instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@coldspades
@neohnq

(may) 
tell me if its real or not 
i can barely stand or talk 
searching after something that i once thought 
could be me and u 
i guess its overdue 
x2

(coldspades)
tell me is this love
or is this something else
i just cant imagine you with someone else
everything i did was for you baby could you tell
just know that if i got you dont need no one else
i cant read your mind girl is this what you wanted
i cant give away my heart so ill just keep it guarded
and this was never meant to last we shouldve never started
but i just hope you know that i still love you now regardless

(may) 
wna spend my life with u 
this one or the next 
i cant get no rest now 
this feeling in my chest now 
wna be with u dont forget me over summer 
leave me in ur dust omg like what a bummer 
hook

tell me +coldspades (neohn)

dont go on w/ hollons (symels & ajay)

@decago

say its fine, when i know that i dont like it
lost my heart, breaking down trying to find it
giving up, yea its getting hard to fight it
dont know how im not tired of this life yet
when i come around you i start getting nervous
thought you knew my heart, but you barely scratched the surface
look into the mirror, all i see is something worthless
can you give me hope, can you show me that its worth it

but i cant just fade away
problems that i know i have to face
getting harder every single day
dont know how ill make it all ok
but its not that simple
i cant still be wishful
took my heart and broke it into shards like it was crystal
i try to stay strong but i know that my heart is brittle
if i could just change myself by maybe just a little

worth it (decago)

prod me :3

im giving up trying to reach it
thought your heart was the one that i needed
you're the one that i wanted to be with,
& sleep with, but why cant you see this
fuck it up, and do it over again
stuck in love, hate that i call you a friend
didn't want this to end, take my heart
and i'll leave it,
so maybe you'll keep it

im done with pretending
i say that im fine, but i cant find an ending
im tired of stressing
and tired of yelling
these lies that im telling
wont make it ok, so i figure my heart out
want you in my arms every night when its dark out
thought i couldn't love, but i can hear my heart now
all of these things should've said at the start, so
can we just restart now
and do it again

be with

by your side

by your side w/ javan (ajay & warheart)

https://open.spotify.com/track/4EEJXZKrhPcc8iB1St5E9G?si=4fc279154f7e46f4

prod @neohnq
ft @ilymay <3

lyrics:

@bakasheap:
i wish i couldve healed
memories too real
this time ill forget
but it all feels surreal

feel like i could cry my heart out in tears 
never knew that seeing you is what id fear
told u its hard for me but u dont rly care
bby ur the only one for u i can bear

sorry tht i felt that
not sure why i felt bad
i dont rly care for ur love anyway
thts what i been telling myself everyday
telling myself everyday

@ilymay:
tell myself everyday ima be fine
nothings been the same since that one night
i cant see thru all the tears that i cry 
dont wna say goodbye 
your who i rely 
im crying i dont wna think ab u at all 
im trying but u know its taking its toll 
so tell me why’d u hav to do me like that 
all the time that we spent i cannot get it back nooo

@bakasheap:
feel like i could cry my heart out in tears 
never knew that seeing you is what id fear
told u its hard for me but u dont rly care
bby ur the only one for u i can bear

sorry tht i felt that
not sure why i felt bad
i dont rly care for ur love anyway
thts what i been telling myself everyday
telling myself everyday

forget u +may (neohn)

on plats soon :)

tysm for being here still

ty to my bros
@57yyujin 
@mmmm21

regret ft. ujin prod minji [OUT ON SPOTIFYY]

@shinuchii
@ilyt4z
@alfiesnapped
@user-295219331
@ripwarheart

[shinuchi]

how long I been heartbroken
haven't felt emotions
puff pass keep it rollin
smoke til my lungs falling

smoke til my lungs falling off
but I swear that it's never enough

shawty I just don't get it
is this shit even fair?
can't get you out of my head, and I swear
you got my mind in a mess, and I miss
waking up next you in your bed

I didn't know I got my heart stolen
how did I fall for it
I keep givin up, I keep folding
why do I keep trying?

