all i want/hold me tight (smokerose)

Carried Away

prod by me 
thank you to @sinxi for doing the vocals on the song
much love <33

- lyrics 
and i wanna
feel loved when
you come around 
but i havent felt that yet
but i havent amde it yet oh no

and why you gotta work like
youve done so much better 
when the lights go dark
you left with some better
left with someone better babe 
left with someone better babe

and oh baby you know the same 
nights where we make it work oh
its not crazy to think you 
feel like someone else

and why you gotta work like
youve done so much better 
when the lights go dark
you left with some better
left with someone better babe 
left with someone better babe

when the lights go dark /feat. sinxi

prod. ionas - https://www.youtube.com/@ionas59


come on baby wont you come on over
i would never lie to you
trust me i am sober
i think i just need a little bit of closure
draining out my thoughts cus they're tipping me over
funny how u said u love me but you lie now
really thought it was just u and i until i found out
you been playing with me heart
now im feeling so down
crazy stupid love so im better without

people are hurtful 
you're evil inside
dont ask me questions 
i dont know why i miss
missing the touch of your lips
missing the face that i kissed
now i dont know how to deal with these feelings
stay away from me while im grieving
who the person staring at me from my ceiling
trapped inside my room with no intention of healing

never lie to you [ionas]

Time after time ft. Jipp (prod. ayoji)

lyrics ⬇️

whats the reason for looking at yourself and saying
im so worthless and desperate i need my medication 
what i painted regret it i needed ventilation 
you wanted validation 
but you couldnt hear me say it
and you remember those nights
when i got so frustrated 
with you and everything else
evil that we created
once we got to those heights
i think our love had faded
cause i did not like ur disguise i hated how you fake it

everlasting love isnt quite what we imagined
but i hope you know you cant just restore your life magically 
youll have go through the poorest conditions oh so sadly 
mystery how i cant defend myself when theyre all happy

maybe i got issues i cant solve 
maybe youre just someone i pissed off

but hopefully not
cuz i been working on all my flaws 
fixing up my temper ik i need a lot
Thats right thats right u need lots of help
no lie no lie
started ringing bells in my head oh my god
i guess i gotta try mh best this time
whole life on the line i guess im fine
but im not going next
yea ima put my head down and finally get rest

that’s right (everest)

mix/master: me

scent on my pillow hurt so bad
there’s nothing to do but stack
did it myself I got a bag
there’s nothing left to do but stack
there’s nothing left to do but pack
there’s nothing left to do but…

718 into the corners
dinner dates up in las Flores
wall of text I tried to warn ya
honest shot at California
I really thought that you were back
what am I supposed to do with that?
scent on my pillow hurt so bad
there’s nothing left to do but stack
there’s nothing left to do but pack
there’s nothing left to do but…

saw the future, yeah I saw it all in 4K
what the fuck yeah you was right there in my doorway
fantasies of family got washed away in pouring rain
I don’t want be pessimist but I don’t know what else to say
half an inch the ********* be missing a **** we’d be getting lit
instead that motherfucker got his fist in the air he’s gonna win
feels like the wrong timeline and I don’t know how to fix it
sell the crib double the funds and buy a one way ticket

in the soho streets they all look like models
and I took her home but didn’t buy her bottles
I was doing great til I checked your page
when you crashed that sedan, did you see my face?
(please don’t scare me like that)

718 into the corners
dinner dates up in las Flores
wall of text I tried to warn ya
honest shot at California
I really thought that you were back
what am I supposed to do with that?
scent on my pillow hurt so bad
there’s nothing left to do but stack
there’s nothing left to do but pack
there’s nothing left to do but…

scent_on_my_pillow (prod. sheepy)

Produced by Crizzy White
Vocals by Crizzy White, HeyLee Manzeron
Mixing by Crizzy White, HeyLee Manzeron
Mastered by Crizzy White
HeyLee Manzeron - https://soundcloud.com/heylee-manzeron

Crizzy White:
Damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't 
If I ever let go, tell me that you know 
I still want you 
And I still love you 
But lately it's been different
I can't even make you smile when I wished it
Tryna change your mind and get forgiveness
Calling me a child when I missed it

