DOWNLOAD]

lyrics by doc, steff, gracie-v
(based on the poem “dress” by gracie-v)
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“the white lady” can be interpreted as a warning or omen of impending disaster, a manifestation of enduring sorrow, and an embodiment of feminine tragedy and unfulfilled potential.
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strange attractor;
an equation or fractal set representing a complex pattern of behavior in a chaotic system.
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i dont really care
for your “he said, she said”
i dont wanna fuck you
anymore
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i dont really care 
for your “sure it was me babe?” 
i dont want your  bullshit
anymore
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i dont wanna know
what’s broken inside you
i don’t wanna feel you
anymore
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no one ever wants, 
to see you in a white dress
no one really wants you,
anymore
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i don’t ever want,
to hold you in a white dress,
i don’t dream of you,
anymore
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no one ever wants, 
to see you in a white dress
no one really wants you,
anymore
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you’re the “white lady”
you’re the hypocrite
you’re the bad girl
covered me in spit
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you’re the strange attractor
you’re my misery
you’re the bedfellow
everyone can see
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i’m not interested
by salacious facts yeah
i dont really care for you
anymore
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no one ever wants, 
to see you in a white dress
no one really wants you,
anymore
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i don’t ever want, 
to see you in a white dress,
i don’t dream of you,
anymore
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no one ever wants, 
to see you in a white dress
no one really wants you,
anymore
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i don’t ever want, 
to see you in a white dress,
i don’t dream of you,
anymore
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you’re the “white lady”
you’re a fucking ghost
you’re my misery
pain from least to most
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i dont really care
for your “he said, she said”
i dont wanna hear you
anymore
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i dont really care 
for your “better off dead” shit
i dont really care
anymore
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no one ever wants, 
to see you in a white dress
no one really wants you,
anymore
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i don’t ever want, 
to see you in a white dress,
i don’t dream of you,
anymore
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no one ever wants, 
to see you in a white dress
no one really wants you,
anymore
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i don’t ever want, 
to see you in a white dress,
i don’t dream of you,
anymore

"white dress" demo

“circus mirror”by doc,steff,gracie-v
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still i wonder
how my story goes
committed to nothing
got what i sowed
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up in the morning 
till the middle of night
circus mirror says
alone in my life
hoping for salvation 
in the city of lights
my cards spell out loser
hey…thats the way it goes
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oh 
im not going anywhere this time
oh
i finally found my place in this life
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still i wondered
how my story goes
committed to something
got what i sowed
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up in the morning 
till the middle of night
my circus mirror says
i matter in this life
hoped for salvation 
in your beautiful smile
my cards spell out hope
hey…thats the way it goes
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oh 
im not going anywhere this time
oh
i finally found my place in this life
oh 
 i’m not going anywhere this time
oh
i finally found my place at your side
oh 
im not going anywhere this time
oh
i finally found my place in this life
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still i wonder
how my story goes
open to everything
got what i yearned
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up in the morning 
till the middle of night
circus mirror says
living my best life
finally found salvation 
in your welcoming arms
my cards spell out love
hey…thats the way it goes
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oh 
im not going anywhere this time
oh
i finally found my place in this life
oh 
 i’m not going anywhere this time
oh
i finally found my place at your side
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"circus mirror" re-loaded

lyrics by doc, steff, gracie-v
(based on the poem “maimed” by gracie-v)
[shoutout to steff and gracie for pulling this track through]
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maimed
that’s right 
ready to go
ready to be
ready to grow

maimed
that’s right
ready to fly
no more  “i’m sorries”
no more  “i’ll try”

maimed
thats right
ready to go
ready to see
ready to own

maimed
thats right
ready to fly
no more i’m sorries, no more trying
anymore

My voice is trapped beneath the dirt,
afraid of the pain
my eyes are gales, they’re pouring out,
i’m  holding the pain.

too long I’ve bent until I broke, i gagged on the words
too long I wasted precious time, i had no recourse

fed the fire, fanned the flame,
laugh or cry it’s all the same

shed desire, fanned the shame,
now all I am is torn and maimed.

maimed
that’s right 
ready to go
ready to be
ready to grow

maimed
that’s right
ready to fly
no more  “i might”
no more  “i’ll try”

maimed
thats right
ready to go
ready to see
ready to own

maimed
thats right
ready to fly
no more i’m sorries, no more trying
anymore

My voice is trapped beneath the dirt,
afraid of the pain
my eyes are gales, they’re pouring out,
i’m  holding the pain.

too long I’ve bent until I broke, i gagged on the words
too long I wasted precious time, i had no recourse

fed the fire, fanned the flame,
laugh or cry it’s all the same

shed desire, fanned the shame,
now all I am is torn and maimed.

maimed
that’s right 
i’m ready to go
ready to be
ready to grow

maimed
that’s right
ready to fly
no more  “i might”
no more  “i’ll try”

maimed
thats right
ready to go
ready to see
ready to own

maimed
thats right
ready to fly
no more i’m sorries, no more trying
anymore

i know, that you think, that i’ll say,
that  i’m sorry
i know, that you think, that you got,
me where you want me

maimed
that’s right 
i’m ready to go
ready to be
ready to grow

maimed
that’s right
ready to fly
no more  “i might”
no more  “i’ll try”

maimed
thats right
ready to go
ready to see
ready to own

maimed
thats right
ready to fly
no more i’m sorries, no more trying
anymore

i know, that you think, that i’ll say,
that  i’m sorry
i know, that you think, that you got,
me where you want me

i know, that you think, that i’ll say,
that  i’m sorry
i know, that you think, that you got,
me where you want me

"maimed" re-load version

my wife and i are co-writers and singers… i am a physician and she is an analyst. we write music to celebrate our lives, our loves and our dreams for the world and our family. we have lived long enough to have compiled stories of our passions and countless acts of magnificent stupidity😇.
we know enough now… to know that we do not know everything. having said that, we have lots to say and lots to share through our music☺️. 
as an aside… we are none-monetized as we are exceedingly blessed in our lives away from music:) 
our prayer for the world is that everyone should be as blessed as we are:)

our music is transcendent, but gen-x’ers definitely get it:)

update… 
our highly talented and dear friend Gracie-V has joined our passion project as a co-writer and singer. 
We look forward to our trio continuing our musical odyssey for many years to come❤️

thank you for your time and support:) 
we love yall:)

sincerely
doc,steff and gracie-v

"maimed" re-load version

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