Name: strawberry chapstick by calamityjune in Hopefully not deleted
Duration: 3 min 8 s
Description: HUGE thank you to max @maxsdemos for the absolutely INCREDIBLE production of this song, shy and halloween!!! i couldn’t have done all of this without you!!!🥹❤️❤️❤️

i can't believe i'm only finding this now. i love this

Perfect recording and so cool song !  Really beautiful  💗👍🎶🙂

Very interesting production in here. Sweet vocals!

will you be back on Spotify? 😭 i love all of your songs and one of my playlists with “your songs only” is empty now

Hopefully not deleted

cover by eve and the amazing and crazy talented @maxsdemos !! this was so fun to make, hope you like it! <3

everything has changed (cover by max and eve)

Lyrics:

We could sit outside and people watch
Or talk till three or four  
We could deal playing cards inside your house 
Or walk along the shore  
I’m living in the darker days
I miss the way it was before 
I just want to spend the day with you
I just wish for one day more 

I remember as a little boy
You were my closest friend
You'd tell me stories i'd already heard
Ones i'd die to hear again
Now I cry each time I read your books
And I know mom does it, too
I know you’d want me to move on, 
But I can’t help missing you

Tear filled eyes under gray skies
You won't be with us anymore
How am i supposed to say goodbye
Hhen i've known a love like yours
Remember how you took my hand
How we walked along the shore
That was my last day ever spent with you
I just wish for one day more

That was the best day ever spent with you
I never could have asked for more

walk

this is a song that i wrote about a year ago, sung by my amazing best friend avery and i. it is about summer love, and for all my folklore fans i hope you get the betty references;) i hope you like it!! thanks for doing this with me ave, i love you!!! <3 ps, go follow @averyspring

lyrics:

Verse:
Daydreams at midnight 
Green afternoons
Paint me a portrait  
And I’ll play a tune 
I wear your sweater  
You wear my ring
I still turn rose-y
When you smile at me  
   
Chorus: 
Take me to the garden
Like Betty and James
Climb the tree in your backyard
And dance by the lake
In my Mary Janes
It’s dreamy in the garden 
Those dazzling days
In the summery aura
You said to me
This is felicity
Felicity


Verse:
tea in the orchard
empresses sway 
face like a ruby
when I call your name

Gingerly handhold
Kiss after dark
Echoing wishes
And claiming of hearts

Ooooh

Chorus:
Take me to the garden
Like Betty and James
Feel you’re ivory skin
And the way that we dance to the violin
It’s dreamy in the garden 
Those dazzling days
In the summery aura
You said to me
This is felicity
Felicity



Bridge: 


End:
Take me to the garden
Like Betty and James
Climb the tree in your backyard
And dance by the lake
In my Mary Janes
It’s dreamy in the garden 
Those dazzling days
In the summery aura
You said to me
This is felicity
Felicity

felicity

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i feel it in the air
i think it's everywhere today
this moment we're alone

i hope you find your home tonight
you say you're wrong, but I'm not right
i see him in the sky, it's bright
look up now, open your eyes
it's cupid in the light

the light
in the light
it's cupid
cupid
it's cupid in the light

monastery!
where are you?
who am I these days?
will you please forgive me?
i constantly look at other things
and it's not healthy
for my mind
or my brain
or my heart
it's wealthy
just leave me here
just leave me here to rot and die

to rot and die
to rot and die
i'd rather fly away to another life

"animal pack."

all by me, inside and out.
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cupid!

