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80170V3U

Pyramid of a menace

Songs to cut myself to

glaive mood

glaive mood2

orange

if im a newgen lil bitch u a ps1!!!!
thank u dltzk
shoutout funeral shotout blxty thats my 4L @funeral @blxty
EP soon..........

newgen w/ funeral + blxty (jane remover)

ty so much @sanriorose
art by @n9kki on instagram

only acted nice to me cause u missed it
oh girl get lost oh u tried it
look at u now hurt bring that topic
try to talk down on me so toxic 
u only went to him cause he was nice "such a factor"
ive been laughing at the bank screaming "actor"
u tell me to be happy like whats the matter
i dont trust anyone spitting flatter

ACT_OR w/ dolly (prod. dolly)

fun song :D

lyrics
i need to take a minute to understand it
you're living in my fucking head and i can't fucking stand it
i never got to think ahead, so i can't fucking plan it
i let the bullet meet my head, i'm dealing with the damage

i don't wanna go
put your face down in the snow
in the white girl, in the coke
and the white pearls, where it's cold

do we got a problem, lets solve it now
thinking, contemplating, as i walk around
iching for the silence, don't make a sound
i don't wanna be here, put me in the ground
 
oh did you say that you're upset
about something that you think i said
well it's nothing, just give it a rest
if it's something i just think it's best

if we just settle down, let's quiet down
when i'm around, i'm not around
i'm hiding here, i like it here
it's not as fun, when there's lack of fear

i don't wanna be here

spotify :D

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KolZJ7TPfFY
ss03
prod me
song with @1glaive : _)
lyrics:
---what was the last thing you said?
i took like over a year to get you out my head
and now i can’t sleep 
thinking bout everything and all the things we did
and i don’t think i miss you
i don’t miss the shit that we been through
but now i’m stuck with this
try not to reminisce 
or i think i’ll start to miss you

i don’t know how to explain it
a year of racking my brain and i hated it 
it’s like i’m holding onto something that you never did
it’s like i’ll never have something just like we did
it’s like i’ll never hold hands with someone again
it’s like i’ll never introduce them to my friends
i guess it’s the end 

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
i get tossed up and used then thrown away like some old shoes
like fucking look at you 
i think that you’re right i’m not the person that i used to be
i can’t even hide that fact that this was all because of me
i made my mistakes i let my head get straight to jealousy 
all cause i thought i'd be the only one u  ever see
but you have to remind me 
you have to remind me
cause i know you said something
something with meaning
it was as i was leaving i could’ve been dreaming
you have to remind me remind me of one thing

what was the last thing you said?
i swear i didn’t mean to leave you on read
but now it’s morning
everyone’s sleeping 
and i can’t decide if i should get out of bed
like i don’t wanna miss you 
i don’t miss the shit that we been through 
but now i’m stuck with this 
try not to reminisce or i think i’ll start to miss you
it seems like everyday i look at the pictures
a couple years of my life in a camera roll 
i’m thinking maybe i really miss it
reliving memories as i start to scroll
it feels like lately i’ve been stuck and i can’t reach my goals 
and i can’t get myself out ive been stuck in a hole
i’m really starting to believe it’s the end

GLAIVE:
dude that this point it doesn’t even matter like fuck

every time they talk about us they say we went hollywood but 
if there ever was a spot to take i think they probably would cause 
every single zoloft that i take don’t do me any good but 
black hair black nails she thinks she’s misunderstood but
she don’t know me like she think she does
and i’ll be lying if said i gave a single fuck
and then you push me down and then you pick me up i’m like
one fight away from getting tired and giving up

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
but after all that was said i don’t regret that i knew you

what was the last thing u said w/ glaive

prod me + @luvlxckdown

cant we just talk abt this?
ik my sorry's overused :/
sometimes i start to doubt us
cant we just use a word or two?

she wna fight all night n waste my time
y shld i sit back for all my life? 
she wna see my eyes for one last night
y shld i sit back pretend it's fine?

so dont cry
tell me it's alright
i taste it all on ur tongue
point to my head with loaded gun
don't text or call back
ik u want that
i taste it all on ur tongue
on ur tongue
sit back pretend it's fine now :/

taste of melancholy

I was really torn between what 2 make the cover

spotify link<3

humnos (arey)

sad song i made last summer because i was in pain lol.

butterflies [2020]

admire x mau

Produced by Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
You called me last night I didn’t answer as usual
I’ve been up I’ve been down it’s just like usual
For a few days I’m feeling a good seven out of ten
Cause I ignored school now my grades falling down the alphabet
Tryna be consistant with everything at once
But when I do something good I mess something else up
Only got a year left waiting for everything to change
But a year feels like forever when everything feels the same

It’s always so dark (everything feels the same)
I messed it all up (it feels the same)
It’s always so dark I messed it all up I messed it all up (everything feels the same)
It’s always so dark (It’s always so dark)
I messed it all up (I messed it all up)
It’s always so dark I messed it all up I messed it all up 

