shoutout @diligencexs fo dis BEAT

lyricz:
i know its alright
even though i lost sight
remember when u say everything that i cant take
and it wasnt bad at all i didnt think youd know why
everything would go down and end and not feel right

and not feel right
everything in near sight
goin up to the stars lookin far i see clear white
but in the dead night
i cant seem to steer right
im tryna feel fine
i just wanna rewind

and i dont wanna take it no more
everything goes down to the floor
and nothing was the same as before
and i know i cannot try to restore

restore (diligence)

@owtiss 
prod @bazington, @owtiss (mostly baz tho)
sakurasou no pet na kanojo op lead.wav

i'm a misfit tryna fit in with the shits
got a new bitch see the world different then she switch
u should rlly fucking know this
i dont owe shit
imma leave this shitty place without notice
i'm a misfit tryna fit in with the shits
got a new bitch see the world different then she switch
u should rlly fucking know this
i dont owe shit
imma leave this shitty place without notice

there's a diamond dozen backstabbing scumbags
if u give ur fucking word there's no chargebacks
all the snakes i dont care
ur just pulling my hair
that boy soft stuffed bear
check the clock sinclair

all my love u can have that
running too fast gotta backtrack
i forgot my backpack
made it up in head
feel like i am dead
all i see is fucking red

switch (baz, owtiss)

new ##heavenncore7 w/ @yuzue
p. @jichuuu and @shatter3d

lyrics:
i-i- ive been feeling so damn sad for a long time
s-s -said you dont wanna see me again, hoped that i die
i-i -i wont ever call again, yea i tried
everything's wrong, everything so wro-o-o-o-o
you took it all- a-a-a-a
days seem so long-o-o-o-o
everything's so wro-o-o-o-o-o-o-o

@yuzue:
and everything is so wrong
i fall apart
cause you lead me into the dark
cause you lead me into the dark
cause you lead me into the dark
(ya)
1,2 i dont really care for you 
ya you left me there for to long
contemplating what did i do wrong
that made you so mad that you 
Wanted to take it all
take it all
everything’s so wrong
everything so wrong 
everything so wrong
you want it all 
and i might just fall
so take it all
and i 
hate you 
now
now 

@1akura
i-i- ive been feeling so damn sad for a long time
s-s -said you dont wanna see me again, hoped that i die
i-i -i wont ever call again, yea i tried
everything's wrong, everything so wro-o-o-o-o
you took it all- a-a-a-a
days seem so long-o-o-o-o
everything's so wro-o-o-o-o-o-o-o
i-i- ive been feeling so damn sad for a long time
s-s -said you dont wanna see me again, hoped that i die
i-i -i wont ever call again, yea i tried
everything's wrong, everything so wro-o-o-o-o
you took it all- a-a-a-a
days seem so long-o-o-o-o
everything's so wro-o-o-o-o-o-o-o

everything's wrong ✧ﾟ。heavenncore7 +yuzue (jichu, shatter3d)

@diligencexs

lyrics:

im so tired i cant even open my eyes
but in my sleep i always seem 2 cry
another fight well im not even suprised :/
do u even care if im alright?

bite the bullet
dont know if ill survive
use me as ur own crutch
the one keeping you alive
i need comfort
and not the pseudo kind
i got too much of that from u
dont want us 2 be alike

at this point 
idk what to think 
i split into 2
one part of my mind
wants us to be through
the other wants it back
it only wanted you
maybe we're both wrong...
dont know what to do

im feeling all this sorrow
im losing all my trust in u will u be "here tomorrow?"
im running out of all my love do u have some 2 borrow?
or anything that makes me whole i feel so damn hollow...

i can feel
everything thats haunting me is it real?
everything thats taunting me in this ordeal
i can see everything u hide behind ur veil
stuck up in my head yea im stuck up in this hell

at this point 
idk what to think 
i split into 2
one part of my mind
wants us to be through
the other wants it back
it only wanted you
maybe we're both wrong...
dont know what to do

pseudo (diligence)

a mental image
——————————
a conclusion <3

lyrics:

dissociation, im disconnected
no sensation, i feel rejected
the situation, never expected
communication, its all neglected

now i dont know what to do
you make it so hard to choose
im tripping over my own shoe
when you talk to me i refuse to respond at all

ill just sit here on my own
(yeah ill never leave this place)
even if i want to go
("who am i even anyway?")
if i cant tell who i am anymore
i dont know how long i can this for

all my memories
are passing before me
its getting hard to see
when my visions so blurry

yeah im feeling insane
yeah im feeling in pain
yeah i feel it in my brain
living in this rain

waiting for all this to end
so done with this reality bend
tell me what i need to comprehend
please catch me before i descend

dissociation, im disconnected
no sensation, i feel rejected
the situation, never expected
communication, its all neglected

-where am i?-
-who am i?-
-you're you-

im staring at a piece of what i used to be
im waiting for something to give me relief
but its not gonna change anything if i cant even think

reach for the sky
-im reaching as high as i can-
"ill be alright"
-when i go back to where i began-
feel like ill die if it dont get time to heal

-is this all even real-

is this all even real
i cant tell
is this all even real

dissociation (me)

@iinnam

new music droppin whenever i want from now on ily guys

mixed personalities (innam)

@diegointhedark

u took my heart n u left n now its over
blessin my heart but im stressed but i got closure
ur sayin that i do it the best bc i told ya

stressed everyday yeah im needin an exit
spamming my phone dont wanna read ur msg
yeah we just argue so i just left it
i know im a fuck so ill just mess it up
i rlly thought u were one of us
then u went and left me in the mud
out of range ye ur out of my hud
honestly ur ass just suckkkkkkk

i know that karma is a bitch
n ur gonna get part of it
ye ur not gna wana live
ima find u dead up in a ditch
find u dead up in a ditch x2
ye ur not gone wanna liveee
i got nthn else 2 give

tell my why
u took my heart n u left n now its over
blessin my heart n im stressed but i got closure
sayin that i do it the best bc i told ya
if u try to fuck with my set ill fucking fold ya

stressed everyday yeah im needin an exit
spamming my phone dont wanna read ur msg
yeah we just argue so i just left it
i know im a fuck so ill just mess it up

Mess It Up (diegointhedark)

https://open.spotify.com/track/5CBCDcThy18wjEyYIboXNW?si=704d9329ab634e04
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@resolve1k
@mental
@arid
@bazington

you're breaking my heart
you're going down a path i can't follow
stop, stop now and come back 
I love you 
liar

take me back 
the way we laughed
say its my bad
put it way in the past
could you tell me when ur done
i want to be one
all i want is you 
you dont care what i want
ur the worst
you want me back but you left me in the dirt
i hope ur getting all the shit that you deserve
and i remember when you said it wouldnt work 
baby ur the worst
only care about yourself
no i dont want you
im with someone else
i bet you hate it, how its not you
i forgot your number
i forgot how much i blocked you (out)
i blocked out all our memories 
and blocked out how much we fought too

left me bad
looking at the things that i wish i said
now im gone and u want him instead
yea run away
i dont wanna lay inside my bed just to feel the pain
living in the scars and scratches
looking at me like i overreacted
miss the feeling when i wasnt static
just tell me that it never happened

pick up the pieces hope it helps
what's the point of talking if we lie and we won't tell?
what's the point of fighting if i'm putting you through hell?
no I don't wanna hear abt it pls say something else
just tell me that it's okay, don't tell me that it's too late
no matter what it might take, i'll do it for our sake
pick up the pieces hope it helps
what's the point of fighting if i'm putting you through hell?

Mess It Up (diegointhedark)

suki

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