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FLOATING BLUE

wrote this about looking into the mirror and seeing somebody so different its a literal monster

you monster
undercover
you’re so weak
you just can’t stop

these waters
i’m going under
before me
you stand too tall

im six feet down
about to sink deeper
i’m gonna drown

im Under the surface
Wondering if this is worth it
Try to swim from the danger
But somebody threw the anchor

and i’m sinking
deeper than deep ends

this feeling
it’s too familiar
it’s empty
but it’s my friend

a sweet thing
but it’s bitter
you’re the beast
inside my head

ten feet down
about to sink deeper
you’re gonna drown
me you creature

im Under the surface
Wondering if this is worth it
Try to swim from the danger
But somebody threw the anchor

i See my reflection
When i look your direction
find you’re not just a stranger
it’s me, i threw the anchor

and im sinking

this dagger
between my fingers
will shatter
this very mirror

and this dagger
will kill you creature
i’ll end you
right now and right here

if you don’t drown
my only ounce of hope
cause now i know

you are me
and im you
and we are one thing
but i dont wanna be you

See my reflection
When i look your direction
try to swim out this chamber
but somebody threw the anchor

i threw the anchor
we threw the anchor
you threw the anchor
and now i’m sinking

the anchor

HUGE thank you to max @maxsdemos for the absolutely INCREDIBLE production of this song, shy and halloween!!! i couldn’t have done all of this without you!!!🥹❤️❤️❤️

strawberry chapstick

oh, there is a lost year
somewhere between you and i
you smell like a garden
i want to be twisted in your vines

i just want to feel you
running around my pavement
ooh, tell me i’m your favorite
minor inconvenience
and i’ll return the feeling

just grow
and i would crack to marry your devotion
interwoven
we could be the garden and the pavement

you gave me a flower
bright red and pink, but i got you stepped on
enter infestation
the doubt that I think i’m not what you want

but i want to feel you
running around my pavement
ooh, tell me i’m your favorite
minor inconvenience
and i’ll return the feeling

just grow
and i would crack to marry your devotion
interwoven
we could be the garden and the pavement

cracks and petals cut were bound to come
when we were never meant to love
but that doesn’t mean we can’t break rules
this is filthy love but it’s golden and
the whole world needs to know it
but i dont like convincing you

the garden & the pavement DEMO

fourth of july (sufjan stevens cover)

the awkward sexy anthem we've been waiting for

rugburn

i don’t really know why
my biggest fear was working a 9 to 5
when our love was gasping for air
i dont really know why
i’m standing here on my birthday night
and you’re standing over there

i gotta take time
put in the work
and i don’t really know if it’s sposed to hurt
but i hope you’ll love me still

i waste time
trying to feel
the love and all the wounds i’m trying to heal
but i know you’ll love me still

and love you i will
i’ll still love you still

i don’t really know why
my biggest fear was running out of time
when our love was dying in my arms
i dont really know why
it’s torture forcing myself to watch you cry
knowing i did the harm

and babe there’s no amount of “sorry”
to fix the wreck i made
and there’s no amount of apologizing
oh, i gotta take

take time
put in the work
and i don’t really know if it’s s’posed to hurt
but i hope you’ll love me still

i waste time
trying to feel
the love and all the wounds i’m trying to heal
but i know you’ll love me still

and love you i will
i’ll still love you still

i waste time
trying to feel
the love and all the wounds i’m trying to heal
but i know you’ll still love me still

lets still love us still (demo)

i probably stole these melodies from somewhere

tell me you’re listening
i keep you in foremost front parts of my mind
last night was different
you should promise the first time was the last time

you do things in the moment
when you don’t know if you mean them
when i let down my defenses
pull you out of the deep end
the breaking starts

down at the skatepark
kickflippin under over my heart
kickflippin under over twisting turning burning breaking my heart
that’s where it starts

sat on memorial benches in homestead
you joke that you’ll leave one for us when we’re both dead
and gone, ashes in homes
the spark on the fuse grew alongside your nose

and i know that’s impossible
so i'll be responsible and
take half the blame, i'll play your game
if you take back your bench, i’ll try not to miss

comfortable silence
the biggest smiles after a kiss
kickflippin sleeping over kissing learning hurting like little kids
i’ll try not to miss

oh why’d you do things in the moment
when you had what you called perfect
now i don’t know if you meant it
now i’m the one in the deep end
you broke my heart

down at the skatepark
kickflippin under over my heart
kickflippin under over twisting turning burning breaking my heart
can’t we restart

strawberry chapstick

calamityjune

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