lifeline is a track eva and i made in 2021. i made the instrumental in around august-september time, as a part of a larger project. i sent the track to eva around the same time, we then continuously worked on it until around early 2022. its a track we're both super proud of and one that means a lot to us. i hope ya dig <3

from Evangeline: 

"Lifeline is about my experience with coming out as trans to my extended family, and being myself in a country town full of small-minded people. It's super hard to tell something to someone who you know won't understand, and may never want to talk to you again, but I have to give it a shot, because there's no way I'll live with never having said it"

Lyrics:

Look at me sideways like you don’t understand
I hated the thought of ever telling you
Do you get what I’m saying? Should I say it again?
Cause I’m not sure which one of us is more confused

I’m not the person that you used to know
So, stop calling me by his name now
I’m not the person you knew long ago
If you’re doing this on purpose then I wanna go home

Tried to tell you then I realised it was all a game
I knew it for so long, but didn’t try to pass the blame
Guess someone had to be the first to take it all away
And I don’t blame you, I don’t blame you
I was asking for your help and still nobody came
The song we wrote together will never sound quite the same
Now you look at me like I’m just another stranger’s face
And I don’t blame you, but I want to


You were my lifeline
For so long
And I just realised the monitor shut off

I scream and cry at night
For so long
Because all I’m familiar will soon be gone

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Follow Evangeline:
Twitter: https://twitter.com/evangelinestuff
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/eva-nge-line

Follow makina (me, teehee)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/makmakmakina
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/makmakmakina/

Stream lifeline
Spotify:
Bandcamp: https://machinaone.bandcamp.com/track/lifeline-ft-evangeline
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/gb/album/lifeline-feat-evangeline-single/1615177243

Download

makina - lifeline ft. Evangeline

grace

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0V9LhAvbwFMQvCPa6THAEj?si=fa34d7cab6094502
MY BIG MAN @yyankyyy follow him


lyrics:
find a place idc how much it hurts
finding my way in the dark i think im lost
lost

hoooooo
is this the right time to
go out and find my thruth
is this the end
im outta air
i dont know where ill go
im way too far from home

im still paralysed
i hate the thoughts i had inside
im scared of being on my own
it was a thing i thought i heard
cut way too deep i thought it burns
im scared of being all alone

hoooooo
is this the right time to
go out and find my thruth
is this the end
im outta air
i dont know where ill go
im way too far from home

far from home w/yanky

Stream: https://navinor.fanlink.to/home

edit 1/21/24: thank you so much for 4K streams, it genuinely means to the world to me <3

Home

with https://soundcloud.com/hanirl :)

then I sit down

put away my cellphone

do it for my health

then I'm gonna tell nobody 

the way I've felt

tell tales

tell everybody that I'm doing well

I'm not

okay, still sitting down

open up my laptop

can't talk now

is what I tell my friends 

because I'm writing about 

everything, every thought,

every scene, every now

and then

I write about how

my thoughts pull me down

why are they so loud?

Why are they so mean?

Fierce and hostile, I fear I've lost sight 

Cause years of my life

I'd feel the gaslights

Kept wasting my time,

my friends would ask why

my tears won't pass now

I block it all out

just shut myself down

It's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

it's so much more than what I wrote

So you read what I wrote from

most of the week where I hoped for

nobody to pose if I'm honest about

what's on my mental

I won't pretend to

act like I don't dread 

the palpable potential

that I will only end up

like what I've tried to end but

if I tried and I failed

would you probably feel

like I've fallen to my own virtues

this isn't a goodbye, it's far from that

I don't want you to worry, time won't hurt you

it's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

it's so much more than what I wrote

playwright w/ han.irl<3

windflower

@viznode
@viznode
@viznode

art by https://x.com/_exaflares

windflower

shameless. & viznode - windflower

huge thanks to CHALKEY for letting us remix the songs from their EP!
make sure to check them out on Youtube and other socials ^_^

CHALKEY's youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCSW20kEXrWUxZnOsYVc4WoQ

CHALKEY'S twitter:
https://twitter.com/chalkeynation

make sure to check out @viznode as well, as he has provided incredible additional production on this remix!

CHALKEY - A World in Stop Motion (aquoferne & Viznode remix)

after nearly 2 and a half YEARS, this song is DONE 

follow kosu:
@korewakosu
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6EIw1aNMBmlu8HpLNvADij
www.instagram.com/korewakosu/
twitter.com/korewakosu
https://www.youtube.com/@kosumusic

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https://www.youtube.com/@Paloris

for you. (w/ kosu.)

IT'S ALWAYS MY FAULT !!! x3c

Was originally an anv9 song I made with my friends so it is a bit ott and also there are a million credits

CREDITZ (in no particular order)
Suroki - lyrics vox prod mix master whatever man idc
DanielXo - prod
mistmurk - prod+additional vox
Machi - guitar+additional vox
EyesAndArrows - composition+piano
Flood - prod
Maringennnn - guitar

Art by me with guidance from me friend !!!

LYRICS !!!! <3

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Fetch ! :D

ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !
ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !
ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !
ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !

I spend my life on basic
Tasks so I don't have to change it
You don't know what you want at all
[YOU GOTTA GET IT GO !!!]
My friends invite me places
They think this time I'll make it
SO WE FEED THIS CYCLE
[WAS IT ALWAYS MY FAULT ?]

