loaded... (p. shinju)

prod by @tgwog
dis song mean so much to me 

lyrics :) -

honestly I dont know what the future has in store for me 
I keep my head down low, countin moneys jus a sport to me 
I could never trust someone again put that on more than me 
I ain't got the family and honestly that's fine with me 

how you can expect me to grow I'm barely even alive
you take everything from me inside
no i can tell the rage won't subside 
you all just left me to die 

at the end of the day I'll get thru it 
if it weren't my girl id be ruined 
if not dead 
so I'll keep these lil secrets and the shit that u did.... till the death of me

death of me

insta <3

death of me (tgwog)

so fake! w/ benXO (prod. fantom)

i got high, i made this song
prod: @f3arme // @kggn // @176s
art by @//destructionmanual on ig

lyrics:
she ask can i slide?
right now
fuck no im too high i dont go
im scared high i been smoking all night
locked up in my room at night and i dont wanna drive
fucking up my voice since 12 im a dumbass
prolly why my voice sound weird im a scumbag
i dont wanna think right now im not gon call back
she said that she miss me imma prolly dub that
no!
i wont fold 
i got a emo white bitch she might choke
but i had to dub that
i just got my lungs back
sipping on some wock and i cant ever get my health back 
matter fact fuck that
i just got my check in 
i just fucked her bestfriend
movie/moving like im x-men
she said that im toxic but i think thats bullshit
walk round with a full clip i just skip the bullshit
i dont go to parties i just skip the bullshit
they said im invited but i wouldnt do it 
cause i got some more shit that i gotta do
smoking in my room 
fucking ur bitch too
walking round town with my mf dragon
i just got this new bitch but she always draggin
i think i need some new shit cause this song is draggin 
dont u think its draggin?
yeah i think its draggin
so i gotta cut it

scared high (feardorian + waifu + kuru)

2 much (lil biscuit)

Dying All Week (ig @smokingstogies) (prod love matt)

prod. asecoamy
mix master art: kissherguts  :*

(limits that i set aside
 maybe we just need to make up
 touching where the pain resides
 baby i dont wanna wake up
 sleeping in is crowding up my head space
 take another hit 
 hint of bad taste)
waking up is tough on the week days!

maybe im to blame
maybe im the waste
grab me by the waist
tell me its okay
a thousand different ways
i always contemplate
i think of awful things
i was jus blowing steam

tracking down the arguments
in which i find the hesitation
limits that i set aside
maybe we just need to make up
touching where the pain resides
baby i dont wanna wake up

crowding up my head space
take another hit 
hint of bad taste
waking up is tough on the week days!
maybe im to blame
maybe im the waste
grab me by the waist
tell me its okay
a thousand different ways
i always contemplate
i think of awful things

scared high (feardorian + waifu + kuru)

subsad