SUMMER ALONE - im actually done with myself Prod. metlast Slowed

“yeah uh uh uh”

When I said I love you for the first time
I hadn’t really known that would be the last time
When I said I’d call you in my best times
I didn’t wanna see you in my worst times
When I said I’d hold you for the first time
I didn’t mean to drop you from my arms
When I said I trust you for the first time 
I want you to know that it came from the heart 

I don’t wanna be that far from you
I need your love and you need me too
If I’m gonna leave I’ll see you soon (what?)
I can’t go a day without seeing you
Girl I know it’s hard you but it’s hard for me, too
I’m kinda cool but I’m not that simple
I can be a pain yeah, baby I know
Take a sip of the mud and I’m gone

When I said I love you for the first time
I hadn’t really known that would be the last time
When I said I’d call you in my best times
I didn’t wanna see you in my worst times
When I said I’d hold you for the first time
I didn’t mean to drop you from my arms
When I said I trust you for the first time 
I want you to know that it came from the heart 

Girl I know it’s hard you but it’s hard for me, too
I’m kinda cool but I’m not that simple
I can be a pain yeah, baby I know
Take a sip of the mud and I’m gone
Yeah I’m gone

suisside - see you soon (prod. x10derrick)

wish i gave a fuck, no i dont care (prod. manget$u)

run this up 4 me guys i love u so much🌙

Dying Trying (prod. Kubsy)

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[lyrics]

Hone in the light
Follow the warm
You know just were to go
No matter how far we go
At least you know you've gotten close
Close to the sun
You're burning up
No matter how far we go
At least you know you've gotten close
Close enough
Quietly say
No matter how far we go
At least you know the time will come

Heaven's lost
Heaven's lost
I need to find a shelter
Awake the helter skelter
Help me find a way
Before i gotta, go

In your water swim
Delivering your oxygen
In a bloody stream
Passing thourgh your pathogens

We are all
Soft and sweet
This is how we're meant to be
We are all
Sharp and sweet
Is this how we're meant to be

Heaven's lost
Heaven's lost
I need to find a shelter
Awake the helter skelter
Help me find a way
Before i gotta, go

Heaven's Loss

lyrics: i was trying to
find my way home 
but all i found was 
a brand new hoe
i wanted to go home 
but u turned off ur location 
whenever i’m with you 
my negative thoughts go on vacation 

where’s home? 
where’d you go? 
i want to know 
where’d you go? 

u make me feel like i was gonna be fine 
but i hate how i think all the time 
but now i’m hiding my mind 
hiding my ways
hiding in place 
i can’t stand 
myself no more 

can u free me? 
or will u shut the door 

will u shut the door

will u shut the door 
in my face 

please don’t let my memory get erased 
and i pray that you’ll be back any day 
so i stay in the same fucking place from that day 
that you left me
please don’t leave me 
you’re the only one i want right now 
we can escape this town 
so please when you come around 
make sure to take me with you

shut the door (prod. grayskies)

a suisside production

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[lyrics]

Who will ever love me
As much, as you do
Who will ever love me
As much, as you do

Our bodies are trapped in a cocoon
It's hard for me to sing to you
Our bodies are trapped in a cocoon
It's hard for me to sing to
You went away, and turned your back on me
Why can't I stay, you turned your back on me
You want me to stay, how can I stay 
You're mad at me
Want me to stay, why should I stay

You're mad at me
You're mad at me
You're mad at me
You're mad at me

Who will ever love me
As much, as you do
Who will ever love me
As much, as you do

Our bodies are wrapped in a cocoon
It's hard for me to sing to you
Our bodies are wrapped in a cocoon
It's hard for me to sing to
You went away, and turned your back on me
Why can't I stay, you've turned your back on me
You want me to stay, how can I stay 
You're mad at me
Want me to stay, why should I stay

You're mad at me
You're mad at me
You're mad at me
You're mad at me
You're mad at me

in matrimony

a suisside production

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[lyrics]

i’ll wait, for life 
for us to entwine 
i hope i see you there 

till it gets much worse 

patterns form and make up faces 
patterns for to make a face 

i’ll wait for life 
for us to entwine 
i hope i see you there 

till it gets much worse

wait up, im dying only trying to get home 

like diamonds in the night sky 
we align, goodnight 
don’t expect for me to know 

patterns form and make up faces 
patterns for to make a face 

wait up, im dying only trying to get home 

like diamonds in the night sky 
we align 
goodbye 
don’t expect for me to know

Patterns Make Faces

Yeah
Singing a song
Singing the song
Who could know?
Some come to go
So I'm singing the song
I'm singing the song
Singing a song
Where I belong

Baby you should know it's you
Baby you should've known it's you
Couldn't do a thing for you
But I'd go through hell for you
Baby you should know it's you
Baby you should've known it's you
Couldn't do a thing for you
But I'd go through hell for

You

Outta pocket only got heavy antics
Levitate things with my brain a romantic
Last I've seen your face in photograph
I myself always hated my own photographs
Number every breath till last sheep hit the fence
Med'd up depressed people are unbearable
When I get the faith I'll destroy the whole mountain
Near death count kinda fun if you're into that

Baby you should know it's you
Baby you should've known it's you
Couldn't do a thing for you
But I'd go through hell for you
Baby you should know it's you
Baby you should've known it's you
Couldn't do a thing for you
But I'd go through hell for
Baby you should know it's you
Baby you should've known it's you
Couldn't do a thing for you
But I'd go through hell for you

requiem (prod. pharmacy)

i spent too long in a place i hate
talked like i meant it 
but i was a little too late
and if you call this growth it sure feels slow
and if you stay here then where would i go

drained myself while you just watched
holding back every word like they cost to much
and my memories blur like your cheap tattoos 
i forgot what im holding onto

caught again inside this endless spite
wasting all of my breath just to feel alive
your memories blur like you cheap tattoo
i forgot what im holding on to


YOUR MEMORIES BLUR LIKE YOUR CHEAP TATTOOS

delusions

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