Pack up my things and put my effort where it’s better placed
I’m never content I always wish I had a better face
Wish I had some better friends
One day imma move away and I won’t be the quiet one
Why am I so paranoid
Feel like they watching me
But at the same time
I want the world to see
I’m so much more than this
I’m using what I have
I’m doing what I can but I can build much better things

And it’s always so dark, it’s always so dark, it’s always so dark
I messed it all up, I messed it all up, I messed it all up, I messed it all up
It’s always so dark, it’s always so dark, it’s always so dark, it’s always so dark
Yeah I messed it all up, I messed it all up, I messed it all up, I messed it all up

You called me last night I didn’t answer as usual
I’ve been up I’ve been down it’s just like usual
For a few days I’m feeling a good seven out of ten
Cause I ignored school now my grades falling down the alphabet
Tryna be consistant with everything at once
But when I do something good I mess something else up
Only got a year left waiting for everything to change
But a year feels like forever when everything feels the same

It’s always so dark (everything feels the same)
I messed it all up (it feels the same)
It’s always so dark I messed it all up I messed it all up (everything feels the same)
It’s always so dark (It’s always so dark)
I messed it all up (I messed it all up)
It’s always so dark I messed it all up I messed it all up

spotify

Alphabet

your touch (prod. wintertears x northeast lights)

with https://soundcloud.com/rouri404 prod https://soundcloud.com/prod-plxce

lyrics :)

I've been wasting a lot of time, but I'm alright
I've been running 'round in cricles, tryna catch my mind
And I can't move on, I swear I tried
And I can not see past my own eyes

I know I talk way too much
My friends tell me I'm fucking up
I know I'm thinking way too much
Can't hear what you say, I'm breaking up

I know I talk way too much
My friends tell me I'm fucking up
I know I'm thinking way too much
Can't hear what you say, I'm breaking up

Empty hallways 
Running, and you fall at night 
Catching up, Know I’m always by your side
In the mirror my reflection never bats an eye
Bloody Mary, Bloody Mary, boutta turn out the lights 
There is something in this house, and I know it’s not right
There is someone in the backseat of my ride
Hearing whispers in the attic
Cold hands on my back, sending shivers down my spine

I know I talk way too much
My friends tell me I'm fucking up
I know I'm thinking way too much
Can't hear what you say, I'm breaking up

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too much w/ rouri404 (plxce)

Nothing bad is nothing gained

official video

im just a ghost in their eyes
out of mind out of sight
eat your words you hide behind
a fucking screen at night
and im so sick and tired
of this misfortune
its torment and thats the reason why

im not gonna sit in this emotional rut
waste away i spend everyday feeling just like a mutt
alone and sick and tired of you breaking my trust
when will it get easier i didnt get the memo

and i turn my back on the ones who talk down
im up now they really wish they had what i have
simple but they dont ever grasp it
im sick of the bullshit

torment (p. arey)

happy ever after

i deleted the ep this song was about 
prod me :

(lyrics)
can you imagine what it’s like to make art 
but you don’t like what you make
can you imagine what it’s like to make art 
but you don’t like what you make
no you don't like what you make

ever since i met you i hope i don’t forget you
i’ll change my fucking life if it means you’ll stay the night
every song i make is an attempt to make you mine
every song i make is an attempt to change your mind x2

drill some inspiration
in my heart im losing patience 
everyday i write a song
but my voice sings it wrong x2

what’s the point of making songs
if my friends never sing along 
and girlfriend gets mad at me
dont think of this as tragedy
and i can’t really promise you I’ll be right here forever
my heart is in your sweater
i promise it gets better

what its like to make art

(update: after a long and hard decision, i have decided that it is not christmas)

THE CHRISTMAS SONG OF THE SUMMER

santa clause got me chrome hearts

lyrics;

(endie)
watching the rain turn to snow as the weather gets cold
know i look better than u when im wearing my coat
and anxiety attacks like its 2007 sitting on santas lap
and i know it wont get better than this so
honey just blow me a kiss <3

it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all

sleigh bells inducing my trauma
last time i heard them i fell down the stairs
know i wont help with ur problems
cause i have some of my own 
they cant help but stare

(bixby)
watch how the snow falls
isnt it wonderful
santa clause got me chrome hearts
so sit back get comfortable
now i cant see the lights
and im tired of fights
take me back give me all of my time
cause its not christmas 
its not christmas

(endie)
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all

tell me u hate me then tell me u love me
but the next day ur gonna switch
all i know
how i know
how i know 

(endie & bixby)
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
isnt it wonderful santa clause got me chrome hearts
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
isnt it wonderful
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all

mmmmm
mmmmmmm
mmmmmm
mmmm
mmmmmmm
mmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

why doesn't it feel like christmas w/ bixby

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Aman Gil Feat. Kasato - Im Drowning In Money And Sorrow (prod. Aura  Izzy)

