How Am I Alive :) Maybe Im Not Anymore

Ya I fucking hat3 my self & I don’t evr care at all
But I realy miss u lik the nights whn I’m on adorall
Locked inside my head Im feelin useless with my iPhone out  
I dnt understand these stupid feelings that I’m all about 
Ok I lost my phone 1 time and I went fucking crazyyyy 
I luv wearing headphones in place that doesn’t faze me 
I hate everyone that ever cared and ever gave me time 
Stupid little mean and angry thoughts inside my stupid mind :/ 

Wearing really big jeans out in public cuz I’m like super cool
I just lied I’m useless and stupid and get used like a tool 
I don’t get why I feel like everyone fucking hates me 
I just wake up planning lies I do this on the daily

digital watch :887

L0ST IN THIS ARC4DE w/ GhostMasheen (buhguul)

(teenoverdose)
i can be like all u want 
burning cigarettes in my arm
i just love 2 watch u cry, but it hurt when u lie
know u got my heart better keep it locked away
locked away, locked away
im so fucked up baby can u save
ur like all i want 
its gon be that way, if u rlly luv me baby just stay 

(pr6blms)
???

(teenoverdose)
i can be like all u want 
burning cigarettes in my arm
i just love 2 watch u cry, but it hurt when u lie
know u got my heart better keep it locked away
locked away, locked away
im so fucked up baby can u save
ur like all i want 
its gon be that way, if u rlly luv me baby just stay 

Luv it when she cryyy , i just wnna dieee, (forgot what i said here srry)

teenoverdose w/ pr6blms - locked away ^_<

xoulsss & decayy - touch

https://open.spotify.com/track/01yjxmV8TijhayeHiIYEPf?si=862421211b0c4ca7

produced by @user-481427442
cover art by @angelremnants

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go to sleep
they are watching me
close your eyes
say goodbye
you feel scared
cover your ears
they are screaming
i am bleeding
lullaby, lullaby, lullaby, lullaby
lullaby, lullaby, lullaby, lullaby
lullaby from hell
reaching out for help
i just need some help
to escape this hell
lullaby from hell
reaching out for help
i just need some help
to escape this hell

lullaby from hell [rottenspirit]

prod - fallen ang3lx

https://soundcloud.com/takka001?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
its not that hard
so dont u go
my heart so gentle so dont break it like the snow
and what i see
and what i know
its not the different from the things that u showed
i just wanna be ur lover
its so dark i cant see
can u shine a light on me
i dont wanna be no other
its goodbye say my peace
and i go on my own lead

in my head like lalala
all u talk is blablabla
pourin up a sh-sh-shot
i cant talk im sh-sh-shy
shawty lookin fi-fi-fine
wanna take a b-b-bite
i dont wanna f-f-fight
and that pussy t-t-tight

just like pokemon i choose u
fuck u in the blue moon
meet my parents thats too soon
got no money imma loser
like a clown imma amuse her
feel like jaydes imma abuse her
power up like im cooler

https://soundcloud.com/1qorii?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
AM I ON A TEST
OH YOU GOT AN ODOR
OF BLACK CIGARETTES
A PUNK OR A POSER
A PERFECT VENETTE

GIRL WE FOUND LOVE ON THE NET
DM OR A TEXT
ILL BE YOUR IG POST 
MAKE SURE THE CAPTION THE BEST 

SMOKE IN THE AIR FASHION ON LIKE ITS THE RUNWAY
IT WASNT FAIR HE WAS DRUNK UP ON A SUNDAY
PASTOR FORGIVE ME CAUSE I WENT THE WRONG WAY
HE TOLD ME TO SLOW DOWN
I SPED UP THE GUN PLAY

IF HE WANNA FIND ME 
IM WIT THE CARTEL
YOU SAID THEY LOVE ME
AND I SHOOT EM BACK DOWN 
TELL ME YOUR SORRY SO THAT I WOULD BACK DOWN 
YOU WERE JUST SO CUTE BUT YOU HAD TO ACT OUT

