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(prod. @prod-mangetsu)

baseline

baseline (prod. manget$u)

love code

love code (prod. manget$u x twentytwo)

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @prod-mangetsu)

[lyrics]

i tried it all but it won’t work 
can i see you tonight 
only if the time is right 

this ain’t the place that i come from 
i see them coming surprised 

i’m nearing the end of my life 
here come my final words 
i said i’ll see you tomorrow 

i said i’ll see you tomorrow 

watch that attitude of yours 
i can’t make you hate it more 
you just have to sit and wait 

i’m just a thing to remember 
i’ll make u never forget me 
i saw you thru the lights 

this ain’t the place that i come from 
i see them coming surprised 

i’m nearing the end of my life 
here come my final words 
i said i’ll see you tomorrow

i said i’ll see you  tomorrow 

watch that attitude of yours 
i can’t make you hate it more 
is this always what they meant 
you just have to sit and wait

sedative

sedative (prod. manget$u)

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(prod. @prod-mangetsu)

[lyrics]

i keep my secretes locked inside of a box 
i take it with me everywhere that i go 
i keep it with me and she knows what it’s for but she don’t 
i said that’s funny when we both came across
and i thought 

i do hope i hurt you 
i’ll do more than hurt you 
i don’t want to urge you 
but i don’t have a dime 
no i don’t have a dime 
no i don’t have a dime 

i do hope i hurt you 
i’ll do more than hurt you 
i don’t want to urge you 
but i don’t have a dime 

company is the last thing i need 
pick your poison baby you gotta think
i’m a lover i’m a child of grief 
i’m an asshole i’m a son of a bitch

child of grief

child of grief (prod. manget$u)

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(prod. @prod-mangetsu)
spotify - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/suisside/bloody-bride

[lyrics]

dance aside my bloody bride 
put an end to my pitty lies 
when they understand your sacrifice 
down in hell is far too bright 

and all my own sense of self now decays 
you’re left to float on the deepest of waves 
i broke down every wall you had put in place 
i’m far too gone so don’t bother the sweat 

if i’m not thinking clear 
my head is full of worms 
if i were to disappear 
they’ll be no solid cause

bloody bride

bloody bride (prod. manget$u)

videos
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xuHN953_fYY
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(prod. @prod-mangetsu)
spotify - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/suisside/never-was

[lyrics]

i’m so alone 
i wish i could see your face and say 
i’m not here 
 ever was 
the california sun 
them california girls 
they’re not here never was 

when you called 
me that night 
and you told 
me you’re mine 
this time you’re on your way 
how much more can one wait 

i had a lucid dream 
i hold those memories 
i saw again your timid skin 
my eyes were too caught up

never was

never was (prod. manget$u)

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @x10derrick)

[lyrics]

and i never grew the guts to say how i feel,
take it all just take it all where did you learn to steal?
i come in peace, i have a gun, i caught a thrill, 
say my name 

oh hi again my only friend i’ve come to you 
instead of them, 
to ask you why i feel this way, why im so strange i feel no pain?
why am i gay? why am i straight? why am i forced to love this life?
am i awake? am i in bed? i might’ve played dead for some time!

i’m taking the long way home.

say my name

say my name (prod. x10derrick)

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beloved

beloved (prod. manget$u)

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(prod. @prod-mangetsu)
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all cats go to hell

all cats go to hell / drown in u pt.2 (prod. manget$u)

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listen on spotify

https://open.spotify.com/track/6j7ozY6eZronVcWO5FOCAQ?si=d208d57c082c4ae6

[lyrics] 

Is it over
I wonder why you ask at this time
I dont feel right
Hand it over
Tonight
We won't have time
They stole the night
Hand it over
Hand it over
Hand it over i can't fight
My weakened mind
Is it over
Is it over
Is it finally over now
My decaying brain's senile

Stunt by the crushing weight
In and out a conscious state
I have a pit in my gut
And its growing strong
I cant defecate
I'm no good at sex
I gave my body away
I'm not looking for love
Not looking i just hate being alone

You watched  me grow
Bethanet
In 1988
You went insane
Do you recall your lovers name
My dancing Bethanet
Calling out names
To not be heard

Scream at the walls
You're cynical
They want your blood
Will she return

Blown by the wind and caught by a storm

Is it over
I wonder why you ask at this time
I don't feel right
Hand it over
Tonight
We won't have time
They stole the night
Hand it over
Hand it over
Hand it over i can't fight
My weakened mind
Is it over
Is it over
Is it finally over now
I'm decaying weak and vile

Bethanet 1988

a suisside production

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https://open.spotify.com/track/5OlcjksWesOlerIiXjVbDv?si=66d0709f324f4ca6
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[lyrics]

Darling, hold me close
I shouldn't let it go
I shouldn't let it go
I stared into the celling and fell to the floor
I should've let it go
I should've let it go

Desiccate
Deciding where to lay
Oh oh
Dissipate
They're setting off the

Atom bomb beneath your home
Atom bomb beneath your home
Oh oh
I stared into the celling and fell to the floor
I should've let it go
I should've let it go

Desiccate
Deciding where to lay
Oh oh
Dissipate
My soul

I don't like to
But i hurt
Myself
At times
I don't like to
But i hurt
Myself
At times
I don't like to
But i hurt
Myself
Sometimes
I don't want to
Harm myself
It hurts
But that's the only way
I know to reach the heart

