lifeline is a track eva and i made in 2021. i made the instrumental in around august-september time, as a part of a larger project. i sent the track to eva around the same time, we then continuously worked on it until around early 2022. its a track we're both super proud of and one that means a lot to us. i hope ya dig <3

from Evangeline: 

"Lifeline is about my experience with coming out as trans to my extended family, and being myself in a country town full of small-minded people. It's super hard to tell something to someone who you know won't understand, and may never want to talk to you again, but I have to give it a shot, because there's no way I'll live with never having said it"

Lyrics:

Look at me sideways like you don’t understand
I hated the thought of ever telling you
Do you get what I’m saying? Should I say it again?
Cause I’m not sure which one of us is more confused

I’m not the person that you used to know
So, stop calling me by his name now
I’m not the person you knew long ago
If you’re doing this on purpose then I wanna go home

Tried to tell you then I realised it was all a game
I knew it for so long, but didn’t try to pass the blame
Guess someone had to be the first to take it all away
And I don’t blame you, I don’t blame you
I was asking for your help and still nobody came
The song we wrote together will never sound quite the same
Now you look at me like I’m just another stranger’s face
And I don’t blame you, but I want to


You were my lifeline
For so long
And I just realised the monitor shut off

I scream and cry at night
For so long
Because all I’m familiar will soon be gone

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Follow Evangeline:
Twitter: https://twitter.com/evangelinestuff
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/eva-nge-line

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Twitter: https://twitter.com/makmakmakina
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/makmakmakina/

Stream lifeline
Spotify:
Bandcamp: https://machinaone.bandcamp.com/track/lifeline-ft-evangeline
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/gb/album/lifeline-feat-evangeline-single/1615177243

Download

makina - lifeline ft. Evangeline

aquoferne:
@aquoferne
twitter.com/aquoferne
www.youtube.com/channel/UCuLrV8V8uxHZImKgx28hnDA

Lyrics:
should i ignore the knock on my door
leave a message right after the tone
it feels like something's pulling me out

why are my eyes still way too wide open
last night's conversation was broken
breathing less when i'm inside
why do i run and hide

a step away from the nearest store
one long jump from the next long shore
sharing a love
i'd love to go beyond

i was broken
i was focused
on leaving it all behind

needed notion
of a moment
to help me coincide
with the pace we've been going
i need to catch up on how things have been

(so tell me how it's going)
(you don't need to say it out
you don't need to say it loud
i feel it too)

do you know where to go?
it's not like i would know
you seen the world we've made?
maybe in my mistakes

should i leave or wait and see?
is there someone out there

a step away from the nearest store
one long jump from the next long shore
sharing a love
i'd love to go beyond

(so tell me how it's going)
(you don't need to say it out
you don't need to say it loud
i feel it too)

a step away from the nearest store
one long jump from the next long shore
sharing a love
i'd love to go beyond

Paper cup telephone (ft. aquoferne)

hyacinth --- artwork by @reksi420 --- additional guitars by @buzit0

you're my hyacinth  
that got away
from our promises
our promises

you're my hyacinth
growing out of place
I hope to god you'll stay

and i remember
wishing you were down by the lake
oh no
couldn't keep you up from drowning away
at all
finally gave up on your life
so don't wait
it's all good

now it's november 
and we're sitting outside in the rain
our voices tremble
you're whispering
!that's not what you said!
and i remember 
hoping that it'll come to an end
as we sway in the wind
close our eyes
as we sing 
about

and i can't believe 
your safe in my arms
time stops
to breathe
so just sway in the wind 
and don't worry
cause you've become so sweet
close your eyes 
fall asleep
have i found what i need?
as it rains down
i'm feeling all the pressure in my veins
now
i'm holding every moment to my chest
hearts beating with no rest
i've finally found my end

you're my hyacinth  
that got away
from our promises
i'll promise it

you're my hyacinth
growing out of place
I hope to god you'll stay

<3

hyacinth

sorry for the lack of releases i don't get inspired when i'm not suffering
*(edit: turns out not suffering was not the reason)

stream on here i need numbers :(
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+Entropy+

And you wanted it to stop
I couldn't give you up
I wanna run off out
But I couldn't even walk
At all

And you ask why-
And you ask me-

And you ask why-
And you ask me why-
And you ask why-
And you ask me why-
And you ask why-
And you ask me why-

And you wanted it to stop
I couldn't give you up
I wanna run off out
But I couldn't even walk

And you ask why-
And you ask me why-

Think you should feel fine
I can tell when you lie
Cause you just can't find
Maybe it's in your blood?

It's in your blood
Yearning for the other side
Of a fence that you built up
Up with all your might

And you wanted it to stop
I couldn't give you up
I wanna run off out
But I couldn't even walk

And you ask why-
And you ask me why-

Entropy

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From August 10th to August 11th, 2024, over 1,000 creatives woke up early, clocked out of work, gathered with friends, and prepared for the 24-hour challenge to come. As submissions roll in, the day passes in the blink of an eye. Musicians put their final touches on their songs, passing around the master file for one final polish from all collaborators. Visual artists eagerly await for the few final minutes of their render to pass with no issues. All participants take one big, deep breath as they upload their files and hit "Submit". Out of 562 music submissions and 71 art submissions, 45 shining tracks and one cover design were selected and organized with care into one final album. It captures a glimpse of the evolving creativity not just of our community, but of creatives everywhere.