In my adolescence
Man, I always craved acceptance
Who knew I'd let you break me down just so I feel respected 
Time don't feel like it's progressing and I'm always stressing 
And when it builds resentment blame myself and my own wishes 
I never wished it so blue 
So why you feeling hurt too 
You scream and cry and hit a wall
But girl I still defend you

Oh time has been tainted 
And I feel like it's fading 
Just say that you hate it 
When I speak my placement 

Damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't 
If I ever let go, tell me that you know 
I still want you 
And I still love you 
But lately it's been different
I can't even make you smile when I wished it
Tryna change your mind and get forgiveness
Calling me a child when I missed it

HeyLee Manzeron:
Damn me to hell and I’m drowning in the abyss
I need my medication because your love is an illness
The tone of your voice cuts me open like a wrist slit
I told you from the start you fell in love with a misfit

Digging myself a grave again
I don’t wanna see your face again
I can not breath in the air
‘Cause all you do is spit out the dangerous pathogens
Another conversation, motherfucker, put me on my back
Kicked me in the ass again
We’re damned if we do, we’re damned if we don’t
Refer to our love in the past tense

Crizzy White: 
And it's useless to control you 
You never wanna listen to my issues
Try to talk it out but it's foolish
Should've known that I only play a nuisance

Damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't 
If I ever let go, tell me that you know 
I still want you 
And I still love you 
But lately it's been different
I can't even make you smile when I wished it
Tryna change your mind and get forgiveness
Calling me a child when I missed it

Damned w/ HeyLee Manzeron

this song is basically
---
lyrics:
 idontwannatalk please leave me alone
i been feeling so tired and god damn low
and I don't think its better than what we had
there's no point in ever trying to change the past

I don't know what I'm doing here
I just sit and take a line then sip a beer
my head is only filling up when its all my fears
id rather get high from drugs than be filled with tears

I sorta wish that I never knew what you did
I should of severed all the ties before we had this shit
its like everything you do leaves me paralyzed
your never in the mood, I know ur happier with other guys

I'm doing better by myself
 hanging with the bros
yeah I'm chilling with the gang
NITRO and Hundro
know we always on the move
same walk different shoes
counting quap and setting truths
my heart will rot and only bruise

it hurts knowing that you tried
but it wasn't going enough
I know I'm finally gonna die
I could feel it in my gut

let it rain, let it rain
let it pour, let it pour
let this all fall down 
see me bleeding on the floor

let it rain, let it rain
watch it all fall down
let it rain, let it rain
girl you were my only doubt

let it rain, let it rain
let it rain, let it rain

Let it Rain (p. Greyrock)

lyrics:

poor me
suffering endlessly
alone in the moonlight
on windswept tides
i watch my soul fade away
i don’t know why
everything in my life
is breaking down my pride
and my peace of mind

as above so below
broke my heart more than i ever showed
back then i didn’t want my life
when you saw me on the fourth of july
i was planning out my suicide
but i knew it wasn’t right

(chorus)

don’t reach for me
i am only
feeling sorry for myself
like everybody else

(chorus)

as above, so below

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/HbuzXTSppwg?si=gJzdCdvLwAk_UwiB

apple/spotify: https://untd.io/m/suninleo-enemies-ketamine

https://www.instagram.com/sunin.leo

prod. Nevada

lyrics:

just keep on keeping on
know she gon ride ‘til the wheels fall off
i been on the side, baby, way too long
this is my time, upper echelon
just keep on keeping on
i been tryna find somewhere i belong
i get so high, baby, i been gone
waking up with cups all on the lawn

i know this life gotchu feeling like a nomad
hard times, you pray for what you don’t have
and you lie awake, watchin’ the time pass
‘til the sun rise, go back -

to that 9-5, but your heart’s not in it
you keep on trying, ‘cuz the jobs not finished
my friends keep dying, and i’m tryna live with it
got my stress so high, yeah, i’m at my limit

life goes on & on & on
pick myself up off the lawn
can’t give up, yeah, i’ve come too far
so i keep on keeping on

just keep on keeping on
know she gon ride ‘til the wheels fall off
i been on the side, baby, way too long
this is my time, upper echelon
just keep on keeping on
i been tryna find somewhere i belong
i get so high, baby, i been gone
waking up with cups all on the lawn

keep on keeping on

sun in leo ♌︎