swaggin (feat. suddendeathovertime)

nose burn but i feel great
party like its the weekend on every weekday
i been turnt up in the trap cant evn see straight
ima take the pill idc if it seem fake
i remember back when i was younger watchin cday
now im cashin checks everyday my life on replay
idgaf abt a bitch or what she say
i been in the trap geeked up everyday

ket inside the microwave ima make it hit harder
crush the crystal up then i put it in distilled water
gonna have another night im not even gon remember
i been on a bender since last december

ur tone is harsh like the coldest day of winter
do u remember when our love splintered
ur supposed 2 be the light to guide me out the blizzard
ur the whole fuckin reason that i ever entered

breakin every single promise that i made to u
forever apologetic for everything i say to u
u say i saved u
can u save me too
never get what i put out lil bitch its nothin new

i never do a single thing that im supposed to do
busy thinkin bout the last time that i was holdin u
busy thinkin bout the last time that i was close to u
i think we belong together and i know you know we do

last december


https://open.spotify.com/album/6MYvCh63MDz7ImX46yAPRm?si=6RXWIuY9Qu-pa0TSbVmafg

self prod

cut 
my wrist
on the paper 
itz on the note
note note note note
paper itz on the note

blood magic i got scars on my wrist
tried bring u back
but it will never b the same
what a shame
u just cut my heart out my chest
shrine buried in my yard
blood drops 
& every thought 
i dnt wanna feel anymore
cuz u haunt me
i don't wna feel anymore 
its so daunting
Ill make her pay 4 everything that shes done
her bodies gone
they dont know wut uve become



go go go goooo goo

yea yeah 
ooo
got ur necklace in my heart 
nd I wna cough it out
nd u wanna hurt me 
am I being too loud
and the sirens come in
its a melancholic sound
and the screams chime in 
hope the vinyl drowns them out
dnt b too loud



cut 
my wrist
on the paper 
itz on the note
note note note note
paper itz on the note

bloodspellz

on the internet (tsarling)

u text me when he hurts
“you okay?”
been here before
a damaged door
i see you more
in my dreams
than before
i miss you more

do u realize how u hurt me
more than i have ever hurt you
always blaming never owning
life keeps going never atoning
im a target just keep aiming
hope u get me im not naming
stick to framing falsely claiming
ill wait ill b painting

pick my heart up off the floor prod me

suddendeathovertime