ill release real music sometime i promise

stop ! let me grab my backpack

i don’t wanna be late to my class again

honors been waiting since last november 

when we had to quarantine for a term 

had to keep the doors clean. in return

we would spend 14 days alone

only seeing four teens if were 

lucky enough to see a friend 

up in morning we would spend 

our time right online 

doing assignments 

RUN IT BACK !!!!!11

let me digress 

to when we were young, not scared of anyone 

don’t know where the time went

took a nap now it’s 2021

one more day

one more day

until i gotta say

“ooh, moma OOOOOH ! 

do you like my cap and gown?

ooh mama, OOOOOOH

are you proud???” x2

he said with a mask on

he can’t believe he’s already at the finish line

but before he packs up

he’s gotta pass one more class

i don’t wanna go

i don’t wanna go act like i’m happy 

about a cap thrown in the air 

don’t know if i’ll last long in the

real i world

fear the world x2

practice my penmanship 

while my pity’s pending in a

pretty small penny sized penitentiary 

that i call my brain. i don’t plan to plead 

for a plodding pace in life 

i just wanna say

i just wanna say 

one more day

one more day

until i gotta say

“ooh, moma OOOOOH ! 

do you like my cap and gown?

ooh mama, OOOOOOH

are you proud???” x2

class of 2021

I know it's keeping you awake
You know I'm right
So what do you need me to say?
You got double crossed, stop thinking that you've lost (Oh)
You know who to trust, Don't crumble into dust, yeah

Come Find Me
Don't cry please
i'm right here
stop trying
don't try to follow them i'll follow you instead

the voices of those who gave up on you
they don't think about you like i do
and i want you to pick yourself up again
don't reach out your hands to them
the voices of those who gave up on you
their friendship leads to depression and gloom
i know that you wanna find out what you did
but be with me instead

you're so lonely i
know you want me or
maybe not me but
nothings stopping us
come on trust me just
do what we discussed
you're anxious just because
you don't want it to become

fallen down i'll pick you up
don't choose them, i'm your number one
you cry to yourself i know that you do, so
let me extend my hand to you
pull you up from what you've been through, those memories are no longer useful

Come Find Me
Don't cry please
Just try me
You're like me
Don't go chase after them, "I don't love you" they said

the voices of those who gave up on you
they don't think about you like i do
and i want you to pick yourself up again
don't reach out your hands to them
The voices of those who get in the way
they're not worth your time so don't make them stay
i know that you wanna find out what you did but
be with me instead
be with me, me *1000000

like i do

s/o https://soundcloud.com/antherluvz

sadly we didn't get in the comp, but it was funny to make this little song:)
hope you all like this

bloom*✧.+ ༄

Anther & jian - bloom*✧.+ ༄

artwork by @linkedwinters 

made in 24 hours for @artbyform ANV8 in support of Out & Equal.

https://outandequal.org/

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delivered

@whyawe
@real-mestie
@thisisanthesis
@linkedwinters
@cutewavelets
@miviasmusic
@the-big-blind

Mivias:
Stuck, tracing all your steps again
Turning all daylight into amends
You'll get tired some day
At least that's they say

So you try to stand
Try to reach your hand
Though from far you strayed
You'll have time to find your way

The Big Blind:
Stuck, with this never ending quest
When to push and when to rest?
Paradoxical clews in your chest
So you must not pass the test

But you try to stand
Even though you don’t understand
Because of low demand
The old secrets have been locked

Stuck

Cover art is temporary, I'm out of the country for a week. I'll fix it up when I get back <333 enjoy the song

Cassiopeia

lets start :3c

Suroki, halfTrue, EyesAndArrows, maringen

Lyrics

----VERSE 1----

[WHAT'S THIS ?]

They say your body loves you so unconditionally (That's right !)
But when i break mine i hope i'm forgiven (Of course :D)
I used to think together we could be anything

But i'm not an idiot, yeh

Keep getting closer to some people i'll never meet
But still won't talk to those i've known since like 17
I'm feeling nauseous when somebody is nice to me

I must be an idiot

ARE YOU ?

----CHOR----

YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT

WHAT'S THIS ?

----VERSE 2----

Someone said they want my hands for themselves
I couldn't comprehend the things that they felt
It's not that i don't like the way that they're held , I think i'd like
It more, as somebody else

[AAAH]

Can't fake the feeling that you'll never be home again
Ashamed to say but i've forgotten just what it meant
You're nothing now, and we know who it should've been

Cos i'm just an idiot

ARE YOU ?

----CHOR----

YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT 
ARE YOU ?

YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT

[OH NO !]

----POSTCHOR----

I never change
I'll never change
I can't decide
I'll think about it
It's always been
just like you said

You wanna live ? then start !

I wanna to change
I wanna to change
Can't be this way
forever but I
Don't wanna be
Don't wanna be
(Somebody else)

----PRECHOR----

She's got nowhere to go
He didn't even notice
I thought we'd be prettier
We must not be ready yet

ARE YOU ?

----CHORBUILD----

YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT
YOU'RE NOT AN IDI - 
[OH NO !]

ARE YOU ?

----FINAL CHOR----

YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT

I WANNA LIVE

[WHAT'S THIS ?]

AND I CAN'T LET THIS GO ON     
PROMISE YOU DON'T HAVE TO WAIT
WHEN WE CAN'T BE WHAT YOU WANT
I'll STILL LOVE YOU ANYWAY

I WANNA LIVE

let's start. 




IDIOTTT

IT'S ALWAYS MY FAULT !!! x3c

Was originally an anv9 song I made with my friends so it is a bit ott and also there are a million credits

CREDITZ (in no particular order)
Suroki - lyrics vox prod mix master whatever man idc
DanielXo - prod
mistmurk - prod+additional vox
Machi - guitar+additional vox
EyesAndArrows - composition+piano
Flood - prod
Maringennnn - guitar

Art by me with guidance from me friend !!!

LYRICS !!!! <3

-------------------------

Fetch ! :D

ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !
ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !
ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !
ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !

I spend my life on basic
Tasks so I don't have to change it
You don't know what you want at all
[YOU GOTTA GET IT GO !!!]
My friends invite me places
They think this time I'll make it
SO WE FEED THIS CYCLE
[WAS IT ALWAYS MY FAULT ?]

----- CHORUS -----

I think i get it !

Find a little lie
Wear it for a while I

Burn it down to the wire

I can't forget it

Break your sullen smile
Tell me take your time I

Can't keep doing this
Fetchquest

----- Post-Chor -----

ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !
ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !
ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !
ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !

I'll get what you want

I know it's not enough

I'll get what you want

I know it's not ...

----- Bridge -----

I'mma
Make a whole new track
Then i'll change it
Face it, 
why do I bother anyway ?

Pick it up
Drop it off
Look around
Find another
Pick it up
Drop it off
Look around
FUCK,

Gotta
Try out brute force motivation
You went and drew your heart out
Don't erase it

Pick it up
Drop it off
Look around
Find another
Pick it up
Pick ip up
Pick it up

----- CHORUS 2-----

I think i get it

Find a little lie
Wear it for a while I

Burn it down to the wire

I can't forget it

[YOU GOTTA GET IT GO !!!]

Break your sullen smile
Tell me take your time I

Can't keep doing this ...

I think i get it

ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !

Find a little lie
Wear it for a while I

ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !

Burn it down to the wire

I can't forget it

ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !

Break your sullen smile
Tell me take your time I

ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !

Can't keep doing this

ITS ALWAYS

Fetchquest

------------------------

Thanks to all my friends 4 cheering me on this year, sorry for always making things so difficult.



FETCHQUEST >!<

[made for audio secret santa 2024 and took it as an opportunity for arcrep

vol. 4 will be done eventually i promise!

mix on this might be different than the vol. 4 version just a heads up!]

[flourish//blossom]

果てしない海。
人間の魂から生まれた塩辛い海は果てしなく、いつも溢れている。
海はすべてを一つに混ぜ合わせ、海は海であり続ける。
幸せの火花が溶けて海になる。
悲しみのかたまりが溶けて海になる。
驚き、恐れ、恥、幸福...すべてが溶けて海となる。
大海原を覗き込むと、不思議なことに人は安らぎを見出す。 


Endless ocean.
The salty ocean born from the human soul is endless and always overflowing.
The ocean mixes everything into one, and the ocean remains an ocean.
A spark of happiness melts and becomes the ocean.
A clump of sadness melts and becomes an ocean.
Surprise, fear, shame, happiness... everything melts and becomes the ocean.
When one peers into the ocean, strangely, they find peace.

___________________________________________________________
hello, you've come this far

i just wanted to say thank you to everyone. after a few months of not making a song, and all the things that happened, i'm back to making a song. i'm enjoying the journey of making this, exploring and trying to push my creativity even further

thank you to the people who have been a big inspiration to me, whoever you are, wherever you are.
<3

___________________________________________________________
huge thanks to @dangbios for the help <3

a wind glides along the waves

Not so super.

Finishing songs era ! Finishing songs ! haha ! I am posting songs !

Cool people
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