----- CHORUS -----

I think i get it !

Find a little lie
Wear it for a while I

Burn it down to the wire

I can't forget it

Break your sullen smile
Tell me take your time I

Can't keep doing this
Fetchquest

----- Post-Chor -----

ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !
ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !
ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !
ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !

I'll get what you want

I know it's not enough

I'll get what you want

I know it's not ...

----- Bridge -----

I'mma
Make a whole new track
Then i'll change it
Face it, 
why do I bother anyway ?

Pick it up
Drop it off
Look around
Find another
Pick it up
Drop it off
Look around
FUCK,

Gotta
Try out brute force motivation
You went and drew your heart out
Don't erase it

Pick it up
Drop it off
Look around
Find another
Pick it up
Pick ip up
Pick it up

----- CHORUS 2-----

I think i get it

Find a little lie
Wear it for a while I

Burn it down to the wire

I can't forget it

[YOU GOTTA GET IT GO !!!]

Break your sullen smile
Tell me take your time I

Can't keep doing this ...

I think i get it

ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !

Find a little lie
Wear it for a while I

ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !

Burn it down to the wire

I can't forget it

ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !

Break your sullen smile
Tell me take your time I

ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !

Can't keep doing this

ITS ALWAYS

Fetchquest

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Thanks to all my friends 4 cheering me on this year, sorry for always making things so difficult.



FETCHQUEST >!<

THERE'S STILL TIME !!!

Thanks so much to halfTrue for putting up with me and trusting me with this instrumental this shit is so cool.

CREDITS !!!
VOX/WRITING AND WHATNOT - MEEEEEE
PROD / MIX / MASTER ETC - halfTrue, (I helped a little bit but not much)
ART - ME WHIPPEE

LYRICS !!!

Everybody
loves ! You as ! You are !
It's why they're always
here ! when you ! get on !
But still I'm screaming
Oh my god ...
Is this really all I've done

Why'd I always keep, on giving up
Everything, that gives me love
They're telling me that time moves on, oh

Time ~! moves ~! on ~!

---VERSE---

Speak my age like a curse !
Couldn't bear it
We all try our best to dispel it
It's why you always talk too much
Cos it makes u feel more young

My parents feel bad for me
I'm not 17
And I haven't been ...
For a while now

Would it bother me
If we treated time more sweetly

---CHOR 1---

Everybody
loves ! You as ! You are !
It's why they're always
here ! when you ! get on !
But still I'm screaming
Oh my god ...
Is this really all I've done ... :(

Why'd I always keep, on giving up
Everything, that gives me love
They're telling me that time moves on, but

IM NOT DONE

YOU GOTTA GET UP !!!

---Bridge---

I really thought I'd like getting old
But no one seems to think so
How many years are left for my own
Chances left to feel whole

Lost to the daydream
There was a place my dad used to take me
Did he waste his time ? For a feeling I'm
Sure that I'll forget

GET UP !

--SOLO CHOR---

Have you written all you wanted ? GET UP !
Time to face your life, GET UP !
Yeah we really wont wait, get up !
And I could never live enough

---Final Chor---

Everybody
loves ! You as ! You are !
It's why they're always
here ! when you ! get on !
But still I'm screaming
OOH MY GOOOOOD
Is this really all I've done :/

Why'd I always keep, on giving up
Everything, that gives me love
They're telling me that time moves on, but

I'M ! NOT ! DONE !

GET UPPP !

new release after how long?? lmaoo

this is part of a bigger compilation for 'The Birdhouse' called 'The Bird's Nest, Volume 1"
featuring a bunch of friends and folks who contributed tracks for a donathon to help raise funds for a show of ours

special thanks to @quaide for providing add. vocals and songwriting

check out the rest of the compilation here:

YT: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MFt91FexgGk&t=6s&pp=ygUXdGhlIGJpcmRzIG5lc3Qgdm9sdW1lIDE%3D
BC: https://birdhousecyphers.bandcamp.com/album/the-birds-nest-vol-1

lyrics

i didn't mean for it to burn you down
just send a message that
i couldn't face the truth, oh
i know it's something that we talked about
talked about
but i don't know why
it's in and out
i'm down, my mind is going
round and round
i wanted you to stay and watch the
day turn one more time

oh, what a shame
dripping down your face like it's the rain
i told you that i'd do anything for you girl
but i think that it's getting hard to maintain

how could you dip 
on a girl like that?
okay, okay
i fucking get it
i said some things
i probably shouldn't
but i think that she should hate me
all of my time
i'm self-obsessed
i know, i know
but i can't stop it
just go alone
oh girl i promise
it's better for u baby
i wish that it was fine for us
'cause when it's fine for us
i cannot hide the love
ooh
but i think we're in too much stress
oh it's just common sense
you cannot handle this

oh, what a shame (oh, what a shame)
dripping down your face like it's the rain
i told you that i'd do anything for you girl
but i think that it's getting hard to maintain

oh, what a shame
dripping down your face
like it's the rain
i told you that i'd do anything for you girl
but i think that it's getting hard to maintain

>> i uh... i told myself it would be different

Maintain

Not so super.

Finishing songs era ! Finishing songs ! haha ! I am posting songs !