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I've been losing count of how many times I’ve said I’m done
My thoughts don’t quick
I always find a way to fuck it up for fun
I’m so sick of that shit
Same old bottle same old run
Same excuses spilling off my tongue
Every mornings a regret
Same late nights I cant out run
Same damn song I’ve always sung
I still taste things I’m tryna forget

And I don’t know what the fuck I’m chasing
Every high just leaves me vacant
Say I’m fine but I’m barely faking
I hate myself for the time I’m wasting
I can’t stop no I can’t slow down
Everytime I try I just fall back out
Everyones left and I get why now
It’s the same old drug same old sound

I lost touch with the ones who wanted to stay
Too ashamed to show them I ain’t okay
I push them out when I want them to stay
Then blame the world for what I have made
My words don’t mean much lately
My mind feels too loud and shaky
It’s easier to break than change me
(it’s the only way I know how to heal)
Easier to fade than face me

And I don’t know what the fuck I’m chasing
Every high just leaves me vacant
Say I’m fine but I’m barely faking
I hate myself for the time I’m wasting
I can’t stop no I can’t slow down
Everytime I try I just fall back out
Everyones left and I get why now
It’s the same old drug same old sound
I’ve said that line
Too many times
I’ve said that line
Too many times to count
I’ve said that line
Too many times to count

fall back out (under the maple tree)

Oh, hey there! You might know me from school, or you might have just stumbled upon this account. Either way, I welcome you. Under the assumption that you are not a bad person of course.

fall back out (under the maple tree)

sushihater