Space Out

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drum programming by @falls-2 & @misogi
bass guitar by @distancedecay
guitar by @misogi
synths by @sys_tem & @falls-2
vocals by @misogi
written by @tddybrr & @misogi

hook (written by misogi):

everything's been said
it's all irrelevant
and i'm just lost in my head
tossing, turning, yearning, wishing,
burning up
i just moan and complain 
about the same old shit,
again and again,
this is exactly why,
i don't blame you,
i'd leave me too

bridge (written by teddy):

my best friends are dead,
i blame that on things I've said,
messages they thought weren't read,
messages I wrote in head,
my best friends are dead,
i still send them texts,
like it should have been me instead


one for the books

i dont wanna talk about it
life isnt about who screams and shouts the loudest
long ago i lost my heart aint found it
i guess mabye i can live with out it
oh
i would tell u how i feel but you know
life it goes too fast and too slow
lot of things that id like to know
to know

its getting late i should go now
thats all i wanted to say
ill be your heat when its cold out 
because god knows that the cold goes my way
ill lift you up when ur low down
because god knows that ive been felt that way

too fast and too slow [prod. lil soda boi]

@houndbeats

~I Could Freeze Time For You~

私はあなたを青い影で夢見る
デッドボーイ / / コールドワールド
you make me cold like december
輝くあなたは美しいです
ワープドツアー

S u i c i d e / / P u r i t y

YungJZAisDead - Distances(Prod. By HOUND BEATS)

glory days - the drama club

oliver - respite

alex kelly - bicycle song

@coldworldgang

~Sick of Keeping Secrets~

私はあなたを青い影で夢見る
デッドボーイ / / コールドワールド
tell me now so we don't have to pretend
輝くあなたは美しいです
ワープドツアー

S u i c i d e / / P u r i t y

YungJZAisDead - Pretend

Verse 1:
it sucks how everytime we fight
your friends all know the story 
i’ll never be right 
is this just a fight or something more 
so you’ll go out and have your fun
i’ll pretend that it doesn’t bug me 
you’re not by my side 
alone for the night 
i know i’ve been useless 
don’t think i can do this 
but she says

Pre-Chrous:
you can’t run from your problems 
i don’t think that will solve them 
sleep all day and then fall apart
fall apart
yeah

Chorus:
where were you
over the summer?
i thought you called
did you forgot my number?
maybe i got 
all caught up too soon
in you 
yeah
where were you
over the weekend?
i thought we’d talk 
and that we would still be friends 
maybe you weren’t interested at all
sure, this summer turns into fall 
it turns into fall
we’ll work this all out 
it turns into fall 

Verse 2:
take more than you gave 
just this once 
prove me wrong
and i’ll swallow your words 
when i say
“you are worth saved”
know that i mean it
i’ve got no fucking regrets at all
take more than you gave 
just this once 
prove me wrong
and i’ll swallow your words 
when i say
“you are worth saved”
know that i mean it
i’ve got no fucking regrets at all

Chrous:
where were you
over the summer?
i thought you called
did you forgot my number?
maybe i got 
all caught up too soon
in you 
yeah
where were you
over the weekend?
i thought we’d talk 
and that we would still be friends 
maybe you weren’t interested at all
sure, this summer turns into fall

Oliver Francis ~ Summer

[LYRICS]

When you find what you're looking for
Will you hold it ever so close?
Will you give up the secrets
That I'd given you, all that time?
And the way that the words sound
'Aint the same as it was before
Would you keep your distance?

And don't you count your lucky stars
The things you love all fall apart
You know I'm not good enough
For your advances
And don't you let that fire burn out
You set a blaze to this whole town
You know it's not good enough
To even mention

Did you consider,
Maybe you don't got the guts for this?
So pull the trigger
If youre up to it
I got a million little reasons
I been feeling sick
I got a million littler razors
Dancing on my wrists
And I
Can't believe that it would come to this
Im staring down the barrel
Of a loaded relationship
Got a million little reasons
Just to call it quits
And I dont know why
I would try any longer with you

Oliver Francis & Glory Days ~ Lucky Stars

Losing Me

Old Friends

~ I Love U ~

suicidepartii@gmail.com

Misogi @misogi
Teddybear @tddybrr
System @sys_tem
Falls @falls-2
Distance Decay @distancedecay

one for the books

suicide, part 2