i absolutely love the tone of your voice, this is great.

with cuts (https://soundcloud.com/cuts)
guitars in outro by snoopytown

But you make it easy
cause you make it real
don't know what i'm doing
but i know how it feels
and i know how it looks
i know that its scary
i know what it does
its just temporary

but you say we should try and quit it
ive been tryna see the difference
focus on the bigger picture
i know, its just where your mind goes

wish you were mine though
blind in the day glow
wait if you say so
fucked up the one thing
one thing i wanted
lost in the garden
i let the thoughts in
i couldnt stop it
youre so amazing
youre so amazing

but i could make it better if you want that
holding out for something thats been so good
and fighting backs the only way you show that
but you dont have to do it when its just us

but i know the feeling
just held with the lights off and trust that its real
and they couldnt tell me
cause they didnt know me so
i took the long way and
i took it slowly

and family's confusing
i know how you feels so i know what youre doing
and i cant believe that we'd
last to december
hard to admit that its
hard to remember

But you make it easy
cause you make it real
don't know what i'm doing
but i know how it feels
and i know how it looks
i know that its scary
i know what it does
its just temporary

Pale (w/ cuts)

switching signals w/ halfhearted

prod. numb - https://www.youtube.com/@_numb

out on all platforms -
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/notcursed/pretty-girls

wish i didn't feel a thing 
i don't want this at all
pick myself apart
i wont catch me when i fall
dangerous cycle
keep crying at walls
i cant look at myself
cus i'll end it all

don't you look at me
wish i could change myself
pretty girls look in the mirror and they hate themselves
i cry at her
cus she don't know herself
i look in the mirror just to break myself

detrimental to my mental health
i cant find the strength to rebuild myself
i'm done pretending
i'm overwhelmed
for this long, how have i dealt

wish i didn't look like this
i cry at the thought
'beauty is pain'
i guess that's true after all
painful cycle
but it's my fault
i can't look at myself
cus i'll end it all

don't you look at me
wish i could change myself
pretty girls look in the mirror and they hate themselves
i cry at her
cus she don't know herself
i look in the mirror just to break myself

pretty girls (numb)

soundcloud only...
prod. irby - https://www.youtube.com/@irby314/videos

The waves you hear crash down
They are misspoken
Leaves inside the pack are ripped open
Find it hard to love 
Told i was broken
I’m crystalized inside 
I was hoping
   
Intertwined timelines
Flooded rooms 
Under gray skies
Walking through streets at night
Can't seem to find your light
Welcome to the end
Of my ride
2 times is a long time
Texting you but I can’t type

Lost in the big world
Where no one knows me
Too drunk too lonely
Wishing for you to hold me 
Beyond redemption  
It wasn’t for the attention
Too bad i’m gone now
Blurred my own reflection

Calm down
Look up to the sky
Wind gush 
Rush against the time

Just lust
Keep me in your sight
What's love
No one thought to try

misspoken (irby)

(prod. michael harrison)

am i the only whos touching you
am i the only whos fucking you
hard to believe the truth from the lies
when all i wanna do is love you

did you fabricate the truth to save me
lying to my face coz this aint what i need 
told me to be okay
im just delusional i know bae

im trying to be okay
and ive been fighting for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long

standing there im vacant
an empty shell a hollow soul
hate myself its dangerous
coz i can end it all i know
and i think is better than me
give u everything u seeking
do you think bout me
when your down on your knees
i know your not praying
giving what you gave to me
i hate to say it 

all these thoughts in my head
who am i to blame
i keep playing these games
over and over again

and can you see me love
coz i want us
overthink is tough
oh i cant stop

for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long x2

compromised (michael harrison)

check out evergardens music..
evergarden - https://soundcloud.com/evergardens

also check out aceys beats on YT - https://www.youtube.com/@prodacey

lyrics-
what was it like to fall out of love with me
was it as easy as you thought it would be
i saw the changes in your eyes
guess it's not easy to hide, that you wanted to leave
i see your pictures online
there's now none of you and i
oh it seems
like it was all just a dream
pretend you don't know me anymore
you just left, walked out the door
oh please
why'd you do this to me


our ship sailed 
we left feelings stranded

you take everything i have
time i wasted, wont get back 
don't move on
i wont withstand 
back to strangers? just like that?


guess it was never meant to be
we were too young, no guarantee 

i don't know why we even tried

two worlds collide

seen it coming, not surprised

what was it like to fall out of love with me
was it as easy as you thought it would be

strangers again (ft. evergarden) (acey)

prod. ionas - https://www.youtube.com/@ionas59


come on baby wont you come on over
i would never lie to you
trust me i am sober
i think i just need a little bit of closure
draining out my thoughts cus they're tipping me over
funny how u said u love me but you lie now
really thought it was just u and i until i found out
you been playing with me heart
now im feeling so down
crazy stupid love so im better without

people are hurtful 
you're evil inside
dont ask me questions 
i dont know why i miss
missing the touch of your lips
missing the face that i kissed
now i dont know how to deal with these feelings
stay away from me while im grieving
who the person staring at me from my ceiling
trapped inside my room with no intention of healing

never lie to you (ionas)

Spotify: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/xelfiy/sad-storys-on-the-internet 

Lyrics:
sad story’s on the internet 
stumbled into my head 
cuz i was laying in my lonely bed
now I can’t get a fucking message 
without
thinking bout somebody in my head 
Ripping out a passage from a book i never read
Sipping out a flask 
that I had found when I was sleeping without a bed

i been sleeping on this side of the road for to many nights
i just need to find a new road with better lights (with better lights)
i just need to talk to somebody that's alright
that's alright