u biting your tongue, u keep lyin
I'm losing it I'm spirallin

popping an x like a vitamin
weed up my lungs like its oxygen
you break me down
I'm stuck in my room and abusing my meds
your "girlfriends" up on my dms
tryna smoke on my pack tryna suck on my dick

money come in first
give a fuck bout a trick 
fuck around get the stick
extended mag all finna hit
I got that aimlock I don't miss
smoking that cat piss, sipping triss
mixing blue pills with my boba tea
shawty in love, shawty want all of me
fucked her brains out, psychology
she wanna drop me but she callin me

[T4Z]

T4Z noises

til my lungs fall off ft T4Z [alfie snapped x emeeelya x warheart]

mastered by me & mixed by me & datealyfe
produced by @kuriyai443 + @n4zzz :3
[hook]
do you want some flowers?
i can get that for you
i can get us a table 4 2
i don't wanna move onto something new
but it seems like you moved on too soon
I can't keep acting like i'm not needing
if you don't want me back i'll make sure you believe it
if you still got my number can you delete it
just because i got ur text don't mean that i seen it
[datealyfe]
I saw your text I didn’t wanna reply
I just gotta know If I’m your only guy
left me stranded here, you want my heart to die
you may think me dead but I’m very alive
you’re dishonest and I can see that
whatever you want me to be I can be that
taking trips to you but no you’re never free yeah
If I ever sent a love song, then you can delete it
I’m defeated got me feeling stupid
my hearts for you got me feeling cupid
what we have baby I don’t wanna lose it
tend my broken heart cause I don’t think I can use it
[hook]
do you want some flowers?
i can get that for you
i can get us a table 4 2
i don't wanna move onto something new
but it seems like you moved on too soon
I can't keep acting like i'm not needing
if you don't want me back i'll make sure you believe it
if you still got my number can you delete it
just because i got ur text don't mean that i seen it

flowers

flowers + datealyfe (kuriyai x zan)

@prodjayysoul @soxxinger
master done by @kairo6k

wake up see the sunshine
don’t fuck with no girl except frontline
baby you’re the greatest of all time
happy to say that you’re all mine

she gonna let me fuck for the one time
I said no girl I don’t wanna waste time
you don’t see my love? Yeah you so blind
you’re a 10 in my eyes girl, you’re so fine

you’re the one on my mind
our hearts are tied in a bind
what makes you stay so kind?
so obsessed got me a shrine

my baby just so divine

put me to the test yeah, I won’t fail
for your love, baby girl I’ll easily prevail
and you said you wanna leave, so I guess I wish you well
I got so many secrets, but this ain’t a show & tell

yeah, how’d I fuck up my life?
I just want you for one night
I don’t care what’s on the line
just know me & you are right

and we go on, and on til you go home
and we go on, and on til you go home

wake up see the sunshine
don’t fuck with no girl except frontline
baby you’re the greatest of all time
happy to say that you’re all mine

she gonna let me fuck for the one time
I said no girl I don’t wanna waste time
you don’t see my love? Yeah you so blind
you’re a 10 in my eyes girl, you’re so fine

you’re the one on my mind
our hearts are tied in a bind
what makes you stay so kind?
so obsessed got me a shrine

my baby just so divine

Spotify

what? prod jayysoul zan wintfye

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@mya
@decago 
@rewind214

if u wanted to then u wouldve done
can we pretend like we're inlove
tell me dont u feel it too
ive been feelin all brand new
feels like u jus put a curse on me
think about u in my dreams
wish tht u were next to me
i js wanna fall asleep (with u)
never met some1 so sweet 
js tell me im the one u need 
never met some1 so sweet 
js tell me im the one u need
[6:40 AM]
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in my head for like way too long 
i js need to know if youll stay along
do u see me like i see u
girl u are my crush having dreams of me and u 
me and u tell is it true
girl i think i stuck to u js like glue 
and i would hate myself if i lied to u
but thats never something that i tried to do
heart beats when u hit my phone 
js tell me cuz i need to know
do u feel how i do 
its all about u
so js take my hand and we can get away

regret ft. ujin prod minji [OUT ON SPOTIFYY]

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