First and foremost, All Nighter is about joy; the payoff is well worth it, but the purpose is in the process. It's so much more than making a song or cover art with a friend—it's human connection. It's learning how to push yourself beyond your creative limits. It's taking pride in your hard work. It's meeting new people who happen to love the same musicians and artists as you. Creating what makes you happy is a joy that keeps the wheels of creativity turning; we all owe it to ourselves to love what we make, and make what we love.

All proceeds from All Nighter, Vol. 9 will be donated to the National Alliance for Eating Disorders, a charity that provides referrals, education, and support to individuals experiencing eating disorders and their loved ones.

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originally made for FORM's 'All Nighter 9'


miocene memorial garden
@cash-official @acloudyskye @viznode @suji_scared @ejtheloser @shameless_wav @jhlofficixl @gethosyne

visuals by @gethosyne, @suji_scared @viznode & https://x.com/_exaflares


I hide the words again from myself
Knowing no one else is there, to tell
And always fighting, to understand you

And I get dizzy
Just staring out there
So if you're with me
Could you just give me a sign
Cause it's been ages and I
(I'm still alive)
Haven't really been fine

Wait
Feeling lost, can you say we're bound to fate?
Scared of losing everything along the way
I can't change
Chasing a ghost that won't show face
Pile up these dirty leaves
Pointless things ah yeah
Convenient that
There's things I have to tell you

And I get dizzy
Just staring out there
So if you're with me
Could you just give me a sign
Cause it's been ages and I
Haven't really been fine
You took all the time from me
Just passing me by
Show me some life

I keep us tied to each other
Your face in all the places I've been
Still stuck around all the corners
Staring out there

Hide your words
Obscure my face
An empty place
It doesn't even matter
I throw it all away
To escape your face
It fills me with dread
Cause it doesn't even matter

Tell me now
What if we couldn't take —
Call it out
Feeling of echoes
No one knows

listen to me
How did it go
when it fell
out of my reach
Reach out to me
Hopelessly waiting
Wandering out sight

Didn't waste my time
Watering all these dead flowers

Don't go chasing this
Don't go chasing this
Cause I wanted you to know
There's a fire outside your door
Engulfing everything

Just for now
Just for now
It wouldn't matter anymore
Until the dust settles clear

Just for now
Just for a moment

So fingers crossed
Left behind

IF YOU'RE WITH ME

IT'S ALWAYS MY FAULT !!! x3c

Was originally an anv9 song I made with my friends so it is a bit ott and also there are a million credits

CREDITZ (in no particular order)
Suroki - lyrics vox prod mix master whatever man idc
DanielXo - prod
mistmurk - prod+additional vox
Machi - guitar+additional vox
EyesAndArrows - composition+piano
Flood - prod
Maringennnn - guitar

Art by me with guidance from me friend !!!

LYRICS !!!! <3

-------------------------

Fetch ! :D

ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !
ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !
ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !
ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !

I spend my life on basic
Tasks so I don't have to change it
You don't know what you want at all
[YOU GOTTA GET IT GO !!!]
My friends invite me places
They think this time I'll make it
SO WE FEED THIS CYCLE
[WAS IT ALWAYS MY FAULT ?]

----- CHORUS -----

I think i get it !

Find a little lie
Wear it for a while I

Burn it down to the wire

I can't forget it

Break your sullen smile
Tell me take your time I

Can't keep doing this
Fetchquest

----- Post-Chor -----

ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !
ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !
ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !
ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !

I'll get what you want

I know it's not enough

I'll get what you want

I know it's not ...

----- Bridge -----

I'mma
Make a whole new track
Then i'll change it
Face it, 
why do I bother anyway ?

Pick it up
Drop it off
Look around
Find another
Pick it up
Drop it off
Look around
FUCK,

Gotta
Try out brute force motivation
You went and drew your heart out
Don't erase it

Pick it up
Drop it off
Look around
Find another
Pick it up
Pick ip up
Pick it up

----- CHORUS 2-----

I think i get it

Find a little lie
Wear it for a while I

Burn it down to the wire

I can't forget it

[YOU GOTTA GET IT GO !!!]

Break your sullen smile
Tell me take your time I

Can't keep doing this ...

I think i get it

ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !

Find a little lie
Wear it for a while I

ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !

Burn it down to the wire

I can't forget it

ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !

Break your sullen smile
Tell me take your time I

ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !

Can't keep doing this

ITS ALWAYS

Fetchquest

------------------------

Thanks to all my friends 4 cheering me on this year, sorry for always making things so difficult.