I can’t get a message now
I can’t get a message now
I can’t get a message now
without
thinking bout somebody in my head 
Ripping out a passage i never read
Sipping out a flask 
that I had found when I was sleeping without a bed
Writing down all these fucking words down in ways I never said
It’s been awhile since I missed you but I still hear what you said 
(still hear what you said)

i cant get out of my bed
had to get off of these meds
i couldn't get out of my bed
all these messages on read
all these fucking thoughts inside my head
leave me here with what i said
and i will rot inside instead 

i keep fucking up my own track
fucked up my bones im smacked
i fucked up my own back
want you to come back
hate that your long gone
singing my own song 
(fuck all my old ones)

all alone in my head even when your in my bed
im sorry ima mess i cant talk to you im getting pressed
i cant talk to you im getting PRESSED
im just kiddin ima mess i know what you been threw 
we should be friends
give a nod to the head cuz if you already feel dead 
cuz we got lost on new meds 
an then i fucked up our bread
Thoughts clogged in our heads
we fuck in your bed
you should take off the mask
before im lay here dead
I poured out every drop
I didn’t do it myself 
And I don’t wanna talk bout health 
Cuz all my boys are in hell

sad story’s on the internet (prod. AVXiD & iOF)

<3
soundcloud.com/eoin-disney

Eoin Disney:
i wish it was the right time
i wish you were right there
i miss you in the nighttime 
i miss you when i'm scared
told her listen to the starlight
as i kiss you from the moon
and when you glisten in the sunlight
you're shaping shadows in my room

Greenwood:
the shades been drawn for so long
i dont know why i've been here
a summer passed without your laugh
i still hear it so clear
i wonder why it happens now
left to figure out
how the pieces of me suffocate in the weeds intact
told you that its good, its getting bad

listening to rover in your attic
sleeping in til 6 i know it after
i had marked the page to save the passage 
something about the pain that doesn't happen
i wonder if your neighbours figured out at all
i wonder if you saved yourself at a cost of what we lost

Eoin Disney:
i wish it was the right time
i wish you were right there
i miss you in the nighttime 
i miss you when i'm scared
told her listen to the starlight
as i kiss you from the moon
and when you glisten in the sunlight
you're shaping shadows in my room

Greenwood:
light we couldn't see but i'm sure that its hitting
i'd be down for a week, i'd be down for a minute
see the scope of your life when its already finished
kinda strange at the end, feeling like the beginning
and i know what you'd say but i'm glad that you didn't
put my life on a shelf for a job and its killing
cause i've been fucking up
i just need to come around
figure out the proper way to hold you but its different now
i just couldn't figure out

time had taken hold of me, bury me
take control like its kerosene 
in my head its invisible, what's that mean on a principle?
when its dark i could speak but i regret it so easily
if you promise to forget i'd tell you just what it means to me
to be out again
fucked up with the sound effects
heard he made it overseas i hope he knows i'm proud of him
happy so we call it that
second summer came to pass, i've been working late
cause no ones waiting for me coming back

cycle through the lens of the moment
i couldn't see what was coming
i tried to fix it when its over 
cause i thought that it wasn't

Eoin Disney:
i wish it was the right time
i wish you were right there
i miss you in the nighttime 
i miss you when i'm scared
told her listen to the starlight
as i kiss you from the moon
and when you glisten in the sunlight
you're shaping shadows in my room

Bloom (w/ Eoin Disney)

lyrics

omg omg 
its a lot
say im fine
swear im fine
but im not
tie my hands
close the door
engage the locks
ik u love me cuz u keep me in ur closet
this the knife
that u put
in my lung
this the time
u had kept me 
on my own
keep my close
leave me chained to ur bed
luv the way
u had messed
w my head

closed doors get knocked down theres no one there
problems i got em but i wont share
deep down im damaged but you wont care
somehow i manage it isnt fair
omg omg can you hear me
i get lost in my own fucking feelings
omg omg can you feel me
im the ghost in your walls hear me breathing

omg omg 
its a lot
say im fine
swear im fine
but im not
tie my hands
close the door
engage the locks
ik u love me cuz u keep me in ur closet
this the knife
that u put
in my lung
this the time
u had kept me 
on my own
keep my close
leave me chained to ur bed
luv the way
u had messed
w my head

stockholm syndrome ft 20ofive (tiedforsilver x st4rscream)

I really need you right now 
I’m sorry if I ever let you down 
Feel the words pursing from my mouth 
Can’t get the words coming out 

I really need you right now 
I’m sorry if I ever let you down 
Feel the words pursing from my mouth 
Can’t get the words coming out 

Yeah it’s true that I miss you 
I write it down in my notepad 
yet you know this and you know that
Because I’m prying for you to notice 
I sit alone like yet again 
Staring at your instagram 
I hate this ‘ fucked shit 
Because I can’t face it 

Black suit 
Red wounds 
Black heart 
I’m bad news 
You know that 
Don’t hold back 
Just diss me in your notes app

I really need you right now 
I’m sorry if I ever let you down 
Feel the words pursing from my mouth 
Can’t get the words coming out 

I really need you right now 
I’m sorry if I ever let you down 
Feel the words pursing from my mouth 
Can’t get the words coming out

never lie to you (ionas)

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