sui~

lay those thoughts to rest for now
like how could they accept me
cant accept myself
time to just stop thinking
so uncomfortable within

this skin its wearing thin
and all those flaws will show
so ill hide myself
within these walls
n never tell a soul

hard to treat yourself
like someone that you love
that mirror floods
my heart with hate

always on the run
treat life like its a joke
but i cant trick myself for good

dion ~

if you’re alone
when I’m gone

did you see
what I see

cause I mean
when I leave

i’ll be long

cause I feel it all again
i know how you pretend

to smile as though we’re still just friends

when no one is around
you cry when feeling down

some days you want it all to end

hard to treat yourself
like someone that you love
that mirror floods
my heart with hate

always on the run
treat life like its a joke
but i cant trick myself for good

took all the chemicals
to try to feel again
been 3 days since ive left this bed
try to cover up
so none of my friends worry
wouldnt wanna burden them

loading screen w/ dion dugas ~ [p. demxntia]

A Youtube channel that makes videos with anime backgrounds

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I just make extended game osts
2 4 ; 愛を込めて作られ

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orange skies from the school bus, 9tails in my hear buds

loading screen w/ dion dugas ~ [p. demxntia]

suisai