2/04/22 I made this, I was 18
And i miss you more 0\_!v!a

(Intro)
It always seems to not go my way
Don’t blame anybody but my self!

(First verse)
 This is not suprising OK
I KNOW, I KNOW BUT I DONT NEED NO HELP!!!
I Don’t need a therapist Cause I don’t wannna hear nobody else opinions ON top of mine

WHATEVER
WHATEVER 
DONT CARE what you gotta  say

It’s just another day
I’ll feel the same way
 I can make 10 Years Pass in 10 days

If I jus sit back and keep thinking  ima change 

But nothing around me is changing  but self
But than again 
Everything around me is changing but me. 
It Such a TRAGEDY 

I don’t really think your  hearing me!!
Oh I’m talking to my self 
Everything was pushed To the side 

I was so alive Your eyes
They speak a million times 
And night and I felt so weak

(Hook)
And other day a tragedy
Another day in agony 

I run away from here 
It’s just another year 
These scenes reappear

I gave it everything with nothing to really give 
am I wrong for doing what’s right 

(Second verse)
Moving on my body shouting out 
crying for help ,Showing so many signs but do nothing bout it now 
Well

Look how I’m treating my self
Not surprising 
I get up
Now I’m sick
Throw Up
Than I walk it off
Ughh

I don’t know what you mean
When you say That I’m fine 
Your not listening 
I’m telling you how I feel 

You don’t know anything 
You don’t know anymore 

But I appreciate your love and support 

I just wanna feel whole again 

But everytime I look in your eyes i realize I’m alive but now your not by my side 

Another day a tragedy
Another day in agony 
I run, Sleep, In my bed

Thinking am I really dead?!

Don’t feel alive oh well
I gotta get up from this 
 Before I lay down
Before I  get up 
before I wake up
I’m wishing good luck 

I need to see the same
But it’s not part of my life 

I got to change but me you know,
I Stay on the same lane 
I gotta go

But I don’t know 
If I take these short cuts 
It’s only gonna lead to dead ends
Like my friends I said there lost in the wind 

Are your listening
I say the same thing repeat it twice 
So you can hear it
You might just feel it 
I Got to go
But I don’t wanna say now

I hate goodbyes 
I think everybody relates now 
But you don’t know and it’s ok

Another day a tragedy 
Another day in agony
I run away!

it’s just another day
Don’t be afraid 
I gave it all I could

i love you

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