Darling, hold me close
I shouldn't let it go
I shouldn't let it go
I stared into the celling and fell to the floor
I should've let it go
I should've let it go

Desiccate
Deciding where to lay
Oh oh
Dissipate
My soul

I crumble and break down
Into millions of pieces
I break down
Into millions of pieces

Darling
Darling
Hold tight
By your side

post meridiem inception

a suisside production

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listen on spotify

https://open.spotify.com/track/7wTeGP6ihRUZW015fBxooy?si=3185fc5cc08347c3

[lyrics]

Who will ever love me
As much, as you do
Who will ever love me
As much, as you do

Our bodies are trapped in a cocoon
It's hard for me to sing to you
Our bodies are trapped in a cocoon
It's hard for me to sing to
You went away, and turned your back on me
Why can't I stay, you turned your back on me
You want me to stay, how can I stay 
You're mad at me
Want me to stay, why should I stay

You're mad at me
You're mad at me
You're mad at me
You're mad at me

Who will ever love me
As much, as you do
Who will ever love me
As much, as you do

Our bodies are wrapped in a cocoon
It's hard for me to sing to you
Our bodies are wrapped in a cocoon
It's hard for me to sing to
You went away, and turned your back on me
Why can't I stay, you've turned your back on me
You want me to stay, how can I stay 
You're mad at me
Want me to stay, why should I stay

You're mad at me
You're mad at me
You're mad at me
You're mad at me
You're mad at me

in matrimony

a suisside production

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listen on spotify

https://open.spotify.com/track/6uXIvzJ3mG9JGxeYkLOqcU?si=5cfa08b381f94296

[lyrics]

i’ll wait, for life 
for us to entwine 
i hope i see you there 

till it gets much worse 

patterns form and make up faces 
patterns for to make a face 

i’ll wait for life 
for us to entwine 
i hope i see you there 

till it gets much worse

wait up, im dying only trying to get home 

like diamonds in the night sky 
we align, goodnight 
don’t expect for me to know 

patterns form and make up faces 
patterns for to make a face 

wait up, im dying only trying to get home 

like diamonds in the night sky 
we align 
goodbye 
don’t expect for me to know

Patterns Make Faces

I’m Working so You Don’t Have to Try so Hard

(prod. @horsehead1990)
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[lyrics]

I got the keys to your heart 
Nothing can break us apart
I saw you down at the park 
No boy was holding yo arms 
So I was taking you back 
You told me bout what you had 
Someone had broken yo heart 
Meanwhile I’m make her laugh 

Asked do you wanna go far 
She said she wanna go far 
But there’s no way we can last 
We taking everything fast 
Told her that we finna crash 
But she ain’t listen that 
She never listens to me 
Specially when I’m high 

Told her baby let’s ride 
I’ll take you out for a night 
I’ll buy a star in the sky 
You will forever be mine 
I’ll do what ever it takes 
I’ll take an eye for an eye 
If that will make you feel fine 
I’ll take my own fucking life 

I’ll kill myself for you 
To prove my love is true 
I would kill myself for 
Kill myself for 
I’ll kill my self for you

s/o @savemedorothy for giving me the beat
rip peep <3

keys to your heart

keys to your heart (prod. horsehead)

(prod. @horsehead1990)
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[lyrics]

Drown in u 
But I’ll sit and cry 
Live for you
But I’m way too high
Shame on me
But I fooled u twice 
Dimming lies 
Feed em to the flies 

I don’t remember 
I can’t recall a thing 
Back in December 
You were everything to me

rip peep <3

drown in u (prod. horsehead)

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @x10derrick)

rip peep <3

let me fall

let me fall (prod. x10derrick)

young kid, grown kid (prod. x10derrick)

(prod. @pxnch)
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rip peep <3

buzzing

buzzing (prod. pxnch)

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @prod-mangetsu)

LLP<3

first sight (prod.manget$u)

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @wmbeatsale)
LLP<3

rotting (prod. WM)

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @yungnamahage)

sleepy hollow (prod. namahage)

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @grave5y0)

rip peep <3

might die (prod. grave5)

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @prod-mangetsu)

killer (prod. manget$u)

sing you to sleep (prod.manget$u)

video 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pPoYQ4DKxVY
www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @grave5y0 x @mangetsu-hoozuki)

dark side of the moon (prod. grave5 x manget$u)

trippin (prod. poni)

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crying out loud (prod. caps ctrl)

my last days (prod. metlast)

forgive me (prod. manget$u)

flesh (prod. manget$u)

letter from above (prod. manget$u)

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[lyrics]

baby i have done it before,
it would’ve been best if you left a note,
baby is there something you know,
don’t keep me in the dark shed the light above, 

i can smoke all the bud but that ain’t gonna help,
i can cry everyday girl you’re making me pale,
i can run from the boat swim my way back to hell,
shawty knows what i want when i give her the stare ;)

it’s just a random thought,
it’s just another thought of me burning to flames,
she’s just a random girl,
how can it mean everything there’s not much to say,

baby i have done it before, 
it would’ve been best if you left a note,
baby is there something you know,
don’t keep me in the dark shed the light above,
i’m serving all my magick to u,
feast among the beast that has let me thru

i think about it often (prod. manget$u)

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