GENJUTSU - ZXC

SHOUT OUT RYHMEZONE, SHOUT OUT x8

All songs on VVRED will have 2 versions, a Spotify Version and a SoundCloud Version. This is the first song to have a SoundCloud Version and only more to come

Spotify Version

I GOT BARss [prod. x8] (SOUNDCLOUD EXCLUSIVE)

physs

pretending

heather

mental anguish

naturale

(@prodnomu)
stay safe luv u all <3

video on astari: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xysH0udOXdc

//
U look pretty in that dress
U look pretty in that
dress(16)

Okay i take it back
Everything i said
Eveyrthing i did
You dont understand
Thats not what i meant
U done made me sad
i Didnt give a shit 
Yea
yea

Im just jealous how u make it look so effortless
make s it hard for me to try to make an effort yea
when i try,  u end up always doing better yea
But when i'm insecure i think about the better days 

 
But now i look right in the mirror and I see what ive become
And im not very happy with myself I wanna run 
Away from all the things that make me feel like im someone
Ive tried so many time to make it right but now im done

IM A QUIET PERSON BUT IM SCREAMING  IN THE DARK
AND NO ONE FUCKING HEARS ME CUZ I MUTE MYSELF A LOT
I TRY TO KEEP IT SILENT IN THE DAY BUT DAM  ITS HARD
AND YESTERDAY I SCREAMED SO FUCKING LOUDLY IN THE CAR 

And even though Im better than before I still feel worthless
Ive tried so many times to make it right and make it perfect
And after all this time ive figured that its just not worth it
Go and lock the doors so i can hide behind my curtains

dress

spotify <3

prod me inspired by @enaturalist

i like being alone, idk whyyy
but now ur here and its 
(x2)
too late already got too much on my plate
Need attention nothin that i do is worth a mention 
and i kno i got my way but im still bitter :/
and i woke up and my face covered in glittr 

i swear im done with this shi i swear
yea ive always been judged 4 tha shit that i wear 
i bet u wont b laughin when i roll up into ur house
hold that stick 2 ur head and make u beg for ur spouse >:(
and i and i im not even lying  
ill take all ur shit idc that ur dying
ill wake up ur parent theyll beg me theyre crying
im sorry that was kind mean i wasnt trying:(

glittr
Im not with her
but i realized 
Im already paralyzed
i like being alone, idk whyyy
but now ur here and its 
(x2)
too late already got too much on my plate
Need attention nothin that i do is worth a mention 
and i kno i got my way but im still bitter :/
and i woke up and my face covered in glittr 

i i i dont care abt nothing anymore 
i hate this song 
i hate this phone 
if i drop off the earth well then what could go wrong
no one checks up on me they dont care
im better off on my own now that they dont care
i dont rlly talk 2 no one 2 be fair
but dont mean i dont like the fresh air

glittr

a ballad of self worth (yurms + delto)

prod @prodelxnce  @kuraiiii
feat @trevmas 

rhymes:

ya i fucked up i know that
u said u luv me baby ya u gotta show that
i got, 2 k's for ya face ya i wrote that
2 twin glocks ya they make u do arobics
cut u out the pictures, lil baby
know i had to
punchin the wall because im pissed
i coulda had u
lost it all because i hate
when u got attitude
dropped the ball because
u didnt say i had to

ya i know u and u know me
ya evil hates u cuz u a phony
they like "kkypr can i kick it wit yo homies"
im like "nah we a tight circle makin money" 
ou ou ou gotta watch my back
check both sides to make sure they do not attack
wit my bros you know that we could never lack
oh shit gotta reload, gonna b right back

i got these diamonds on my choker
place my bets, like im playing fucking poker
i swear i never sleep
ya thats the end of me
eyeing u from down the hall cuz u a enemy

ya i fucked up i know that
u said u luv me baby ya u gotta show that
i got, 2 k's for ya face ya i wrote that
2 twin glocks ya they make u do arobics

[trev]

I gotta listen to my own advice
I told myself this wasn’t good for me a hundred times 
I bet the money line
Love rolling the dice
You brought me to life 
I’m paying the price 
But that’s some shit that I just gotta do
I lost all control
That’s some shit the bottle do
I ride with the pole 
That’s some shit I gotta do
That bitch took my soul
Right out of the blue

Put the past in the past
Blow the gas let it pass
And I’m down on my ass
Shawty I need you bad
Shawty you need a bag cause this money coming in fast
He talking we blick his ass
Too much blood for a rag

Tbt she throw it back like Thursday
She here on my worst days
Won my heart I gave her first place
We playing wordscape
Said she love my wordplay
Bodies hit the ground
Earthquake
Blow his candles out
Birthday

Devilish dude
Bitch I’m one hell of a guy
We bulletproof the whole outside of the ride
Plenty of drugs take them one at a time
I don’t like you no text back
Sorry bae that’s that

And that’s that, baby yea that’s facts
I don’t even want my shit back
Why can’t you face facts
Year and a half wish I could just fucking erase that

if ur reading this comment fart <3

what its like to make art

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