somewhat of a diss

lyrics - 

Snow falls down as this weight crushes my mind
I hear every night replay softly in my head
So let me smoke this up till I'm feeling alright
Feeling every word as it leaves me half dead
u can’t heal from pain that u can’t forget
so I learned to smile at the doors of regret
I would write to feel something when there was nothing left
now I feel nothing as I take my last breath
To think our love was great when we first met
With every all-nighters I fall into the same abyss
hoping one day this constant pain can make any sense
maybe I’ll grab her beautiful cutlery that she left
I’ve done worse to myself baby, don't u fret
What if I make it permanent?
Maybe then I'll finally be in my own element 
I'll still bleed when my head hits the pavement
I'll still hide my pain in the form of a statement
Record another song and put on my preset
Whats my next project I'll try to make while I neglect it 
Use to thrive when decemb3r rolled around
Once shit hit the fan hiza and I shut that shit down 
Hurts to think we were comet hopping all around on those comets for a while
But in my heart of hearts I dont fuck with no pedophiles
Snow falls down as this weight crushes my mind
I hear every night replay softly in my head
So let me smoke this up till I'm feeling alright
feeling every word as it leaves me half dead
u can’t heal from pain that u can’t forget
so I learned to smile at the doors of regret
I would write to feel something when there was nothing left

an_all_night3r (scottysplash)

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