TELL ME WHATS SO DIFFERENT ABOUT ME 
OR IS THERE WHAT IS THERE x2

iamsodead
you taught me that i should forgive all the mistakes
they're always bound to happen so why shud i give a shit
flip out on me tell me why r u so angry? 
freak out on me i jst need u 2 listen
i can tell that your stuck in your head
i jst wnna know why do u always feel upset
but tell me why r u so scared
im right here i rly care  
life's so shit is what u said
u told me that u hate it and that its not fair
tell me bout ur issues nd i promise ill try
does it hurt so bad that u needa fckin cry
ill be right here every night
yu can cry for me ill be on time
i wnna give u everythn i ever fckn wnted
you'll nvr be alone bcz im always gnn be ther

be my lover w/ qori and takka [fallen ang3lx]

(prod by. ewenli)
lyrics?_
flash flash yeah i gotta stay calm
rags and they bloody in my palms
whats the problem problem problem
like its my fault
oh she pissed see i pulled up with a machete machete
oh she pissed see i pulled up with a machete machete
hacking pieces of this bitch an her blood like confetti 
ok bitch its like is you off a pilly
ok is like murders on my mind like im melly
and like i cant fucking take it
these voices in my basement
hope i never make it
cuz i let go to fast and ima crash
pull the trigger drain me of my blood
like a zombie she wanted more of my flesh
im an issue im a rodent im a pest
spirits in my room watching me cut myself again
crash
pull the trigger drain me of my blood
like a zombie she wanted more of my
whats the problem problem problem
like its my fault
oh she pissed see i pulled up with a machete machete
oh she pissed see i pulled up with a machete machete
hacking pieces of this bitch an her blood like confetti 
ok bitch its like is you off a pilly
ok is like murders on my mind like im melly
and like i cant fucking take it
these voices in my basement
hope i never make it
cuz i let go to fast and ima crash
pull the trigger drain me of my blood
like a zombie she wanted more of my flesh
im an issue im a rodent im a pest
spirits in my room watching me cut myself again

machete [ewenli]

produced by me

@avoidr
yeah-uh, the pains getting greater
you dont know, yeah you love me harder
yeah-uh, the numbness getting better
you dont know, i dont wanna live no more
i put a knife to my heart, i've been dying now
killing myself, bleeding out losing all of it
you really thought that i'd be living in a world like this
thats kinda silly of you to pursue im out of it

@lexanax
still pursuing all of it
i said its a waste
come find me in the dark
i really miss your face
i could give you my heart 
if it would make a difference
i could choose to belive 
but it's all just fiction

@avoidr
hell nah, you thought im living in a world like this?
oh girl, you dont know what is going on
help me, im stuck inside of this endless loop
nightmares, thats what im trying to be living in

@lexanax
everything you say is a complete contradiction
wanting me to stay, 
then you're leaving without saying 
i've been losing sleep, 
all my dreams are haunted
said you wanted me, 
yet you don't like who i am

@avoidr
im so stuck inside an endless loop
i dont know if im holding on
im so stuck inside an endless loop
i dont know if i can trust you now
i put a knife to my heart, i've been dying now
killing myself, bleeding out losing all of it
you really thought that i'd be living in a world like this
thats kinda silly of you to pursue im out of it

@lexanax
still pursuing all of it
i said its a waste
come find me in the dark
i really miss your face
i could give you my heart 
if it would make a difference
i could choose to belive 
but it's all just fiction

@avoidr
thats kinda silly of you
thats kinda silly of you
to pursue im out of it
to pursue im out of it
thats kinda silly of you
thats kinda silly of you
to pursue im out of it
to pursue im out of it

out of it

out of it w/ LeXanax

Self Realization along with a touch of starlight can create incomprehensible beauty

How Am I Alive :) Maybe Im Not Anymore

✰sunshine✰boy✰