https://www.instagram.com/suissidee/
https://www.instagram.com/prod.mangetsu/
@suisside
prod me

candy flippin w/ suisside

videos
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xuHN953_fYY
www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @prod-mangetsu)
spotify - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/suisside/never-was

[lyrics]

i’m so alone 
i wish i could see your face and say 
i’m not here 
 ever was 
the california sun 
them california girls 
they’re not here never was 

when you called 
me that night 
and you told 
me you’re mine 
this time you’re on your way 
how much more can one wait 

i had a lucid dream 
i hold those memories 
i saw again your timid skin 
my eyes were too caught up

never was

never was (prod. manget$u)

(I hate you big chase)

Ekkstacy: 

(All these pills in my right hand)

All these pills in my right hand 
Ima take a shot with my night stand 
I ain’t got no friends I don’t like them 
Mama found my pills guess I’ll hide them


Suisside:
And ever since that you left 
I fell in love with the pain
She fell in love with my name
And now she riding the waves
And since the day we met
I knew this shit wasn’t meant
And now I’m cutting myself
Even though she ain’t care
I walk around I ain’t scared
I see a sign in the air
I used to love you I swear
But girls like you ain’t that rare
I see the shame in your stare
I know you still wanna care
I’m looking out for her breath
She never walk where I stand 
Yeah, she never walk where I stand
She never walk where I stand
Yeah, she never walk where I stand 


Ekkstacy:

Guess I’ve always felt dead
Cuts all on my wrists I ain’t felt that
Baby called my phone 10 times
Sui just did 10 lines
Why she always gotta cry?
Shawty asked me if I wanna die, yeah
We just wanna die, yeah


Suisside:
And ever since that you left 
I fell in love with the pain
She fell in love with my name
And now she riding the waves
And since the day we met
I knew this shit wasn’t meant
And now I’m cutting myself
Even though she ain’t care
I walk around I ain’t scared
I see a sign in the air
I used to love you I swear
But girls like you ain’t that rare
I see the shame in your stare
I know you still wanna care
I’m looking out for her breath
She never walk where I stand 
Yeah, she never walk where I stand
She never walk where I stand
Yeah, she never walk where I stand

suisside x ekkstacy- walk where i stand (prod. ihatebigchase)

suisside- skeleton (prod. namahage)

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@suisside
@pasteldrip

suisside x pasteldrip - whatever

lost-in-your-love-just-once-(remastered).mp3

A mantra of hope and surrender. “TH3 OTHA SID3” embodies the alchemy of fear. The art of transmuting nightmares into miracles. It acknowledges pain, conflict, and love’s duality, yet reminds us that transcendence lives just beyond what terrifies us. The repetition feels like prayer; the lyrics, like forgiveness in motion.

TH3 OTHA SID3

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bad guy

fuck 2020// featuring NORUE & NOVED prod. by twenyohthree//

NORUE X NOVED  - WON’T EVEN BOTHER (prod. twenyohthree) *OLD*

suisside - sweet dreams (prod.lilpipe)

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @prod-mangetsu)

[lyrics]

baby i have done it before,
it would’ve been best if you left a note,
baby is there something you know,
don’t keep me in the dark shed the light above, 

i can smoke all the bud but that ain’t gonna help,
i can cry everyday girl you’re making me pale,
i can run from the boat swim my way back to hell,
shawty knows what i want when i give her the stare ;)

it’s just a random thought,
it’s just another thought of me burning to flames,
she’s just a random girl,
how can it mean everything there’s not much to say,

baby i have done it before, 
it would’ve been best if you left a note,
baby is there something you know,
don’t keep me in the dark shed the light above,
i’m serving all my magick to u,
feast among the beast that has let me thru

i think about it often (prod. manget$u)

archiving lost/deleted suisside songs for everyone to experience. @suiluxe on instagram. suisside fan since 2019. seen sui live x2

suisside x ekkstacy- walk where i stand (prod. ihatebigchase)

suisside archived