I don't like to, but I hurt myself at times

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lyrics:
i thought i knew myself
i thought so god damn wrong
everything i've come to know
slips through my hands...
slips through my hands
slips through my hands
throw away my plans
slips, slips through my hands...
yeah i'm a bitch, no soul, i'm the dirt
they threw my body down from heaven to the earth
and now there ain't no other place for me to search
yeah i'm a bitch, no soul, i'm the dirt
who's that?
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore...
xxx

portuguese:
eu pensei que me conhecia
eu pensei tão malditamente errado
tudo que eu vim saber
escorrega pelas minhas mãos ...
escorrega pelas minhas mãos
escorrega pelas minhas mãos
jogar fora meus planos
escorrega, escorrega pelas minhas mãos ...
sim, eu sou uma vadia, sem alma, eu sou a sujeira
eles jogaram meu corpo do céu para a terra
e agora não há nenhum outro lugar para eu pesquisar
sim, eu sou uma vadia, sem alma, eu sou a sujeira
quem é aquele?
eu não sei mais
eu não sei mais
eu não sei mais
eu não sei mais
não sei mais ...

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[lyrics]

Light the fire
Close the blinds
The strangers are coming
To take your life
You better
Sit in silence
Shut your eyes
The strangers are coming
To take your life
And I don't mind

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

The strangers are coming
To take your life
The strangers are coming
To take your life
And I don't mind

Dear lonely god
Our only
Savior
Please hold me close
Don't let my
Faith go
I've fallen victim
To your
Prayer
I'm not the only one
I've met
Her
Oh

The strangers are coming
To take your life
The strangers are coming
To take your life
And I don't mind

Light the fire
Close the blinds
The strangers are coming
To take your life
You better
Sit in silence
Shut your eyes
The strangers are coming
To take your life
And I don't mind

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

The strangers are coming
To take your life
The strangers are coming
To take your life
The strangers are coming
To take your life
The strangers are coming
To take your life
And I don't mind

The Strangers

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[lyrics]

when i die,
there will be the prettiest flowers, 
and my bed is covered in gold,
he’s the loneliest man in the world,

how many times did you hear my heartbeat 
how many times did you hear my heartbeat 
how many times did you hear my heartbeat 
how many times did you hear my heartbeat 

pay no mind,
my impatience can’t wait hours,
i remember the prettiest eyes,
haven’t seen them in a while,

how many times did you hear my heartbeat 
how many times did you hear my heartbeat 
how many times did you hear my heartbeat 
how many times did you hear my heartbeat

does what you gain make it enough for you 
i don’t know and i don’t care,
and does it mean anything at all to you 
if it did i would be there, 
it’s a dream the never ending dream 
i’ll be here so now you know 

how many times did you hear my heartbeat 
how many times did you hear my heartbeat 
how many times did you hear my heartbeat 
how many times did you hear my heartbeat

when i die,
there will be the prettiest flowers,
and my bed is covered in gold,
he’s the loneliest man in the world,

Listen

never ending dream

it ain’t safe out in these streets 
out at night feel like i’m a fucking creep
bust a right at the light and then we scheme 
how you know? cuz i got it all wit me 

don’t cry don’t cry 
you’re fine you’ll find your way 
round here sometime 
wander to your car parked outside 
let the fog in your mind

if you really don’t want me 
throw me down by the well 
i won’t scream i wont try i wont cry out for help
oh well 
bitch you better not be trying to tell 

dont matter if you’re ready or not 
i’m gonna creep down slow 
and carry you home 
don’t matter if you’re ready or not
im gonna creep down slow 
and carry you home

antitoxins 4 my soul
    <3

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throwitallaway (slendy)

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[lyrics]

Darling, hold me close
I shouldn't let it go
I shouldn't let it go
I stared into the celling and fell to the floor
I should've let it go
I should've let it go

Desiccate
Deciding where to lay
Oh oh
Dissipate
They're setting off the

Atom bomb beneath your home
Atom bomb beneath your home
Oh oh
I stared into the celling and fell to the floor
I should've let it go
I should've let it go

Desiccate
Deciding where to lay
Oh oh
Dissipate
My soul

I don't like to
But i hurt
Myself
At times
I don't like to
But i hurt
Myself
At times
I don't like to
But i hurt
Myself
Sometimes
I don't want to
Harm myself
It hurts
But that's the only way
I know to reach the heart

Darling, hold me close
I shouldn't let it go
I shouldn't let it go
I stared into the celling and fell to the floor
I should've let it go
I should've let it go

Desiccate
Deciding where to lay
Oh oh
Dissipate
My soul

I crumble and break down
Into millions of pieces
I break down
Into millions of pieces

Darling
Darling
Hold tight
By your side

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[lyrics]

Who will ever love me
As much, as you do
Who will ever love me
As much, as you do

Our bodies are trapped in a cocoon
It's hard for me to sing to you
Our bodies are trapped in a cocoon
It's hard for me to sing to
You went away, and turned your back on me
Why can't I stay, you turned your back on me
You want me to stay, how can I stay 
You're mad at me
Want me to stay, why should I stay

You're mad at me
You're mad at me
You're mad at me
You're mad at me

Who will ever love me
As much, as you do
Who will ever love me
As much, as you do

Our bodies are wrapped in a cocoon
It's hard for me to sing to you
Our bodies are wrapped in a cocoon
It's hard for me to sing to
You went away, and turned your back on me
Why can't I stay, you've turned your back on me
You want me to stay, how can I stay 
You're mad at me
Want me to stay, why should I stay

You're mad at me
You're mad at me
You're mad at me
You're mad at me
You're mad at me

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This is my depression 
All the walls are caving in
How am I so useless?
You’re so wrong to envy me

Worthless imperfections
We all bleed black from within
Let’s bomb Massachusetts 
I love the way they run from me

Pistolwhip authority
The false hypocrisy
You don’t give a fuck 
about the things you always preach
Passion in your eyes, though you’re writing our demise, 
I don’t care about your lies, you’re the type that I despise 

Truth is I don’t give a fuck
Close my eyes and join the club
I feel like just giving up
This life sucks I’ve had enough 

This is my depression 
All the walls are caving in
How am I so useless?
You’re so wrong to envy me

Worthless imperfections
We all bleed black from within
Let’s bomb Massachusetts 
I love the way they run from me

Truth is I don’t give a fuck
Close my eyes and join the club
I feel like just giving up
This life sucks I’ve had enough 

This life sucks I’ve had enough
I feel like just giving up
This life sucks I’ve had enough
I feel like just giving up
I feel like just giving up

pistolwhip! (prod. ERLAX)

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