FETCHQUEST >!<

JUST FOR NOW
https://ffm.to/jfn

miocene memorial garden
@cash-official @acloudyskye @viznode @suji_scared @ejtheloser @shameless_wav @jhlofficixl @gethosyne @envyline

As days
gone by 
I see your shadow walking
Surrounding my mind
In a dream  I cried
Beneath the star you cherish
Fading over time

(can't let go)
Just for now

(of hope)

Just for now


When I saw you with her
It felt like a volatile powder keg in the dark
When I saw you with her
You didn't dare to say that there was nothing wrong


Could I be your savior?
Swoopin' in and save you from hurt
Until then  I can't save you
Just for now

Just for now  just for now
Feeling like you're  feeling like you're gonna riot
Just for now  for now
How long can you hold out the pain?
Just for now


As I trace the line
Will we find our place in time?
As we say goodbye
In the silence  our hearts confined
Are we out of time?
As we're losing touch
Our love is fading
(Fading) 




I can tell you're not happy
After everything you told me
Standing helpless
How can I face everything
How could you bring me between
How could you?
(I don't blame you)


When I saw you with her
It felt like a volatile powder keg in the dark
When I saw you with her
I didn't dare to say that there was nothing wrong


I can't be your savior
Coming in to save you
Watching from afar I know you've had it rough
But it's not my fault that you gave up
I can't be your savior
Coming in to save you
You're not the only one around that's had enough
It's not my fault I've given up

JUST FOR NOW

THERE'S STILL TIME !!!

Thanks so much to halfTrue for putting up with me and trusting me with this instrumental this shit is so cool.

CREDITS !!!
VOX/WRITING AND WHATNOT - MEEEEEE
PROD / MIX / MASTER ETC - halfTrue, (I helped a little bit but not much)
ART - ME WHIPPEE

LYRICS !!!

Everybody
loves ! You as ! You are !
It's why they're always
here ! when you ! get on !
But still I'm screaming
Oh my god ...
Is this really all I've done

Why'd I always keep, on giving up
Everything, that gives me love
They're telling me that time moves on, oh

Time ~! moves ~! on ~!

---VERSE---

Speak my age like a curse !
Couldn't bear it
We all try our best to dispel it
It's why you always talk too much
Cos it makes u feel more young

My parents feel bad for me
I'm not 17
And I haven't been ...
For a while now

Would it bother me
If we treated time more sweetly

---CHOR 1---

Everybody
loves ! You as ! You are !
It's why they're always
here ! when you ! get on !
But still I'm screaming
Oh my god ...
Is this really all I've done ... :(

Why'd I always keep, on giving up
Everything, that gives me love
They're telling me that time moves on, but

IM NOT DONE

YOU GOTTA GET UP !!!

---Bridge---

I really thought I'd like getting old
But no one seems to think so
How many years are left for my own
Chances left to feel whole

Lost to the daydream
There was a place my dad used to take me
Did he waste his time ? For a feeling I'm
Sure that I'll forget

GET UP !

--SOLO CHOR---

Have you written all you wanted ? GET UP !
Time to face your life, GET UP !
Yeah we really wont wait, get up !
And I could never live enough

---Final Chor---

Everybody
loves ! You as ! You are !
It's why they're always
here ! when you ! get on !
But still I'm screaming
OOH MY GOOOOOD
Is this really all I've done :/

Why'd I always keep, on giving up
Everything, that gives me love
They're telling me that time moves on, but

I'M ! NOT ! DONE !

GET UPPP !

(1/_) of 'AMBLE TIDES' (always changing)

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https://aquoferne.bandcamp.com
ko-fi.com/aquoferne#

lyrics

through the door
at the glass
the sink coats with blood

dizzy fuzz
standing tall
while covering your nose

focusing the lens
of your hazy eyes
realize
what have you done?

laughter has built in the halls
you don't know where it's pointed at all
closed behind the nearest stall
do not try to heed the siren's call

tell me it's a dream
(...)
that i'm fast asleep
(...)

can someone take me home?
i can't depend on myself, alone

oh, youth
you've started a fire
slashing down wires
while i'm scarring at the walls
i'm torn
there's a wound beneath my tongue
stinging from the salt
that's breaching through the front

can you tell me it's a dream?
and, that i'm fast asleep?

can someone take me home?
i can't depend on myself, alone

Run, river, run

Verse 1:
Your signal flickers in the rain,
A ghostly pulse in fading hue,
A phantom born from wired pain,
Yet somehow orbiting what's true.

I chase the echoes that you leave,
Across the streets of shadowed glass,
Where neon rivers twist and weave,
And time forgets the ones who pass.

Verse 2:
A memory coded in the dark,
A whisper caught in broken sound,
You lit my world with just one spark,
A digital bloom within the ground.

You bloom like flowers made of fire,
Glowing through the cybernight,
A silent truth, a sharp desire,
Emerging in electric light.

Chorus:
Phantom Signal Bloom, you rise,
A shining glitch before my eyes,
Through every tear the system cries,
You turn the silence into skies.

Phantom Signal Bloom, don’t fade,
Stay glowing in this world we’ve made,
Together in the coded shade,
We bloom where shadows can’t invade.

Bridge:
Even when the servers fall,
Even when the skies collapse,
Your signal echoes through it all,
A warmth inside the cold perhaps.

Chorus repeat


Phantom Signal Bloom

Not so super.

Finishing songs era ! Finishing songs ! haha ! I am posting songs !