Lead single from upcoming EP “Long Way To Go” by me :)

Song produced by Valious
Written, recorded and performed by Speqtor and J.See
Mixed and mastered by andrade95, Speqtor, and J.See

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LONG WAY TO GO COMING SOON

Search Party (ft. J. See)

The City I'm From.

Untill 98

Ready

@vinsebeats (VIN$E BEATS)

*Beatstars Link In Bio.

Killa (Prod. By VIN$E) 70 BPM

Uh-huh, I'm having issues with my trust
Keep it a hundred I'm feeling done, 'cause everybody got me fucked up
And in my dreams I'm playing with the seems of reality
Wrong terminology, gotta make sure that shit doesn't come undone
'Cause I'm a hedonist, thrill-seeking people pleaser
Feel like there's different parts of me fighting to be the alpha
Need a reset, no factory
She said she'd get back to me
But I could give a fuck, you know I'm runnin' out of battery

My way, it keep me sittin' on the fence, yeah 
Up on a precipice, I'm really on the edge
I'm focused but I couldn't care
If I fall I don't know who'd be there
I gotta question, not to know but to live
We keep on takin', we don't know how to give
I'm hopeless, still shine in my stare
Never givin' up 'til my name is everywhere

Would've been nice if you were there
So many moments that never got shared
Now I'm alone in my zone, and I'm losing awareness
Of the world outside my head
Feel like I'm already dead
God textin', left him on read
Blood red, my eyes
Like a sacrifice, bet
It's fuckin' torture being here so I make bad decisions
But even though I hate it, I'm stickin'
This is a permanent situation, I'm furniture from the basement
I'm sharpie, you can't erase me
I got riddles on the low
And now I'm vibing to this culture that I built for myself
But I'm concerned that if it grows, they'll wanna know what's in my shell
I'm not ashamed, but I got darkness I don't really wanna share
Shawty told me I'm a curse, I said I'm well aware

My way, it keep me sittin' on the fence, yeah 
Up on a precipice, I'm really on the edge
I'm focused but I couldn't care
If I fall I don't know who'd be there
I gotta question, not to know but to live
We keep on takin', we don't know how to give
I'm hopeless, still shine in my stare
Never give up 'til my name is everywhere

My Name Is Everywhere

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